Eternal Pain

***This is a poem that was inspired by pain. How it feels to be in pain, what it can make you feel like inside. How emotionally it can hurt you. i dont remember what picked my interst to write it but more then likely i was in pain.... more then likely emotional.***

I sit here crying

slowly dying

falling apart as my emotions destroy me.

I want to cry out in pain, scream in agony.

like a wounded animal.

I want to rip at my skin

tear at my flesh

until my soul is exposed.

i want to cry myself into darkness.

until i choke on my sobs

as they rip their self free of my body.

I want to curl up in a ball

become invisible to the world.

I want to cry,

I want to scream,

I want to choke,

I want to die,

I want to be free of this pain.

Existence isn't worth enduring

if all you endure is pain.

~written September, 2002~

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