Children
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Missy Higgins "Special two"
I was reading an artical on msn, it was all about 'College Blues' and how a mother deals with her son leaving home to go collage (an American artical.)

It spoke of the loss that a mother will feel when her son no longer comes home from school at 3.00 as you eagerly anticipate his arrival.

Is this what we have to look forward to when we 'grow up' nights of nothing but crappy reruns and then bed where you get up and go to the same job you have been working at fror the last 20 years.

Why didn't the artical say, when your child leaves home get a life go out dancing (because chances are you haven't been dancing before you got knocked up 18 years ago) Or why didn't it say to get a hobby or rekinddle the love with your significant other.

I'm scared I don't want that to happen to me, I have up untill I am 30 and then I will most likley have children. Is that why I'm going to school for 4 years, so in another 3 years I can be home with a baby on my tit. then when they finnaly leave home I can't function soccialy because I haven't been able to for so long.

What a scary thought....