My Fucked Up Life
Part 4
2-24-03
"Boot to the Head!!!!!!!!!" That has got to be one of the funniest things in the world. It is the kewlest song from the Dr. Demento Show. Doe Puppy and I were going through some of my old Halloween costumes and I took some pictures but he won't let me put any up here yet because he's embarassed. So, I'll just say that if you want to see them, you should e-mail me and I'll send them to you anyway. Hehe. I'm evil.
2-23-03
I think my subconscious has been telling me that I want to go back to school. Every day this weekend I have gotten up at 7:30 exactly. I don't know what that means. It's really weird. I spent the entire weekend doing nothing as I said would happen. Didn't go anywhere or see anybody. I feel a little better though, but it still hurts when I swallow and stuff. I was watching my "Angel" DVD set and the scariest thing you will ever see in your whole life is Angel rave dancing. I feel that I am scarred for life. He's really good at it and everything, but still........ it's Angel. Today is my friend Em's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was weird. My mouse just quit working for a second. Oh, well. I sorta kinda cleaned today. Nothing much else to do. The parade was today. There is probably a whole lot of shit on the side of the highway. Well, I shall leave you all now and get myself some sleep. The song for today is "Pardon Me" by Incubus. I love that song. I love a lot of songs.
1-21-03
Life really does suck. My throat is killing me and I had to miss school today so that I could go to the doctor and have them poke and prod until they can figure out that there is nothing they can do. My voice sounds like crap. I'm not happy at all. I probably won't get to do anything all weekend so that means I can't see Doe Puppy and I can't drive anywhere. I really hate being sick all the time. If any of you care, you can e-mail me and tell me what you think. I need some words of encouragement right now. Goodbye all.
2-20-03
I fel like shit but I felt I must write today. My sister's dog just died. I don't know what to say about that. I'm very sad and I can't express it in words. I think I'll need to get my tonsils removed. They have been swollen for the passed four days and they hurt like a bitch. I can barely breathe. I hate this time of year. Not only is it Mardi Gras, which I loathe, but it has always had a cloud over it in which bad things tend to happen. I really need to get some sleep.. I might have to go to the doctor tomorrow. Everyone in my family is in the hospital almost. Will nothing ever go right?
2-18-03
It's Doe Puppy's birthday. I'm in third period right now and we are looking at our vocabulary words. But since Ms. Fowler is the kewlest teacher in the world I am on the computer while the other kids are listening. We are about to watch a movie anyway. We have been doing nothing all day anyway so in a minute we are going to finish the old version of The Scarlet Letter. Actually, none of us are going to actually watch it because we've all seen the Demi Moore version and we get the general idea of the story. My car died last night. I was on the way to the shell station and it died in the middle of the road. Some nice guy stopped his car and helped Doe Puppy push it while I steered into the parking place. So, I won't have my car for a while. I really have nothing else to talk about right now so I guess I am going to go. I suppose the song for today is going to be "Bolbous Bouffant" from the Dr. Demento radio show. It's a fucking hilarious song.
2-16-03
I finally got all of the pics on here!!!!!! Woo Hoo!!!!!!! New pictures and new secrets of life. And now I really have to go to bed but before I go I would like to thank everyone who helps me with my website in alphabetical order: (ahem) NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I do it all my self. I did run out of space on my website but I fornulated a clever way to divert it all. Mwahahahahahaha. I have the sudden urge to watch Disney movies. Can anyone tell me what that means? Well, I have to get to bed. It's Doe Puppy's B-Day tomorrow. I have no idea what the fuck he wants. I hate not knowing what to get people. Well, I'm off to bed. The song for today is the Tetris Techno song that starts out, "Let's play some Tetris, motherfucker" in that computer voice. That's a kewl song. Godnight my people.
2-15-03
I'm running out of space on my website!!!! Ahhhh!!!!!!!!!! Valentine's Day was alright. Doe Puppy gave me this cute little bear that sings and a big box of candy plus I got some flowers from my friends at school. I put a whole bunch of new pictures on here but most of them won't be on there for a while 'cause I have to find another way to get more space to put more shit up here. I have pictures from SOLAR and the party we had in my English class and just a whole bunch of other stuff.
