I'm torn
Mood:  amorous
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I have this over whellming sence of being torn. I don't wont to go to QLD any more and I know why it's Justin and the life that I'm living at the moment. I mean it's perfect. I have all these friends and I'm having so much fun. I don't want that to ever go away.

And what next year on the bull shit coast with a bull shit job and no justin, only yucky pathetic slezes who don't know how to have a conversation.

But I know that I can't hold back from my dream I mean if I stayed and say Justin and I broke up a year later that's another year that I would of wasted a year.

I don't know what I want to do any more.

I think that I am just having a mid tween breakdown. Ignore me (every one else does)