Is my heart being true?
or am i feeling the echos of past love?
Is my heart really meant for you?
Or do i just wish so much for it to be true.
How can i feel what i couldn't feel before?
How can i adore what i didn't before?
I wish so much for these feelings to be true
to know if my love is good enough to give to you
I wish so much for these feelings to be real
to tell you of the way you've made me feel
You see in me a person even i cant see
In a girl who tries to hide behind her tapestry
Your feelings for me are so true
I wish i knew what i should do
I took your heart in my hand once before
only to watch as it slipped from my fingers to smash on the floor
Can i risk your heart such pain again?
or should i just keep you as a friend?
Can i risk that my heart may be wrong?
Fogged by the heart ache you didin't even cause?
Could this be an effect of a shattered heart?
A wounded soul who's lost her counter part?
A being who's world has fallen in?
A woman who's drowning once again?
Is the hand she reaches for just a friend?
or is her wish to be complete changing her again?
Its on you i've leaned, its to you ive ran
The man i onced pushed away only to call my friend
You've held me up and protected me from this raging storm
Are you strong enough to hold up to the twisters deep inside?
the ones that have my heart so confused i just want to cry?
Can you wait for me to make up my mind?
or are you lost to me till the ends of time?
~written by Cheri Mackenzie March 6th 2006~
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