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This is Poetry I have written, I wanted to share with you the changes in me as I came closer to my Lord the difference in my writing.

These poems were written at some of the lowest points in my life

Little Girl Lost

Searching everywhere, but not found is the little girl lost. You see her, hear her talking but when you look into those eyes, there is a void, do you see the emptiness she hides?
This little girl, smiles and appears not to be even a little lost, for she doesn't want them to see., she'll play with the other's and act like nothing is wrong, she puts on a good face tries to be strong.
Her fear is covered up with all the acting that she has learned to do, she's good at pretending,no one would know, that this child is unhappy, she doesn't know how to trust anyone.
As I read all the word's that are printed here, I know this child's feelings and all of her fears. I know how she plays all the pretend games, you see I even know the little girls name.
I think of the terror I know she felt inside, I know she thought the best thing to do was to hide. I can see how she felt all those times as she dwelled in her fears, for that little girl lost, if you have not already discovered is me.

Sadness Of The Heart
I turn, you are no longer there. You shut me out, no longer care. You do not hear my cries, the soft whimpers in the night.
Oh Lord take away this terrible pain, help me not fear to love again, To share the joys of someone else's touch, to not fear it may hurt too much.
Open their heart to who I am, dear God please let me see the joy of love. I need the gentle caress's and the warmth of an embrace.

Lies
So many lies told it never ends, there is no time for the broken heart to mend. People so vicious, they do not see what their careless lies bring. So hurt and pain is not for them to see, it only shows in the mirror as my face looks back at me.
They'll say hurtful words, knowing there not true, not caring what kind of harm it does to you. So keep silent, try to hide the pain. Don't let them know they have battered your pride, keep their lies hidden deep inside.
You'll never let them know what the lies did, you know they do not care, don't give them a chance to use the lies again, you let them think you just don't give a damn.

Sorrow
A heart full of sorrow will it never mend, will this great pain ever end. A crack in the heart so deep and wide, the dark feelings, the need to hide. No sunlight is upon my face, no smiles, no laughter just a sad place. No one will listen, they do not care, it's only an echo of what might have been, still no light to shine with in.
Where did love go, had it ever been, or was it only your own hope, you can not win. You pray that someone will share your pain, mend the heart that has died, that may be can help to find the lost pride. Chase away the need to hide and bring back the sunlight to shine within, giving you a new hope to live again.

Games People Play

Once I thought I could see the games that people play, then I could avoid them and not let hurt come my way. Once I thought I was so smart that I would never be caught up in that game again, that no one would do that to me not ever in my life for once it would be me who would win. There has always been a saying there is nothing like an old fool, when I look into that mirror I am getting very white haired, I have been fooled so many times around that it makes me feel as though I am not at all young but so very, very old. How can you tell when the games are played , when do you know when someone is telling lies,I have no one to prove to me that they are not playing with my heart, I have never had the kind of love that no matter, who you are, no matter what has happened to you, that they accept you as you are. Why do they have to play their games , why not look inside at who this person is, they might find a treasure beyond compare and find instead of playing games of pain, that they could find a joy so fine that they would be very happy and could stop causing so much pain and find that they would really have so much more to gain.

Now the Lord Lights My Way

These next poems reflect how I feel now.

In This House

In this house there is worship, in this house there is praise, lifting up the Lord in this house happens everyday. In this house His name is spoken everyday in prayer, In this house you know that the Lord is every where. In this house the people come to open their hearts to Him, in this house all is forgiven no matter what the sin. In this house there is no place for hatred, no place for anger or for scorn, in this house it matters not how you are dressed or what color is your skin, the only thing that matters is your belief in Him. In this house there is rejoicing, there is love and there is hope, In this house the Lord resides, beside you all day through, It is the house that is in your heart if you put our dear Lord there.

I'll ALways Make Mistakes
As I lay my head down crying one dark and lonely day, a hand touched my shoulder, I heard a sweet voice say; What ever troubles you my dear it will be alright, just remember who to never keep from site. Your Lord is always with you even in your sad and painful times, he knows your every weakness and your every strenght, he knows how sad that you are and the wrong you've done, he says for me to tell you that is why he gave his son, remember that you are human and bound to make mistakes, and just because you've made one, he wants you to know he does not forsake. You learn lessons in your life and this is just another one, don't worry dear your not the only one who makes them, now dry your tears and pray, thank the dear Lord for giving you his hand to hold along the way.
So I wiped away my tears as the voice began to fade, I felt the weight's lifted from my shoulders and my troubled heart began to mend, I knew a brand new day was begining and I could start over again. Yes it was another lesson for me to learn, I was a child of God but would always make mistakes, I'd feel bad about them and some could not erase nor mend but the dear Lord would forgive me and he knows that I really try, But I am only human and bound to make mistakes, that's why he wanted me reassured that he would not forsake me and that he understood, it wasn't that I tried to be bad but could not always be so good. He loves me as I am but I must still keep on trying to be more like him and as long as I am on this earth he'd always be there and hold my hand.

