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His Words

He came to her one night
speaking softly ... seductively
almost in a whisper he said
I will ruin you..

From that moment on
she was in a constant state ..
not knowing these strange
feelings of intrigue..

Was it his quick wit..and lofty laughter
or his one seducing word
at a time that played
havoc with her mind...

It was as though she was
overlooking the cliff
knowing ...that with the next word
she would be over the edge

He felt it as well...he knew
she was almost there..
Not giving up...he had made his goal
it was to ruin her...

A man with a hidden passion
waiting to set fire to a soul...
he chose hers
and enabled her to feel...
and watched as she
stepped off the edge..

He knowingly smiled
for he knew it was only a matter of time
and he stood with arms open
to catch this ruined one...
as she floated to him..

©1999 Myst
E-mail Myst at Mystkissed@aol.com


You are my Seasons

It was the winter of my soul when we met
I was buried under the cold....I saw you there
you smiled and laughed....showed kindness
and in doing so....the cold night turned to warmth

In the spring we laughed and played
you were the sun that awakened the hiding heart
and deep within came love that when felt...
the rose began to bloom

It was the summer of your love that danced and sang
and was there for the world to see....to envy
It shone upon me like the moon upon the darkness
and I saw the stars play hide and seek within my reach

Now in the autumn of our being
I feel the bursting of colors within me
creating a glow upon my soul
that will outshine the brightest sunrises....the most colorful sunsets

I enjoy our times together...the seasons of our love
my time is a treasure when spent with you
the seasons change.....the love remains...

©1999 Myst
E-mail Myst at Mystkissed@aol.com


Still and Dark

Long nights....still and dark..
alone...I wept for your return to my being
there was no comfort to be found
no music to be heard...
no smiles to be seen

only my past memories...
were there
and I was alone....in the long ..
still dark....night

©1999 Myst
E-mail Myst at Mystkissed@aol.com


Star Seekers

We are the light in the darkness
the one at the end of the tunnel
the brightest star in the sky

Look up in the night sky
we are there....just beyond the moon..
do you see..?

We take each other there..
where in our hearts we shall be
where we can meet and dream of love
it isn't too far for us to go...in our minds

The trip there is the pleasure
the laughter....the sighs...
are our stops along the way...

Do you feel it...the closeness...
in this vast darkness out here...
do you feel the loneliness slip away?

This is the star seekers journey..
looking for the place to hide within ourselves
and finding each other along the way...
this is who we are...

©1999 Myst
E-mail Myst at Mystkissed@aol.com


Chance Dreams

Come walk with me on a moonlight night
and once again taste the desires of youth
open your heart
let me peek inside

Feel the warmth of anothers soul
as you break the wall that surrounds it
hold close the moment of tenderness
for it may be long in coming again

Let go of the hidden hurt
smiling at the chance of dreams
upon a moonlight walk
and yearn once again

©1999 Myst
E-mail Myst at Mystkissed@aol.com


She Thought

There once was a time when she only
existed for others and their needs
this was enough
she thought..

It was her plan to make others comfortable
to make their life simple
this was her life
she thought..

She was happy and like all others she knew
her life was complete
she was fulfilled
she thought

Then one night a stranger entered her life
he was interesting...witty...kind..
this was just like other nights..
she thought

After months of talking, sharing..
and even loving..
the nights began being shorter as the days grew longer
their time was so limited
she thought

She now realized what she had missed
a love so open..so sweet...so giving..but,
she had completed her allotment of love..
she thought

Would she be able to be strong
to be brave and chance to lose
all she had known by knowing him..she must be a fool
she thought

But, he...in his loving ways
his easy sweet words to her..
explained that love is hers
and she does have this right for love
and in her mind...she knew he was right
she thought

And months went by
plans were made
and with anticipating moments..day after day
and sweet sweet words he said to her...
if the time..did not soon arrive..
she would simply..quietly...go insane..
she thought

