I dont know what to call this one
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: nothings playing
Topic: ughhhh
Well Today was new years .Nothing special happened. i just hung out with my dad and talked to my mom on msn.and then i talked to cody and i just hate being me sometimes.I try being polite its just when im tired.well this should be the longest blog ever cause i have no one to talk to so i got a ipod and a camera for christmas.It was a very good christmas this year .Today is the first of the new year .I'm watching this movie and its a really sad movie .I cant wait to talk to my friends again.Today has been a really tiring day for me . i had to get up for churrch and then my dad took pictures of me then i had to get up and then i went to sunday school and it was about sexuality and all i could think about was Paul.Paul is awesome sometimes but sometimes he is just a pain in the butt for me.

Everytime
Mood:  chatty
Topic: confuzziled
hey whats up? so im bi and proud i think my girlfriend is a liar so idk what to do

Well this sucks
Mood:  down
Now Playing: nothing
Topic: stupid
Friday was so Pas Terrible.I thought i was going to die cause of all the shit ive been going through

Devastatment
Mood:  down
Topic: I'm nothing to you
today is so bad.I dont even know what to do.people are out to get me....

Disappointments And Many Worries & all guys suck
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Nothing
Topic: I'm nothing to you
Hey,Today was just alright.The Avril Lavigne concert was so awesome.she looks so short in person but shes definetely a total hottie.i mean for guys that is.Tuesday was awesome.Willa Wonka is awesome."the kids were bitches"- the fine words of shane booth.He is awesome.All guys suck ,All they care about is hott girls.Atleast thats just my opinion.nathan i love you more than i could ever love anybody. It's not like anybody understands the power of heartache

GuYS Are jerks
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: slipped away
Topic: whatever
If guys didnt suck Maybe then i would be less irritated at them but no there all complete jerks .I HATE THEM. they go out with a girl and then become someone else .they dont have respect for anybody .I could live without them but i guess i just cant live without nathan.hes sweet and everyting to me.



P.S GUYS SUCK SCREW THEM ALL

Boys Are Lousy
Mood:  not sure
Topic: hapiness
Today was lousy ,boring day."does it matter how bad you broke my heart".sometimes i feel like im just not good enough for him.why does he like her? does she have something i dont have.I am just a huge loser

Im Dying Inside--->screw this
Mood:  blue
Topic: heartbreak
Today was so boring.My mom is driving me insane.Im so freaking tired.What do you do when the guy you love broke your heart into a million pieces? How do you handle the drama.I actually played my guitar today .I really dont do that quite often .I guess im more than a nerd than a musician. I never ever wanna fall in love again.It makes you suffer and its useless i never ever.but literally i dont.It's killing me to see that your mad at me.I wish you werent but you just have to be like that.Its so OVER.its killing me inside .I'm dying inside.

I miss you tj & Stuck in paducah
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: boredom
today was sooooo boring.Being on the road all day really sucks.Is it really over between tj and me? I still love him and probably always will but even though i do i need to just give him up because he isnt worth my time he doesnt even love me anymore.I miss him and he knows that but i cant help but totally be helplessly in love with him.I am heartbroken and obsessed ... THE END

my life
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: sum 41 pieces
Topic: hapiness
I am so not sure whats going on .All i want is to be with him but i dont know ,We kissed yesterday.I mean does he want to break up with me?