By the way...
Mood:  caffeinated
...this is my 5th entry today, happy now?! ;)

Rockbottom
Mood:  d'oh
Topic: Bad News
I've just hit rock bottom, I've started to drink Coke again. The last three years of my life down the drain. And all this while my friends go on "fatbruning powerwalks with the baby stroller before breakfast". I really need to get some new, lazy friends (just kidding hun, you know I love you!)

Back again
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Everyday life
That was...interesting... He claimed that it was a change in my attitude...or maybe he decided to listen for once (and I decided to not tell him anything).
I'm still in line for that test, and if I "wanted to" there was another thing I should do. Once a week. I might as well, maybe they'll leave me alone for a while then, and after that I plan to be long gone. Mooooawhahaha *trying to sound evil*

And...
Mood:  d'oh
Topic: Bad News
...as if that wasn't enough, it's Friday the 13th tomorrow! Why do I even bother???

Google helps....
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: Cascada - Miracle (boy, that tune sucks!)
Topic: Everyday life
Here we go, I have to leave in about 22 minutes...not that I'm counting or anything... This really, really, REALLY sucks. I've done everything to distract myself, I've read stupid blogs, everything. But then I started to Google stuff for my friends for Christmas, I just hope they'll like them... People who doesn't like books are going to get books, just so that you know...hehehe...

Fatties
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Weird Al - I'm fat
Topic: Tv
I was watching a documentary or something last night about fatties, and by that I mean real fatties. People who couldn't even move. What I don't understand are the people around them, the enablers. If a person is so fat that he can't even move, he is completely dependent on the people around him. So if those people decide to just give them healthy food and small portions, they can't have much of a choice than to start loosing weight. But then they think that it's cruel and mean, and they don't want that person to be upset with them. In other words, they'd rather see their friend/family/partner die than to have them be upset with them for a while. That's so f****** selfish!!

I'm one of those people who have really strange eating habits too. But I ask the people around me to not give me any sweets, cookies etc...but then some of these people just can't stand being mean to me so they give it to me anyway... I kind of figures that that is pretty much what happens with these people, just a lot more extreme...

Life on the bus
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Everyday life
I woke up this morning and thought I was dead, but then I realized that I wasn't and I had to go to the gym weather I liked it or not.
When I got to the bus, there was a really strange driver. He didn't reply when anyone tried talking to him, and we weren't even allowed to pay for our tickets. He just waved with his arms, like that was supposed to be the international sign for "Move along" or something. I just figured that he was either deaf or a foreigner, and sat down. But then I spent too much time trying to figure out which of the options applied to the driver, so I forgot to get off at my bus stop, but luckily the bus went the right way (for once) and I finally got off bus at the next stop.
But then, I had to get home when I was done too. I rushed to the bus stop and got there just in time. Or so I though. Half an hour later, still no bus. Finally I phoned them and asked where the h**l the bus was, they didn't know. They tried to get hold of the driver, no answer (duuh!! He's deaf!..?) so they called the company. "Oops, there's been a misunderstanding, but a bus will be there shortly. Were you in a hurry?" "Nah, I just stand here for the h**l of it, and then I just planned to ride around randomly...?" I probably am, if I'm at a bus stop waiting for the bus. Sigh.

New tunes
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: Music
I've been listening to some "new" albums again...

John Mayer - "Continuum". I just can't help liking it.
Deportees - "Damaged Goods". Some songs are really good, some aren't.
Audioslave - "Revelations". Didn't even finish listening to it.
Lily Allen - "Alright, Still". I soo want to like her, but the songs just aren't that good.
Justin Timberlake - "Futuresex/Lovesounds". I bit of a dissapointment actually.
Outkast - "Idlewild". Not sure yet. I'll let you know!

Queeers
Mood:  sad
Topic: Books
I just finished reading a book called 'No Tears for Queers', which was kinda "scary". But the scariest thing was that one of the stories reminded med so much of the village where I live, a for some reason I started to think of this guy I know, who doesn't resemble the guy in the book at all, but I couldn't help picturing him being the one being abused... Creepy!!

Mood:  chillin'
Topic: Everyday life
Bad weather. Found lots of expensive things I wanted to buy for my friends. I guess my wallet's happy that I didn't bring that much money :D Bought some DVD's at least...