I still havn't found what I' Looking for
Mood:  lazy
It's so weird... I acctually don't like anyone, ussually I have a boy that i loike a lot or that I'm chasing, and though I may of been talking about other boys it was always Jay always him that I was crying for, hurting for and wishing for. I feel empty like a turtle without a shell. I feel unlike my self. Sad I know but it's weird though I am not completly over Jay (I don't think that i ever will) I am not clining on to the hope of ever getting back with him. All I want is someone who loves me and someone that i love but I can still flirt with other people... no not really.. Like I said I don't know what I want..