2-12-03
I am going to go insane. My soul is steadily being ripped from my being by a demon. I have nothing else to say. My two month anniversary sucked big ass. And they won't let me change my school schedule. I basically have nothing left. I have my wonderful boyfriend and a few good friends and that's it. I really need a vacation. I went to SOLAR last weekend. I took some pictures but I don't have any of them up here yet because I'm too busy being depressed at my life. I need something to drink. I got the first season of "Angel" on DVD the other day. Oh, and by the way, my birthday was last week. Doe Puppy took my out to dinner. We also went out for our anniversary. I really don't want to go to school anymore. I think the only thing that is keeping me from completely giving up is Doe Puppy. He seems to be the only one who cares about me anymore. I'm going to go now. I have to get some sleep. The song for today is "Welcome to Bucketland" by Buckethead. It's just a really awesome song. Life sucks. Valentine's Day is going to suck even worse. I can feel it.
1-27-03
I got exactly one response from someone who reads my stuff, so thanks Adam!!!!!!!! Em didn't E-mail me but he called and told me that he cared, so thanks Em!!!!!!! I recently was going through all of my books trying to decide what I should read again because I have nothing else to read and I made a discovery. I took all of the books and things that had to do with vampires off the shelf and came up with two empty shelves and one entirely full of romance novels. The rest were miscellaneous text books on psychology and the occassional classic such as The Count of Monte Cristo, The Scarlett Letter, Of Human Bondage, and Prozac Nation. I'll bet the same thing would happen if I were to go through all of my movies. My birthday is coming up soon. I don't bother asking for things anymore because I never get them.
1-25-03
Does anybody read this crap? I have no idea anymore. If anyone does I would really like to hear from you. I need a little encouragement these days. Nothing seems to be going right and I ran out of happy pills. I have none left. I really hate this. Everything I do seems to go wrong and then I don't have the energy to do anything else. I wish I could just go through life at my own speed instead of the set pace that they provide for me. You all know who I mean when I say "they." We all know who "they" are. I hate life and everything that goes with it to the most point.
1-23-03
There is a particular part in the movie The Royal Tenenbaums when one of the sons, Ritchie, finds out that his adopted sister, whom he has been in love with for some time, is having an affair with his best freind of twenty-some years and he goes into the bathroom and shaves off his hair and shaves his face and as he's looking in the mirror you can hear his inner monologue thoughts and he says, "Tomorrow I'm going to try to kill myself," and then he slices his wrists with the razor that he had been using. That was a very strange movie. I liked it but I was a little confused by it. Mostly it was really sad. I just thought you guys would like to hear about that. I cleaned the Dungeon today. Not very well, but it'll do for a while. I should really get to sleep but I have to finish reading this chapter of The Great Gatsby for English class so I guess it's another night of no sleep for me. I don't think anyone really cares anyway.
1-22-03
Wow, time flies when you have other things to do. I have nothing to do right now, well, that's a lie. I do have homework that I should be doing but I just said "Fuck it, I'm going to work on my website for a while." They changed everything around in the set up part of my webpage. It's all weird and stuff now. My sister is coming down for the weekend. Yay!!!! My mother thinks that I am spending too much time with Doe Puppy. She says that "You too young to be getting that obsessed with each other." I have no idea what the fuck that means, but I think it's stupid and so does Doe Puppy. Does anybody ever really understand what the hell their parents are talking about? I always understad what they mean when they say "You're not going to understand this" but when they just straight out tell you stuff, it's damned confusing. I have to clean my room tonight. I don't want to. In English class, which is REALLY kewl by the way because we have the awesomest teacher in the world, we are reading The Great Gatsby. I tried to read the first page and didn't understand a word of it, but now that I keep reading, more and more of it makes sense. I hope it's good. I think the kewlest thing we ever read for English was 1984. That has got to be the kewlest book in the whole entire world. Well, I fear I must away with me while I procrastinate about cleaning my room by watching a movie. Ta.