©1999 Myst
E-mail Myst at Mystkissed@aol.com


even buried under the drunken sandy beach, a heart can still breath

the rolling tide
pumping for a heart,
she approaches on the wings
of the white-capped surf.
square-jawed beauty with
mocking bird attitude.
pleasantly young and outrageous
building her hips closer,
softer,
wider,
all the way to the crest of me.
symphonic waves blast
a melodramatic tune
hushing the sand and
applauding the moon,
the two of us,
the blackened blue,
and the promise of nothing
coming to be.
the promise is omnipresent.
i can feel the void
stitch the muscled, pumping heart,
burn the acid stomach,
pierce the drumming ears,
and cripple the fumbling fingers
that reach for her figure,
or the figure's shadow
or even a passing glance from the
sockets of such a fantastic creature.
our sockets locked,
mouths moved,
arms wrapped,
and my eyes grew so tired;
tired and weak from imbibing
her brilliantly stroked face.
my tired eyes made
the move
and the marvelous mind made
the catch.
i left my eyes to look inward.
they gaze with pleasure at her,
as my mouth grins,
and my ribs open,
welcoming her back
again and again.

©1999Andrew Jones
E-mail Mr. Jones at NobodysFav@aol.com


kissing lessons

you take me back to that locked door
with a single argument. a door
that symbolized much of my youth,
a rule of the house
broken.

i become her again, the scarred
scared little girl. i
become her. she becomes
me. somehow, neither of us
understand the difference.

she is the one
fighting
this battle with you.

she begins to cry and tries,
tries to hold together
the fragments and words
she cannot speak. mouth
gaping wide open, explanations
are unavailable.

you assume
you know this woman,
this girl.
you assume
you know the difference.

this is where i learned
to kiss, how to
tickle a boy's back
with the tips
of my fingers.
this is where i learned
to pretend, to love.
this is how i learned.

©1999 Amy Scarff
E-mail Ms. Scarf at aimala322@aol.com


Silent Tears

A cold lonely stretch of beach
She sits upon a rock within the waters reach

Her long blonde hair, blowing in the breeze
as her eyes, the color of the ocean look out across the water

Her tears, silently steaming down her face
Her body tired of holding herself together
Pretending to have such a ladies grace

Her heart no longer races, no longer thumps wildly in her chest
She's lost everything, she only wants now ... to rest

The hiss of the waves crashing to shore
brings a slight peacfulness over her

As she stands and walks to the waters edge
Submerging her feet into surf
Her toes digging deep down ....feeling life
Springing to her body

Thinking to herself ...the ocean
what a beautiful place to come and think

It has a powerful fury as if in a storm
or it can be as gentle as a night breeze
when it comes along

Breathing in the salt air
She realizes, that life is still worth fighting for

The ocean is a friend to her
The espansive, blue mass nurtures and heals
When she thinks .... she can no longer feel

©1999 Sharon Frost
Mystyf11@aol.com


River of Fears

My soul aching for what was
as I dance to broken promises

My heart longing for what could be
Trying to rebuild what we had

My mind living in a world of dreams
Trust misplaced, my eyes burning so sad

My body filled with regret
As tears of emptiness plague me

Singing songs of melancholy
Holding on to waves of hope
as I watch uncertainties float
down a river of fears

Anxiety screaming inside me
struggling for air
You swear your heart is still here
with me, and you're not going
anywhere

My breath expelling sobs of caution
Burning desire deep within
Needing, pleading ...
to just believe

©1999 Sharon Frost


A Window to my Heart

I awake with the dawn
Oh, what a beautiful morn'
A fresh ray of light, sending my heart to take flight

My heart blooming like the first rose bud of the season
Knowing, that you are the reason

The sun on my face reminds me of your warm embrace
The birds singing, is like a whisper on a spring breeze
Carrying promises of tomorrow to my window
Leaving just a gentle ruffle in the trees

A colorful butterfly landing upon my shoulder
reminds me of the gentleness of your love

The salt air on my lips makes me hunger for your kiss
The anticipation growing as we begin to feel
this love flowing

Together, exploring what may become
a love so pure and alluring

Inhaling the fresh, spring scent ...reminding me
of opening a window
to a new day ... a new life ... a new love

Opening my heart to you...

