Mood:  down
Now Playing: Pink, Wedding Singer OST & Tv? Bl?bar
Topic: Bad News
...and that's where everything went wrong. Never ever allow yourself to feel happy or satisfied! Waited for the bus and felt the head ache starting to come back and everything went in slow-mo again. Got on the bus and sat down. Then I was asked to show the bus pass thingie, and sure, I wasn't surprised or anything I saw them when I got on the bus. They told me that it wasn't valid and I told them that I must have gotten the wrong bus pass, and asked if I could get the real one instead. But I couldn't, because for some reason they've already decided that I was a big fat liar. Tried to explain, but that apparently just made me seem even more suspicious. By then I was just fed up and told them to write me the darn ticket and leave me alone (the last part I didn't really tell them though), but they wouldn't do that either.
When I got back here, I began to check my email. A picture from a couple of weeks ago where all my friends look great, except for me, who looks like a big fat tooth less lady (probably a liar too). And now it's out there, on the net for the world to see. If that's what I really look like, I'm never going out in public again.
Just as icing on the cake, someone sent me an e-mail titled "Rejection"...and it wasn't even spam...
I just wanna dig a deep hole and crawl down, and stay there until spring...2023. Maybe bring a portable DVD-player and watch Muriel's Wedding and the first part of Wedding Singer (and other non-Wedding related movies) over and over again.

Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Everyday life
The weather was s*** this morning, but I was still in a pretty good mood despite of my head ache. Went to the gym and got through it alive. Back in the changing room, though, something strange happened and everything started to go in slow-motion, really weird. Back out on the street again things went back to normal, and I even made some decisions...and I felt pretty darn good about myself.

Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: ABBA - Ring ring
Topic: Bad News
Finally got the time to sit down with new phone. Really excited to see what things you could do with it. Boy, was I wrong..?! The only one I could actually call or send a textmessage to was my mum. And it didn't matter what the h*** I did, so I finally I just put it back in it's box and put it away.

Mood:  irritated
Topic: Everyday life
I was a bit annoyed about my precious, not even making some gingerbread cookies helped... And that's supposed to be fun!

Mood:  d'oh
Topic: Everyday life
Woke up and everything in my body ached.

Mood:  happy
Topic: Everyday life
But then things started to get better, and I almost felt a bit of that talked about Christmas feeling.
I went to help a relative with some things and when I came back, mum was putting up curtains, which always makes her upset and annoyed, but this time I even managed to calm her down. Then I got my new mobile phone, and it was a pinkish brown colour and really pretty. And there was an entire box with extra stuff that came with it, and it has even more things to it than I remember. I think I'm in love.
Kept myself busy all day, defrosting the fridge and whatnot. I even had an actual discussion, instead of an argument with my mum. That never happens.
Around five pm I called it quits and laid down in front of the TV, and tried to watch some of my favourite movies that just happened to be on TV...

Mood:  cool
Topic: Bad News
But of course, the fridge wouldn't work when we tried to put it back on, so now all things are out on the balcony thingie...

Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Everyday life
I hate Christmas. I hate presents. I hate stuff. I hate people (except for my friends of course).

Being kids?
Mood:  special
Topic: Everyday life
I stood behind some kids in line at the store and they were talking about how they would get high/drunk/or as they called it "funny" if they drank too much Sprite. Sometimes I just wish that things could be like they were when we were their age. Much simpler, less complicated. But I guess...it wouldn't be the same anyway, since times has changed in just ten years or so. And we'd probably not appreciate it the way an adult (me?) would anyway...

Weird
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: I don't feel like dancing (can't frigging stand it any more)
Topic: Everyday life
I felt sick and was really dizzy this morning, maybe from the fumes in the kitchen last night? Stupid new stove!