1-18-03
Yay, there's a full moon tonight and we have to go out and do stuff!!!!!
1-13-03
Yet another day of staying home and being bored. But the doctors tell me that I can go back to school tomorrow. I'm sort of looking forward to it, but only as a "need-somthing-to-do" type of way. I still have assignments that I didn't do from last week and I am not look forward to doing them during my lunch break. I should be going to sleep right now so that I can actually have energy for school but I don't feel like it. I felt the urge to defy the law of sleep and write to all of you fine people. All two of you who actually bother to read this shit. But the familiar ringing in my infected ears tells me that I should really be resting. I really need some new movies. I've watch all of my new ones about a thousand times already and I ned more. I also need more books. I've read all mine and I need input. I need vampire fiction and homosexual sado-masochism. Sorry, I've been reading a lot of Poppy Z. Brite lately and that's just about all she writes about. She is a genius. I have never read anything netter thatn her horror fiction novels. I would suggest reading all of them: Lost Souls, Drawing Blood, Exquisite Corpse, Wormwood, Are You Loathsome Tonight?, and Love in Vein I & II. They are all REALLY good books and I love them all. Now after that public service announcement, we shall return to our regularly schedule program. I'm going to be off now so I'll see you all in eternity.
1-12-03
Bored. I hate being sick. That always means I can't do anything. I got some of my room clean and I even dusted!!!!!!!!! Now I'm watching Eddie Izzard, the British transvestite comedian who is soooo kewl. He is, like, the funniest guy in the world. Plus, he can do a really good job on his make-up. I have this back-scratcher that looks like a real hand and I got so bored today that I painted the little finger nails. I've been playing Warcraft III all weekend and I'm getting pretty damned good at it. All in a day's work for the pathetic loser with no life and hardly any friends.
1-11-03
I hate my life. I was supposed to go to SOLAR with my boyfriend this weekend and we were going to share a bunk and snuggle and just spend the weekend together beating things with foam bats and have fun because was our one month anniversary yesterday. He came over for a while after school because I didn't go to school because the doctor said I shouldn't. So, he came over after school and we hung out for a while and I really didn't want him to go. I can't believe I got sick again. I hate my life. I got some ears and everything and now no one gets to see them because I CAN'T GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really hate life.
1-08-03
There is nothing to write about really. I went out with Doe Puppy and we saw a few of my friends, gave them all the good news and then went to eat at Sicily's. This weekend is SOLAR and I'm really looking forwad to going. The hardest thing in the world is finding a ride. I have nothing else to say. Goodnight. The music for today is the sounds of Vampyre: Midnight Sindicate. It's got nice meditation, dark, gothy music on it and I love it.
1-07-03
I feel really bad today, like something bad is going to happen or is happening right now and I don't realize it. My friend forgave me and we're friends again but that's not what feels bad. It's like this acid in my stomach that only activates when something bad is going to happen. Like a spider-sense or something. I don't like this feeling. It disturbs me. I started new classes today. So far all of my teachers are pretty kewl. I just want this day to be over so I can not feel like my world is about to end. 'Cause that's the way it feels right now.
1-05-03
Today had it's good points and it's bad points. I think I made one of my best friends really angry at me to the point of not talking to me anymore. I don't know what to do. Then the night got beter after that but I still haven't talked to her and it's really bugging me. It's making me all depressed and stuff. It's all my fault. I hate my life. I always screw everything up.
1-04-03
I was supposed to go to a medievil fair thingy today with Amph but I was really tired because I didn't get any sleep. Life sucks so much. I hate it with the highest passion of my being. Things just never go right. Ever. I think the fates or the gods or whatever the hell you happen to believe in, I think they all hate me. They just all got together and said, "Hey, let's go fuck somebody's life up" and they happen to choose, out of 1,000,000,000,000 other people, me. That's what the world looks like through my broken rose colored fucking glasses. Now there's just rose colored glass on the floor sticking into my feet as I feel my way around due to the big hunk of it that has lodged in my eye, imparing my vision of the real world. My head hurts.