©1999 Sharon Frost


WHITE SATIN AND ROSE PETALS

You place me upon a bed
of white satin, covered with
rose petals of red
Sending sweet scents
to awaken our every sensation

Sipping champagne out of crystallized flutes
Feeding me fruits
of berries
in an array of colors

Tantalizing tastes
Ever slowly ...without haste
As your fingers trace the outline of my face

Kissing each finger, my thoughts do linger
on the desire I see in your eyes

Your gaze consumes me
Quickening my breath
as we make sweet love ...
a love that will last until death

We awake with the dawn ...sun streaming
through the window ...my soul screaming
feelings of such contentment
Knowing this is the way we shall waken
with the birds singing, in the early hours
of morning ...from this day on

©1999Sharon Frost
Mystyf11@aol.com


"Life's Simple Wine"

Life's simple wine is a light shaded red, a hue that only a lover can touch
In the darkest hours of nighttime bliss a deep shade of red that haunts life's fire.
A bold and certain hue of such fragrance that only a lover and his love would be able
To taste it's sweetness and reaffirm the truth behind the melody.

Life's simple wine is a deep white champagne, with the bubbles of brewing mist
That catch the tongue and drive the sensations wild, sweetly wild.
Touching and caressing the parts of a lover's well known
Bringing back the madness of a peak that cannot be reached in a lover's symphony.

Life's simple wine is a golden touch of sweetness and light
Whispered into a lover's ear as the harmonious tune slows and begins to repeat.
A lovely sensation of warmth and the slow sensuous responding to life's simple wine,
As the golden tones touch skin that flames like the fire in a lover's eyes.

Life's simple wine is a bold mixture of whites and reds and golden lovers water
That makes the thirst even bolder, the hunger as clear as a stream on a summer day,
Creating a narrative of sweet lovers passionate delight as they fly higher to their dreams,
Slowly drifting back down to reality, only to taste the lover's wine once more.

Life's simple wine will catch you in the grip of lightning quick passion and thunder
As one by one your senses fail all except the wondrous peak of sensuous touch.
All taken captive by that warm light red wine, shaded darker as the night reaches her peak,
In the melodic symphony that never ceases to end, life's simple wine, shaded deep red.

© 2000 Krystal Dawn Monroe
(EternityTrin@aol.com)


Forbidden Dreams

A sultry summer's eve when the wind blew 'round through the house,
In perfect tempo with the slow setting of the hot August sun,
As the wind wafted through the steel door to the dreams I built,
I sat…slowly rocking upon a cloud of the forbidden dreams I dream.

The dreams we build are taken, one by one and carefully stacked, way up high,
Piece by piece, slower and slower as the tempo speeds up to the dreams we dream,
In the never-ending passage of comedic life that cries to us, "You're mine."
As we try and try again to stack just one more piece on our mountain, one more time.

In that sultry summer's eve turned to crisp clear night, I sit upon my chair and rock the hours away,
So close to sleep and yet upon the brink of bitter madness that threatens to crash her way into my life.
I sit upon this porch strewn with dreams - built like a child's toothpick project gone awry…
I can't help wonder where the night goes, so cold, so fast, as I soak in dawn's promise to come, to stay.

Close to sleep, the dreams fall back again in the taunting that never stops running her course,
I sleep and nod away, I dream and wish that the fresh dawn would stay,
For in that morn' the promise of a dream to be realized sits alone,
And I can pretend that, once again, you came back home.

I can pretend I know what happens, when you sit and stare for hours at a wall,
The lies to myself stop, and I am bare - a trough that lies empty, waiting for her love.
I can pretend that you came home, that sultry summer's eve night,
And I can pretend I know what happened, when all I could do was cry.

He never came home, that's what they whisper in their groups, the stares and hopes and prayers
Surrounding me like a barrier of sympathy and accusation in an old gossips corner,
He never came home - those are the words that send the tears running down my face,
And these are the words that I whisper to myself, every night before I fall asleep.

So, sitting in my chair, I rock the night away - A sultry summer's eve that won't run from me,
No matter how hard I cry or how hard I try, the night still keeps her secret alone,
Dreaming that he will come home to me, and I will know he didn't lie.
So as the wind wafts through the steel door to the dreams I built,
I sit. Slowly rocking upon a cloud of the forbidden dreams I dream.

© 2000 Krystal Dawn Monroe
(EternityTrin@aol.com)


"Bleeding Me"

In this world that spawns the hate and distrust I find myself yearning.
Yearning to be loved by a man who knows the word, every letter, to its fullest,
Yearning to be touched by a man who knows no boundaries in passions court,
Knowing what he can and will do for the woman he loves, who will compromise nothing.

I in the night find myself seething, a quiet, self-induced hate for him who cannot love,
Whether by own design or no, I cannot find the chink in the armor of apathy that he wears,
It spurns my fires of hate for who cannot know what he wants, and take it?
I lie in my bed at night and always cry, for some man or another, in my foolishness.

