home again
Mood:  caffeinated
Just got home from work... so decided to try and think of a new essay to put up.. decided perhaps I should add a new serve to my living essay on serves... but am having trouble concentrating... got a headache the size of Texas.....

The coffee did not help

So analisa had a shitty day at work.. thank God at least now its with Dee... don't gotta do it by myself....

My best friend (who lives many many miles away) is bugging me to go down there for a booty call... can't quite get it through his head it ain't happening.... but oh well.. some guys just need to learn the hard way...

Am considering going into SDA to chill for a little while... analisa loves it there....

tis not her home but she feels very welcome there... now she does anyway...

at one time the idea of roaming scared the shit out of her.. and with good reason.. come on, knowing now what a Tatrix is, it was really quite foolish to choose that as a name... lol

So anyway analisa is well liked... but thats cause she managed to fall in the middle catagory....

There are three catagories as far as analisa is conserned.. Group 1. is the bitchy prissy girls that call themselves slave and proceed to cause trouble everywhere... these girls are well known because everyone talks about them... thus giving them the attention they need... *(hmm sounds like a essay idea to me)*
Group 3. is girls who behave all the time and do everything perfectly.. the only problem with these girls is they disapear as soon as they leave... they have no flair... they don't call attention to themselves in any way... they do what they need to do, but don't really seem all that happy to do it...

Group 2. is where analisa falls in... this group is a bit diverse.. it contains girls who make mistakes reguarly... or add flair into their serving.. or manage to make an impression on the Free somehow that isn't disrespectfully done... these girls are known to some and not to all...

its a good group to be in...

Now don't get analisa wrong, am sure there are many other subgroups and am also sure many could argue (rightfully) that you can't seperate people into three groups...

This is simply analisa's way of simplifying things to herself and to anyone who might read this... (IE myself.... ) lol

anyway... heading into the rooms I guess... am going to see who's around and who's worth talking to ... :)

Mood:  accident prone
analisa will admit she was and still is surprised by the number of people who have visited her website of Gorean Essays... though there are very few essays on it....

However analisa fully expects to see just about no visitors on these pages... because what she is about and what she does is often interesting....

but only to her....

So these pages are meant mostly for me, though analisa will be careful not to say anything that will incriminate her later. ;)

analisa started this off (the "blog" that is this diary) because she had no idea what a blog was... so messing around with it to learn how to use it equalled this... a diary... which doesn't bug me so much cause analisa writes in diaries every day....

analisa has a huge box of diaries... there is like thirty of them in there, and she only started them like three years ago...

surfice to say, analisa writes a lot...

so it kind of makes sense (at least to me) to have a diary soley for online reasons.... something to keep track of analisa... thus the name of the Blog....

who knows... maybe in a few years after analisa has forgotten all about this stuff she'll look back and say... WOW I need psychilogical help! (or at least a dictionary)