Life is a funny thing
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Sissor Sisters
Topic: Crazy
Ok for every one playiog at home, you may of wondered why I haven't written in here for a while well let me tell you all, you wouldn't believe me even if I told you. But I will or else this will be a very boring bloag. Well on Wednesdayb last week I got fired!!! Thats right well the real word for it is being made redunant. I got taken into Jacks office (the big boss)he then told me "unfortanlty I have some bad news for you Clare your job no longer exsits." Well let me tell you I was staring at him like a goldfish, the first thing that went though my head is, this is a funny joke man they are really getting me back, hmmm I wonder why Jack is getting involved. But the longer i looked at the man who looks like Father Christmas without a soul. So I gave him the puppy dog eyes and realised there and then that it wasn't a joke and my whole entire world was crumbling around me (that and I was very very hung over ) I went to me desk packed up my stuff refusing to cry and walked out of the building. As I walked into my house I broke down not movie sobbing with my makeup still on breaking down. The sought from the exorsist, screaming, snot flying every where. I rang mum and she was upset and compleatly dopped of her face. The poor thing had her boobs done the day before. Long story short I listened to the most bad ass rock I could think of drank a cask of wine and watched movies that people got fired in and they still survived. While I am writing this peice I must not for get about my friends, Mattie who has been patient with me and knew the way to my heart PIZZA!!! and my mum but that goes without saying. So just as I thought my life was over and I was going to be homeless I got a payout :) then a guy from work took me to his cabin for Friday night and he likes me and he wouldn't even screw me because (get this) He likes me to much!! Weird. Now the conclusion to this story is I got another job, though I don't start for a couple of weeks and Jay rang me told me he is going to come to Aus next year to study to be with me and I am happy. For the first time in a long time I am truly happy. I don't know what it is but I am blessed, I must have an angel by my side, every thing in my life works out, it always does and I have a feeling it always will. So no more moppy Clare only happy Clare.