Yep, i'm a dumbass,
But not always.

i don't mean to drink my self so stupid i can't g out the next day. i think this is the first time i've done this and had it actually cause me to miss something i wanted to do. i feel bad having missed my friends, and let them down. i'm sorry you guys.

anywho, i guess that just goes to show you that the media emblished wonder years business is a big ol' pile.

or, at least the image of the wonderyears.

Thank's Ali

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in other news, i've joined that cause of rebel radio. checkout SpiritLIVE

now, you may listen to this and here, talk, or hiphop, or whatever, and think boring but the truth is, spiritlive is the shit, and i'll tell you why.

ZERO censorship. every single person working there is student. the only control is quality. so check it out and spread the word. and we're talking 2nd week in november.

normally i don't get that excited about this sort of thing, but this is a special case. SpiritLIVE has potential to be a real force in media.

son of a bitch
this sucker deleted my first blog. well then.

it's this sorta thing that makes me HATE the future so much more. cause the future is full of lost data. my blog existed, and now exists only as my thoughts. but some where in the ether of some information block on some computer is sits.

taunting me.

so what's with logic?
are emotion and logic so unmixable. isn't it possible to be emotional about a logical solution. Or to rationalise emotion using logic?

yep
that's what i think about.

so what's with fake stuff?
and who call's it. like, if i'm listening to music that makes me fell emotional, is that because i'm nuts, or is it the music. if someone else listens to it, and doesn't get the same buzz, who's wrong? where are the absolutes when you need them?

i wish i had faith in some moral system without worring about what failures it's come up with in the past. then i could have a moral basis from which to view the world, not just my societies weak justifications for things. hmmm...

stuff you learn from books isn't like have memories.

they say we learn history to prevent the mistakes of the past. well, that's only if you understand those mistakes. so it's the learning that gives us basis to understand that's far more important.

yes?
no?

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so, i'm paranoid that these so called golden years are suposed to be coming up to they end, and i'm not sure if they've been golden. or maybe that's just a nastalgic notion of those who are creating them in the media.

how many drunkin' nights should there be?

well,
you tell me.