a topic i find difficult to write poetry about ......
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Puppet Girl
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Perfect Imperfections
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And then I Wake
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Another Soul
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PUPPET GIRL
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here for your amusement
watch me dance and sing
pick me up or throw me down
ignore the painful sting
make me smile so untrue
through me all around
when your done please neglect me
and toss me on the ground
for my feelings don't matter
puppet on a string
bleeding sore forgotten lost
i'll screw up everything
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Blank
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rip open my soul
carve it with a knife
bleed my "fuckup" blood
destroy my fucked up life
drink away my sorrows
lick all of my wounds
make me feel so sacred
i'm falling away soon
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Perfect Imperfections
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here i am all alone
torn from past reflections
watch me burn wach me bleed
perfect imperfections
see my scars brittle bones
worn by last afflections
watch me yern watch me need
perfect imperfections
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and then i wake...
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i go about my normal life
and with my normal friends
i have my normal problems
whine about normal split-ends
and think of guys and shopping
and listen to my normal songs
and then i wake from my dreams
and wonder what went wrong
my blood soaked body beaten
by self inflicted pain
i pull myself up broken
and walk into the rain
my scars forever acheing
my mind forever torn
my heart forever shattered
my soul forever worn
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Another Soul
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I need to take the knife again
It wants to make me whole
break myself i cannot cut
and bleed away my soul
morons push me beyond hate
i wanted help but no
noone hears my painful cries
break me so i go
i cannot kill myself tonight
another soul would hurt
for now i lie broken in pain
because it seems i'm dirt
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