This doesn't feel right...
Mood:  hug me
I need something else to focus my mind on so I don't give up my vow. Right now, the last thing I need is to cut my wrists again. It's hard thinking about the fact that Maddie knows. Talking to Sarah helps and at this point in time, I am awaiting her e-mail. I said some things that I shouldn't have said and am now regretting it. I feel the need to cry my eyes out, but no tears are coming.
Perhaps in a later entry, I will post the little thing that I am writing in my history notebook about the cutting. Sometimes I wish it would all just go away. No one deserves to carry such a burden, though many people do. My friend Jaimee cuts and it hurts to know that someone close is going through the same thing. It helps to know that you aren't the only person, but it still causes pain to know that others have to deal with it as well.
At this time, I would like to leave with a kind word or two.
I will do my best to stop cutting so that I will stop hurting Maddie and life can go back to normal. :) -end