Disappointments And Many Worries & all guys suck
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Nothing
Topic: I'm nothing to you
Hey,Today was just alright.The Avril Lavigne concert was so awesome.she looks so short in person but shes definetely a total hottie.i mean for guys that is.Tuesday was awesome.Willa Wonka is awesome."the kids were bitches"- the fine words of shane booth.He is awesome.All guys suck ,All they care about is hott girls.Atleast thats just my opinion.nathan i love you more than i could ever love anybody. It's not like anybody understands the power of heartache

GuYS Are jerks
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: slipped away
Topic: whatever
If guys didnt suck Maybe then i would be less irritated at them but no there all complete jerks .I HATE THEM. they go out with a girl and then become someone else .they dont have respect for anybody .I could live without them but i guess i just cant live without nathan.hes sweet and everyting to me.



P.S GUYS SUCK SCREW THEM ALL

Boys Are Lousy
Mood:  not sure
Topic: hapiness
Today was lousy ,boring day."does it matter how bad you broke my heart".sometimes i feel like im just not good enough for him.why does he like her? does she have something i dont have.I am just a huge loser

Im Dying Inside--->screw this
Mood:  blue
Topic: heartbreak
Today was so boring.My mom is driving me insane.Im so freaking tired.What do you do when the guy you love broke your heart into a million pieces? How do you handle the drama.I actually played my guitar today .I really dont do that quite often .I guess im more than a nerd than a musician. I never ever wanna fall in love again.It makes you suffer and its useless i never ever.but literally i dont.It's killing me to see that your mad at me.I wish you werent but you just have to be like that.Its so OVER.its killing me inside .I'm dying inside.

I miss you tj & Stuck in paducah
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: boredom
today was sooooo boring.Being on the road all day really sucks.Is it really over between tj and me? I still love him and probably always will but even though i do i need to just give him up because he isnt worth my time he doesnt even love me anymore.I miss him and he knows that but i cant help but totally be helplessly in love with him.I am heartbroken and obsessed ... THE END

my life
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: sum 41 pieces
Topic: hapiness
I am so not sure whats going on .All i want is to be with him but i dont know ,We kissed yesterday.I mean does he want to break up with me?