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And Here
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long lost
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Salvation
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Waters of Truth
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Foriegn shapes and SoundS
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Blackened night to mourning gray
theres demons in my mind
they disappear with golden rays
who knows what they might find
their sullen glares or angry stares
haunt me in the day
but night falls down and demons frown
for night times time to play
no longer do i know
the innocence of life
no longer to and fro the demons
with there knifes
for innocence is just a flower
in the corner of my mind
the demons soon devour
all that they may find
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Freedom
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Freedom of mercy
freedom of mind
freedom to look
freedom to find
it’s these freedoms
that confine
it’s these freedoms
that take our time
all of our precious
truths and lusts
tossed aside and
left to rust
freedom has turned
our dreams to dust
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Truth
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Truth is that which binds us
makes us unsure and clutters our minds
truth is that which stops us
makes us cruel and turn on our kind
for lies are our only outlet
the kill the soul and take no time
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Life
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we brave the dark
we laugh at fear
we leap up to the sky
we take a risk
we stare at death
in it’s unblinking eye
we try our best
but in the end
we know we all must die
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The empty room
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I sit and stare at the corner
and watch the time pass by
and think of all the reasons
i have not to die
but as the hours pass me
i can only sit and dream
and hope that fate never kills my friends
or drowns them in a scream
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Grey Box(in the end)
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melt away my body like the candles fickle flame
emtyness awaits me my life i can not tame
i wonder when the rain falls down does it rain for me
and can i be blinded by things that i will never see
to me silence can be so loud that it will wake the dead
it’s wretched sound of things profound that will never be said
patience is a virture when taking your last breath
but please be seen i do not mean that time will be your death
blinded angels lay you down just so you wont be heard
your silver tounge will become numb you choke on your last word
you hope you see your savior you think he’s within sight
however long your thinking wrong and you’ll never turn out right
then they find your body that they cannot mend
broken wings the terror stings and now you’ve reached the end
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And Here
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so now i stand here emty
the wicked wretched tool
of unseen things that become rings
wich bind me to the cruel
and somehow none will save me
i’m sinking in the mud
take me away i can not stay
you win you’ve drawn last blood
And so i’ve learned
and so i’ve learned don’t trust the words
and so i’ve learned to hate
for i’ve been stricken stabed and torn
by angry wicked fate
i know the hollow life you lead
to please someone your not
don’t try to be untruthfull
admit it you’ve been bought
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Peek a Boo
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Hello life the shallow hole
left to scar and burn
need an outlet for the pain
but i will never learn
and so i leep into the depth
and breath the stale cold air
sorrow sings it’s long refrain
and knows noone will care
the sky above is blid it seams
and misery is found
wingless truth has disapeared
apathy’s unbound
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long lost
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Jen lost her mind today
you'll find her in a box
look away my she's worn today
pummled by the jagged rocks
stonned until she's on her knees
begging for an end
and they told her to look to God
cause he's her only friend
Jen has lost her mind today
it's good she burns inside
for if you saw her eyes today
there's nothing she can hide
the deep contempt of all thats fake
her heart seems to be black
and all the things her eyes can say
she cannot hold back
Jen has lost her mind today
and broken her own soul
better tow the line today
seems Jen isn't whole
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salvation
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angel wings cut my eyes
demons make me bleed
in the end it all comes down
the urge the primal need
self inflicted violence
scars that make me whole
and now it is the memories
that thrash within my soul
marked for desolation
predestined looking skin
it's a wonder how i've lived this long
raped with all my sin
a sacrilegious crown of thorns
is put about my skull
the pain the sting sinks in to me
thier plan so masterful
the fire licks my pallid flesh
distress i twist and writhe
the agony i feel inside
the thorns twist in my side
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Waters of Truth
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the tide washes over me
not that it matters
i sink beneath the waves
into the cool deep waters
broken wings sieze me
too keep me in the depths
i'm drowning; slipping deeper
none have saved me yet
i scream beneath the ocean
my lips turn palest blue
i thrash and wreck my body
the pain the hurt is true
somehow i've stayed here this long
my lungs emtyed of air
i'm trapped inside the ocean
i geuss i'll have to bare
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