1-02-03
I cleaned!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhh!!!!!! Yup, I cleaned and I rearranged the Dungeon. By "rearrange" I mean that I moved some posters around on the walls. I went to go see Lord of the Rings again today. I also went to this party store and got me some elf ears and really kewl fangs. I'm all set for the next SOLAR event which is this weekend. It's also Doe Puppy's and my anniversary. Yay!!!!!! I got some glow-in-the-dark fingernail polish today. It looks really kewl. Tomorrow we are going to the mall. It's going to be Tara, Spunky, Doe Puppy and me. It's going to be fun and stuff. I just had this strange picture some to my head. It was of me typing on the computer with my toes. I don't know what that means but it was weird. It's about five o'clock in the morning and I have no desire to sleep at all. I have this ellaborate plan in my mind to go over and wake up Doe Puppy and the rest of the guys and just hang with them until we leave for the mall. In fact, I think that's exactly what I'll do. Mwahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm evil. Well, I'd better go. The song for today is "The Red" by Chevelle. I love that song.
1-01-03
It just occured to me that I never told you what I got from Doe Puppy for Christmas. On Christmas morning he came and woke me up with a kiss and gave me a silver chain necklace. It was so sweet. It's technically the second of January but I was up and I couldn't sleep and I said to myself that I was finally going to put the pictures up here. And so I have. If you go to the picture gallery you can see the shit load of pictures that I took with my new digital camera. I have no desire to sleep tonight. I think I might just stay up all night and just drag through the day tomorrow so that I will be tired when I go to bed tomorrow night. It's already four in the morning so I might as well stay up even though I shouldn't. For the past couple of days in order to even get me calm enough to get to sleep, I have to stop my heart beat, stop my lungs, and leave my body. It's very kewl. I read how to do it and I just lie there, slow your breathing, then it eventually stops and I don't have to breath. I DON'T BREATH FOR 15 MINUTES. I'm clinically dead. But a muscle twitch in my leg or something like that always wakes me up. It's very relaxing. I just kind of float above my body and die for a few minutes. It works every time. I suggest reading the book Exquisite Corpse and learning how to do it for yourself because it's very spiritual. You won't regret it. Well, I'm off to die. The song for today it "Iris" by The Goo Goo Dolls. That's probably already been the song but I don't care. I like it and it's the song again. Brings back old memories to make me cry. Ciao.
12-31-02
Sorry I haven't put any pictures up here yet. Things have been really hectic in my life for the past couple of days and I just haven't had the time nor the energy to do anythng involving the computer for a while. But I will put them up there eventually. Happy New Year and all that jazz. There is nothying really going on today. I didn't get invited to any parties or anything because no one likes me and no one cares if I have nothing to do or not so I will probably stay home and watch Dick Clark in Time Square and think about how much the next year is going to suck worse than the previous. Maybe with all of the free time I'll have today I will put up the pictures and still have time to stare at the wall and slip slowly into madness. Did I tell everybody what I got for Christmas? I got a Tim Burton movie, money, the third season of Buffy on DVD, a digital camera (which is a good thing 'cause I can take pictures myself so I don't have to scan them), and I finally got the one thing I wanted. Woo Hoo!!! I finally got black bed sheets!!!!!!!!!! I took alot of pictures and they'll be up here. Eventually, I hope. Well, I am going to depart now. The song for today is "Pardon Me" by Incubus. I just really like that song.
12-28-02
At the local Goodwill there was a couch for sale that was for $5. Doe Puppy said when he finally gets out of his grandparents house he is going to go shopping for his apartment at thrift stores. The couch was in really good condition, too. It was practically new. I have nothing else to say. Life sucks. I hate it.
