Marriage
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Friday I'm in love - The Cure
I was taling to Krystal the other day and she said the only reason that our boss got married was because he wanted to start a family... What ever happened to my dream of love and being in love with the man I marry... Not just beacsue I want to start popping the kids out of my vigina... I starting to think that Justin is right, people only get married for companionship, not because they are in love...

I'm starting to worry about my feelings for Justin because I'm starting to become a closet phsycho, like when I think about him being with his ex's I feel physicaly sick, or even the fact that he has has ex girl friends. I wish that when you start a new relationship you forgot all the bad stuff, but then again you wouldn't of learnt any thing and you would keep on making all the exact same mistakes... Blah life is so weird, what kind of living things are we. We kill for fun and we elect people to govern us yet there is still poverty/ murders... The human brain is weird.

There's a song called the last crusade (or something like that) and there's a line that says, no one deserves to die... Then why doesn't some one invent a potion so we don't have to... I don't know, we all have our prioeitys, in the worng places