EVOLUTION
Mood:  loud
I really hate this having Gor in Adult crap. It doesn't seem right at all. To go down a street and see your tavern or home or whatnot sitting between a "FUCK ME IN BOSTON" and a "MEN WHO DO MEN FOR MONEY" ....

My imagination or is there a lot of trolls and such that wander into the home because of the location.

Location is key in establishing routine and clientel. I don't like going to those dark halls and finding only one Home open at any given time. I don't like seeing the people who sit in it when the Owner's aren't home.

I've barely been in chat lately and when I am there I find reasons to get off. It's a pain in the ass.

Evolution however is key to the survival of life. And I've been advocating a change for a while.. didn't expect something like this, but thats alright.

People can't remain unchanging. What was will never again be. To waste time thinking about how it was and how you wish it still was is a waste of time. It makes no sense to me whatsoever.

However it has its purpose cause eventually change happens even with these people. They turn around and try to make it what it was. Which can't happen so it changes into something else.

Evolution

Maybe I ain't making much sense, and maybe you just don't care... but hell.. tis my dairy and I'll write what I want to :-P

Cyber Sex
Mood:  mischievious
Cyber sex can be fun, intersting, safe and just plain great..

it can also be boring... long winded.. and increadably annoying...


Depends on who you are.. and who your cybering with..

As a pleasure slave analisa is often having cyber sex with people. She isn't allowed to say no, and though she gives many hints, many don't care...

Ahh well... cum to me my darlin and let me GO

Mood:  not sure
Tired today, just working on the website. To be honest I forgot about the site ...

*bad analisa*

But now that I remembered it I will work on it some more. I added another essay on change and the values of it.

The essay isn't very good but I am actually heading off to work and have a bunch of IM's and e-mails to do. So I will probably rework it later. I hope...

Guess it's mostly if I will remember to do it or not. I want to, because I have so many ideas on that topic, specially since it has been popping up so much lately.

With the councils and the new room wide rules that have been going on lately.

Like moving all the Gorean rooms to the adult section... tis a pain in the ass that... but I have to admit it will probably keep the subbies from coming in all the time and disrupting the rooms.

Mood:  amorous
have been working on my erotica more and more often now. But analisa can never seem to finish it. lol

As each day goes by analisa finds herself growing more and more aroused as the moon grows in the sky. She always manages to forget just how much she is effected.

In this way she is truly a gorean slave, a willingly held captive to the heat between my legs. My eyes prowling for the person who will satisfy me, the one I can never seem to find.

Sometimes real life sucks...

home again
Mood:  caffeinated
Just got home from work... so decided to try and think of a new essay to put up.. decided perhaps I should add a new serve to my living essay on serves... but am having trouble concentrating... got a headache the size of Texas.....

The coffee did not help

So analisa had a shitty day at work.. thank God at least now its with Dee... don't gotta do it by myself....

My best friend (who lives many many miles away) is bugging me to go down there for a booty call... can't quite get it through his head it ain't happening.... but oh well.. some guys just need to learn the hard way...

Am considering going into SDA to chill for a little while... analisa loves it there....

tis not her home but she feels very welcome there... now she does anyway...

at one time the idea of roaming scared the shit out of her.. and with good reason.. come on, knowing now what a Tatrix is, it was really quite foolish to choose that as a name... lol

So anyway analisa is well liked... but thats cause she managed to fall in the middle catagory....

There are three catagories as far as analisa is conserned.. Group 1. is the bitchy prissy girls that call themselves slave and proceed to cause trouble everywhere... these girls are well known because everyone talks about them... thus giving them the attention they need... *(hmm sounds like a essay idea to me)*
Group 3. is girls who behave all the time and do everything perfectly.. the only problem with these girls is they disapear as soon as they leave... they have no flair... they don't call attention to themselves in any way... they do what they need to do, but don't really seem all that happy to do it...

Group 2. is where analisa falls in... this group is a bit diverse.. it contains girls who make mistakes reguarly... or add flair into their serving.. or manage to make an impression on the Free somehow that isn't disrespectfully done... these girls are known to some and not to all...

its a good group to be in...

Now don't get analisa wrong, am sure there are many other subgroups and am also sure many could argue (rightfully) that you can't seperate people into three groups...

This is simply analisa's way of simplifying things to herself and to anyone who might read this... (IE myself.... ) lol

anyway... heading into the rooms I guess... am going to see who's around and who's worth talking to ... :)

Mood:  accident prone
analisa will admit she was and still is surprised by the number of people who have visited her website of Gorean Essays... though there are very few essays on it....

However analisa fully expects to see just about no visitors on these pages... because what she is about and what she does is often interesting....

but only to her....

So these pages are meant mostly for me, though analisa will be careful not to say anything that will incriminate her later. ;)

analisa started this off (the "blog" that is this diary) because she had no idea what a blog was... so messing around with it to learn how to use it equalled this... a diary... which doesn't bug me so much cause analisa writes in diaries every day....

analisa has a huge box of diaries... there is like thirty of them in there, and she only started them like three years ago...

surfice to say, analisa writes a lot...

so it kind of makes sense (at least to me) to have a diary soley for online reasons.... something to keep track of analisa... thus the name of the Blog....

who knows... maybe in a few years after analisa has forgotten all about this stuff she'll look back and say... WOW I need psychilogical help! (or at least a dictionary)