Bleeding me, in a world of unknown love that I search desperately for.
I grasp and cling to one man or another, not realizing that I myself am The one person that I truly need to live my life alone,
Bleeding me, in a world of men who cannot help themselves.

Bleeding me I cry each night, the tears of blood and a lovers benediction
That always seems to play the same sorrowful tune each and every time.
Bleeding me, the apathetic hate spurns in my soul and eats away,
While my heart, and O my heart, tells me what I want and cannot have.

Bleeding me, I hurt from all the open wounds in Time's ghastly game of romance,
Twisting and turning to flee from the ballet of pain that comes my way,
Each time my heart is dropped onto a clear glass floor and utterly shattered,
Bleeding me, in a world class symphonic narrative of lovers revenge, I can only hurt.

In the course of illusions in the dark I come to my senses,
Early dawn strikes the day and I am cast from the night.
And bleeding me in the apathetic lovers hate I try so hard to hide,
Bleeding me, here's to another day in the darkness of the lover's triangle.

© 2000 Krystal Dawn Monroe
(EternityTrin@aol.com)


"Weak Soul"

Such a weak little soul, quiet and endearing to those around,
Too close to the edge to know when to stop,
A weak soul on the brink of breaking, a bitter disaster,
Stepping off and stepping back, and indecisive,
A little voice inside welcomes her back.

Such a weak little soul, smile so pretty for me now,
Toss your hair and wink those big brown eyes,
Cry to the world when no one is looking,
A weak soul holding on and letting go…

A weak little soul, heartened and happy in her bliss
While the world watches so close, and when the eye is turned,
That weak little soul turns to quiet, soul torture and sadness.
While the night goes on and she is normal once again…

A weak little soul, above and beyond normal,
So far from a clinical definition of sane,
A weak little soul, crying and yearning for normal love,
She is a normal, ambivalent, weak, crazy little soul…
Sane and crazy and crying, and a weak little brown-eyed soul.

© 2000 Krystal Dawn Monroe


"Last Night I Dreamed"

Last night the clouds covered me, as the sun's shadow rose in the night,
Whisking away all thoughts to plead with the sun to stay,
Giving way to dreams of new beginnings that would take silent flight,
Leaving the dark shroud to cover it's head alone, to quietly pray.

Last night I dreamed of angels wings, and soaring in the sky,
I dreamed of simplicity, and the days of old gone by.
I dreamed of beauty, silent as the waves at high tides shore,
The stillness of the night, as it shattered and it roared.

Taken slowly up by temptations sweet burden of life in sleep,
My mind slipped freely by the day's cold coarse feet,
To swim by towards the night as my dreams took the road of forever,
To meet me, it seemed, and forever that night took, in my dreams.

Last night I dreamed of echoes, and storms of eternity,
Crashing and clashing, catching my swift attention, drawing me near.
I dreamed of lightning, intense as day in the shadows of the night,
And thunder rolling in, pushing the walls of forever down with its valor.

Last night I dreamed of silver rain…slow, fat silvery rain,
Soft and cool, a rose petal in the midst of the dreams of night,
Echoing through the wall to my dreams of eternity,
A brilliant, revering light in my dreams…

Last night I dreamed…
Leaving the dark shroud of night to cover its head alone to quietly pray.

© 2000 Krystal Dawn Monroe


"Behold, Passion's Grace"

A court of lover's shameful play,
Caresses of sweet delight,
A moon bath of tender kisses
Dancing on the shadowy night.

Hands of fire, a kisses sweet taste,
Begins the waltz of touch alone
Behold, passion's delighted grace,
Bold love pushing the boundaries - so slow…

Raw skin smokes, flames dance higher,
As the serenading innocence of passion's
Sweet court plays on to the tune of grace,
Behold, passion's fire, love's sweet taste.

In a realm of dark consciousness,
The flames rise and fall to the beating of
A lover's sweetly sinful heart,
Whispering out a tune that pleads to be released.

Hands of fire and ice, a lover's sweet kiss,
Caress the body as his hands find their way, alone.
The tongue is unmatched in this explosion of love,
The kiss of flames, love's sensual taste,
Behold, passion's fire, in the court of grace.

© 2000 Krystal Dawn Monroe

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