12-27-02
I finally have some pictures of Doe Puppy to put up here so you guys can see who he is and stuff. I got a digital camera for Christmas and I took a shit load of pictures with it already. So if you check the pictures page you can see them. I'm watching Romy and Michele's High School Reunion again. For some reason I just have the urge to watch this movie again. We are going to go gaming at Spunky's house tonight so I think I shal say goodbye tonight. Doe Puppy says "What's up?" The song for today is "Du Hast" by Rammstein. Well, I'm off. Toodles.
12-23-02
Doe Puppy and I had a very interesting conversation today. It lasted about two hours, and we still didn't get to finish it. We'll finish it tomorrow. It was very illuminating and educational. I'm sure he would agree. :) No, I won't tell you what it was about. Doe Puppy gets to spend Christmas Eve with me and my family. Yay, because it's also our two week anniversary. I was watching Mystery Men earlier and I was just thinking how stupid that movie and how much that I love Waffle Man. He is like the kewlest character in that movie and he's only in it for like 30 seconds. I get to keep Amph's hamster while she goes....... somewhere or another for the holiday. I think one of my sister's dogs wants to eat it. Hehehehe. Well, I really don't have much to say today but Happy Holidays and all that jazz and if I don't write tomorrow it's because I'm too busy. I'll see you guys when I see you. 'Nighty night.
12-22-02
My parents gave me back my pills. Yay!!!!! Doe Puppy and I went to see the second Lord of the Rings movie tonight with Amph and some guy that she's "dating." Doe Puppy also came up with a name for me. From now on, he is going to call me Bambi Vamp. He says it's because I have pretty eyes too and I like to bite. :) I like it. My sister and brother came down for the holiday vacation. They brought the weenies. Mele got run over by a car, but she had surgery and she should be fine. There is nothing really much to say about today's events, or should I say lack there of. Tomorrow is going to be just the same. Doe Puppy and my two week anniversary is on Christmas Eve. Hehe. I think that's kewl. The song for today is going to be "Iris" by The Goo Goo Dolls. I love that song and cry whenever I hear it. I'm going to go to bed now. Toodles.
12-21-02
I have no energy. Ever since my paretns took away my diet pills I've been falling asleep all the time. I wish they would give them back to me. I need my energy pills!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm about to fall asleep at the keyboard. This Doe Puppy. Help me find a Gir doll please.
12-20-02
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woo Hoo!!!!!!!!! Last night I was lying on the floor in my room, twitching and as I lay there with my ribs and my hip bone sticking into the floor I realized that at least I was feeling pain instead of feeling nothing at all like I usually do. I fell asleep at around 8:00 and then my mom came and asked me if I was okay and I said "No" and then she asked why I was on the floor behind my bed and I told her to go away. At around midnight I finally got into bed and twitched until I was asleep again. Then at about 2 I got up but then fell asleep again. I woke up this morning tired and feeling really shitty. This is Doe Puppy. How is everyone? Tell Morphine to stop depressing herself please. That was my boyfriend. :)
12-19-02
Mid-year exams are today. I did really bad in my first period. I'm just on the teacher's computer on my free time. I'm also reading one of my friend's books calledFlowers For Algernon. It's is such a good book. It's written from the perspective of a retarded guy who has an operation to become smarter and it is so sad so far. I wrote a whole bunch of stuff yesterday. I was venting. I feel really bad about stuff. Well, I have to get off now. I'll write more later.
12-18-02
I feel really sick today. I puked this morning and all day I felt like I was going to do it again. For some reason I only feel sick when Doe Puppy comes to my house in the morning to wake me up. That's when I started feeling like shit. Today it seems worse. I've felt bad but it usually goes away by first period but today is more than half over and I still feel like this. I have exams tomorrow and Friday. Then I am completely done with these classes and I am free for the Christmas holiday. I still haven't gotten anybody anything. I have no idea what to buy people. I think I am definitely going to throw up before this day is over. :( I want to go home. I feel like shit. I am such a controlling bitch. My boyfriend is so sweet and what do I do? Take advantage of him. He thinks he loves me. I think maybe he's just confused. I don't know. I expect too much out of a relationship. Why can't I just be normal? My parents took away my diet pills. They think I take too much. Why can't people just let me be? Now I fall asleep in class and barf in the morning. Yay. So what if I haven't been eating much. That's a good thing, right? I just need answers that no one is giving. I HATE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! It's just so fucked up all the time. I'm not asking for it to be a walk in the park, but at least make it a little fucking easier than it is now. Right now it's not a walk in the park, but rather an old lady with a walker trying to go through molasis covered ice uphill both ways with shoes that have no grip on the bottom. Just another fucking beautiful day in psychotic depressing land.