Bright New Day
Sunshine streams through my window, the birds sing their sweet refrain. Listening I smile and thank God for this day. Once I would not have listened, once I would not have cared, no longer lost and lonely, without feelings of despair, I can see clearly the beauty that has always waited there.
As each day passes and I still find trouble and heartache there, I find a peace within me, there is nothing I can't bear, there is still all the rays of sunshine to keep the cold at bay, never fearing tomorrow, living for each day, I know I can expect a bright new day.
So listen very carefully to all I have to say, your bright new day could be there too, just depend on him, walk along beside this man, stop and take the time to hear, the simple words that I have learned, they can bring this all to you. "Believe, Trust And Love" is all that you must do.
A bright new day is dawning, I clasp his hand each day, he leads me and I follow him every step of the way, as I walk along beside him I learn so very much. I learn that though there will be problems, in him I can always trust. He'll stay there with me on this I can depend, My bright new day will be there as long as I walk with him.

Where Ever He Leads Me
Where ever he leads me I shall follow, where ever he goes yes that is where I'll be, what ever he says I shall listen, to what he has to say to me. I am like a toddler learning to take my first steps, he sends his angels to surround me, I may stumble, I may fall, the hands reach down and gently set me on my feet, with each new learning they are there to guide me as a mother would her child, each lesson that I take there is a smile or a gentle pat upon my back, with each new accomplishment the way is clear, for if I learn them well heaven waits for me.
Yes such glory awaits me, such beauty beyond compare, opening my eyes to what he wants me to see, opening my ears to what he wants me to hear, opening my heart to all the love there is, something I have never known before, I must follow the right path, must learn the lesson's he does send. I must follow where he goes, I must hear all he has to say, I must follow where he leads for the message is clear.
Oh Lord lead me and I will follow, I will go where ever you go, I will listen to what you have to say. So where ever you lead me I will follow, take me with you my dear saviour, I will follow all the way.

A New Begining
My life was one of confusion, there was nothing going right, I took the wrong paths. leading me away from all the good. Thought no one could help me, thought no one understood. My heart was all broken, in no one did I trust. I threw all that showed me the right road to a bitter wind, I hadn't learned my lesson, I did not trust in him.
My Lord lead me toward the right roads as every way I fought, the teachings of this wonderful man, still waiting to be taught. I tried to close my ears to his words, wanted to throw him from my heart, but he would not let me go away, his wonder he did show, as I fought so hard against him, he fought harder still, to bring me to his promise, his great love to fulfill.

As the years passed quickly from me and I struggled in my pain, he patiently waited for me to really learn his name. I would pretend that I did know him, but he knew that was not the way, he knew my lessons would bring the truth someday. So when I felt all alone, he held me close to him and once again he waited for me to reconise him.
It took a long time for the lessons to finally come to pass, to see the wonderuos glory and to truly know my Lord at last. When he calls me to his home, what joy will fill my heart, if only I had not fought so hard, the wonderous things I could have known from the very start, Oh how great our Lord is and I will gladly walk with him.

The Walk
He reached his hand down, said come and walk with me awhile, we walked quietly togehter no words needed to be said, the path that we were walking had a peace beyond compare, it's as though we were the ones first to make our footprints there.
I gazed upon the face of the man that I walked beside, the radiance shone so bright, in awe and wonder I now realized just who I shared the walk with, how honored that I was, for here I was with my Lord Jesus, My God's one and only son.
Come take my hand and walk with me was the simple words he said, come take my hand and walk with me enjoy the peace along the trail, come take my hand.
So we continued on the pathway it was filled with many turns, nothing but what was near could you see, you knew not what laid ahead, there were other paths I noticed tangled and over grown with weeds, I was glad I was not not taken down one of these.
I quickly began to understand that it was as if I was walking down the pathways of my life, I could follow the clear path and not become tangled in weeds and thorns or I could go down the wrong path and find myself forlorn.
He smiled at me so tenderly when he saw the dawning of understanding upon my face, we walked a little longer before he spoke to me, then is was spoken so softly, oh so sweetly, you can take the path that is covered over with weeds and thorns.
You can take a path full of sorrow where there is darkness shows no light, or take the path you see here, follow all it's turns, know that it leads you to something better at it's end, it will be where your life begins.
At last our walk was over and he left me standing there, to think over the words he had said and to look at the pathways of my life, I could take a path of sorrow filled with only pain, but then what would I have? There would be nothing to gain.
The path I was walking held much more promise for me, he had come to take me for the walk that I might understand, this way was the right path, the one true way to go, that's why he walked beside me, he wanted me to see and know.

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