Train spotting.
Mood:  happy
Topic: On tour
I was such a good little girl and even made my own lunch packet instead of buying those pre-made things. Or maybe I'm just cheap ;)

When I got on the train, I'd decided to just relax and forget all about my worries. And of course I got lots of bright ideas for the stupid essay, so I just wrote them down before I could relax again.

It was a long trip on train. The train stopped at every little non-existing village in Varmland, including Fucking ?m?l.

I was so happy to see my friends again when I got there. We went straight "home" (hers not mine), they made some food and we accidentally started drinking. Suddenly we were outside walking around, and scaring small children. My hostess thought she was a Captain, and my other friend just walked in circles.

Apparently Lordi wun the Eurovision-thing, but we barely noticed.

Left already.
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Cinderella, dammit!
Topic: Good News
I read in the paper about a free concert with one of my fav. bands at the moment - Whyte Seeds. Tomorrow. When I've already left. Of course.

Took a look at Oprah while eating breakfast. They were talking about Prince Charming, and how he doesn't exist. I refuse to believe that. If you don't even have the right to be swept off your feet, what is there really left?

The mp3-player's still not working. Weird!

Went into town to see a friend, but she never showed up so I went back home again. Too bad, I haven't seen her in a while.

It's so strange. I'm usually a bit nervous when I'm about to travel, but this time I'm just excited. In a way it almost feels like I'm coming home. I wonder if that's a bad omen..?!

And oh...
Mood:  energetic
Topic: Good News
Happy birthday Norway!!!

Long time no see
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: My mobile signal
Topic: Everyday life
I decided to take the day off and went shopping for a gift, with one of my dear friends. We met another one of my friends, and his son. I haven't seen them in years, I've only seen the boy once I think, so that was fun. We found some good stuff, so that's good.
Went to class exhausted, but luckily everyone else seemed to be in the same mood so we just sat and chatted for most of the time before I went back home again.
A good day. Didn't even think about the stupid essay.

Not again...
Mood:  special
Topic: Everyday life
I thought things had calmed down, and I even thought about living here again. But then I just heard a loud noise, and realized that I'll never be able to fully relax here..by my self...at night...

***** ****
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Who cares?
Topic: Everyday life
If you're wondering how I'm doing with the essay I'd like to illustrate it with a cartoon:



That's the state I'm in now. Denial. I gave up a long time ago *sigh*

Monkey Love
Mood:  cool
Topic: Tv
I just finished watching an episode of Love Monkey. I don't know what it is about, but it always makes me so calm. Even though I know I don't have the time to watch anything, and I never have the patience to watch anything from beginning to end, I always get caught up and stop noticeing the world around me. It's nothing special really, just Tom Cavanagh (from Ed), Jason Priestly and popper Teddy Geiger. But still...

Too bad there doesn't seem to be any more episodes...

Party crasher
Mood:  surprised
Topic: Everyday life
Somehow I ended up at my cousin's daughter's birthday party, even though I wasn't invited. I felt a bit stupid standing there without a present, even though it wasn't fault.
She's so grown up now, but I still catch myself talking to her like she's a baby. I remember hating that when I was a kid.
The funny thing is that people still call her by my name, we were more alike when she was younger, but I guess we still have some of the same traits...even though we're not that closely related...

Nightshift?
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Paula Abdul - Rush, rush
Topic: Everyday life
I'm starting to get a bit worried about not getting my essay in on time. I guess that's a progress just in it self - that I'm actually realising this two(one actually with my badly timed vaccation in mind) weeks ahead. I guess I could still work during the nights while I'm away, but I wouldn't mind some sleep as well.

But I'm still happy that if I just make it through next tuesday, I'll have at least 3 points...which is half of what I got in an entire semester last time ;)

America II
Mood:  vegas lucky
Now Playing: RHCP - Californication
Topic: Bad News
I got one of those pre-approved creditcards in the mail today, and it is very tempting. Just like they knew that I need money really bad right now. I could pay off my debts, go shopping and even afford that weekend trip to go and see my friend. I just don't know if it'd be worth being in debt for the next six(!) years...but I'm almost at that point where I think "I can't pay my bills as it is, so what difference would another loan make..?" Just tell me "No!" *sigh*