12-17-02
This is Doe Puppy: I'm Morphine's new boyfriend and I love her a lot. Help me think of a pet name for her.
12-16-02
How's it going everybody? The band had their Christmas concert tonight. As I expected, it was a total failure. My boyfriend tried to tell me it was good but I don't believe him for a minute. :) I love him but I'm worried that he's taking up too much of my time, that I'm not making time for my friends because I want to be with him. I guess that's just one of those things that you have to go through. I need to go Christmas shopping for everybody soon. I have no idea what to get people. Everyone's like, "Oh, I got you the cutest thing" and I'm like "(Whimper) I din't know what to get you. ::starts crying::" I applied for a job today. Probably won't get it though. No one ever hires me. I just gave my boyfriend the cutest name today and he says he loves it so whenever I talk about him I am going to refer to him as "Doe Puppy." He's got these big beautiful eyes like a doe and he's as cute as a little puppy. Even though he's about 6'5. He came to wake me up at about the butt-crack of dawn this morning. He knocked on my window and scared the shit out of me at 6:30. He's the sweetest thing you could ever meet. Just four more days and then I'm out of school for the Christmas holidays. I'm ready for this semester to be over and change classes. I'm tired of my current teachers. The song for today is "Smells Like Teen Spirit" by Nirvana. I was in the car and that song came on and it broguth back memories of when I was younger and I thought that would be an appropriate song for today. Well I must retire now. I shall see you all sometime in the future. Toodles.
12-14-02
I haven't written in the past couple of days. I've been busy. My boyfriend told me that he loved me and we haven't even gone on our official first date yet. He says I make him the happiest he has ever been. I don't know what to do. He isn't the type to lie, I know that. He's been hurt too many times to do that. Our date is tonight and we are either going to go to the movie theatre or order Chinese and watch Lord of the Rings at my house. Well, since the date's over I can tell you. We decorated my Christmas tree, had Amph come over and watched about five movies while eating Chinese food. I think, ladies and gentlemen, that I have fallen in love. I'm not certain, but I think I am. He doesn't do drugs, he thinks I am the most beautiful girl in the world, and he loves me unconditionally. Wow, that's surprising. Since Spunky was being naughty the other day and took pictures of me and my boyfriend, I will have pictures of him posted soon. Last night we were at Spunky's house and I had a bottle of hair gell and he let me go wild and I made him look like a guy from the 50's. He looked soooooo hott like that and Spunky took a picture. It was kewl. He didn't like it but I thought he looked sexy. Well, anyway, enough about that. I only have one more week left of school then I'm out for Christmas holiday. Woo Hoo!!!!!!!!! I need a vacation. The song for today is "What Is Love" by Haddaway from the Night At The Roxbury soundtrack. My boyfriend can do that head bopping thing so well, it's funny. Well, the night wears on and here I sit. I shall retire now. Goodnight minions.
12-11-02
I really have nothing to write about today. I talked with my date on the phone for like an hour just getting to know you type of talk. I played Nintendo at Spunky's house. Today we disseceted a mink in Anatomy. My partner, the GUY from first period, and I named our mink Jimi Cobain. He's got the cutest little expression on his little face. I'm going to take pictures and stuff tomorrow so I can put them up here so you can see the little guy. :) And now I'm watching Stephen King's "IT" even though I should be getting to bed. I've got to take tests and shit tomorrow. I just can't get to sleep. Something is bothering me and I don't know what it is. I really can't think of anything to be the song for today so I'll just say goodnight and see if I can get some sleep.
12-10-02
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