Not so bad
Mood:  don't ask


This Christmas wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. My son and I had a lovely morning. I hadn't seen him get so excited in a while. Seeing his eyes full of so much "AW" was just what I wanted for Christmas. He got spoiled to say the least. Santa brought him a hamster in a hamster mansion. He got a dart board, hockey skates & lots of other boy stuff! A family I know was kind enough to invite me over for Christmas dinner and even had a little gift for me under their tree. I got to see my friend Tim who I haven't seen in a while, that was so nice. I guess it's easy to forget how many people really do support me and care about me. I'm still letting assholes and opinions roll off my back. People just don't know, and my life is none of their business. Believe it or not it actually gives me more strenght to fight even harder for what should be. For now I will try to start 2005 in a much brighter light. I'm excited about new possibilities.