A new year and some new problems...
mood: sad

Well a lots happened that I wish didnt and a lot Im glad it is. Im in here lisenin' to my Star Wars EP2 Cd, i like to lisen to it when I have a bad day :). Well Chelsea finally did it! She broke up with Leevi! We are very pround of her *Waves flag in celabration*. But now Sandy is all over him. *sigh* I sware that guy is like a bad olman, every time he gets involed with one of my friends they start to get REALLY annoying and rude. Sandy probbley wont be my friend at the end of the year, thats how bad it is. Ugh! Im sick of writing. I may write a follow up on this if im in the mood......

Christmass...Bah-humbug!
Mood: nerves

Well, in a few minutes, my aunt , uncle and two cousions well be walking through the door of my house. I have to say im not thrilled. Im not trying to complain, even though I do alot, but thats what this thing is for, lol.I havent seen them in what, five years. And what I do remeber of them isnt the foundest pit-stop down memory lane. My aunt's crazy, shes by-poler or something. My younest cousion is well to put it as nice as I can, a spoiled brat. But heck that might have all changed in five years, its a fithty/fithty chance. The good news is I got Christmass early this year! I got a lot of cool things for my room. I have also decised on the theme for my room (which has taken me three years to come up with, lol)! Drum roll please....*badly played drum roll in the background*...good enough, World Travals! Ta Da! Yes world travals, my mom bought me all these pictures of Rome, Prais, and London. Sence I want to go to Europe when I get out of High School. I also got some CDs like, White Strips, John Mayer, and some others. Oh DvDs dont forget DvDs! I got eight of those! Yes im spoiled. I guess I shouldnt be complaning I mean Christmass is all about family and maybe this Christmass wont be that bad, and they'll be nice. Oh well, but do warn any one who does read this that there will probbly and exstreamly long post after their gone.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!

Eeeeeevil cough!!
mood: embarrassed/crabby/and I feel like crap!

~*Caution! If you have a weak stomach Do NOT read!*~

Ive been sick for the past five days. Dran that flu epidemic! And to make it worst, this week is finals! My flu is pretty much gone but now I have this cough. I liked the flu more then this cough (maybe thats just because I had the flu on the weekend...hummmm...) Yesterday is when I learned to a hate this cough. I went to school and my cough wasnt that bad. In first period it got a little bad, but I got it under control.In fith period it got bad. See we just got in for out side so I was coughing more then I usually do. Right in the middle of checking our reviews for class I started to cough and couldnt get it under control. So I asked Mr. Routt if I could get some water. Well out in the hall I felt like I couldnt breath! So I went back and asked if I could go to the clinc. On the way there it got worst, I only had a two steps left on the stairs when I started to vom! The frist one went up and then down (mmmmmm such a good tast...) then it happened. BLAAAAABB!! IT was horrible! So I run the trash can, Im so lucky that there was one at the end of the stair case. Remeber I was coughing during this whole thing. When I was at the trash can I couldnt catch my breath, I was thinking "Oh my gosh! This is it! Im going to chock on my on vomet! And die! Good bye world!" Then out of no where Mike comes into the hall and was staring at me! Yeah real nice Mike just stare at me while I die! And then he just walks off! The second person who came to my aid was this teach. I could kind of breath at this time. But he was kindof stupid he kept on asking me if I was ok. DO I LOOK OK TO YOU BUDDY!! Then one of the MAC ladies came and took me to the clinc. I went home mortified. (I wish I had a scanner, I would put the pic of me voming in the trashcan so you could get a feel of what it was like. Dont worry its not nasty or anything it just has me with my head in the trashcan.) Oh yeah have a nice day! Im not....

It was like only yesterday...
Mood:happy(I would use felicity but you cant use that as an adjective. I love that I just found out what that ment!lol)

OMG! Justin has a girlfriend! Im soo happy for him. He even asked her out! Which is socking for him. Last time he went out with someone was Katie(One of my friends that moved to Cal.) and they didnt even talk to each other! He said that their relationship was "special", lol. But it wasnt like he had a choise...We we're breathing down his neck. And then when he did we all started to scream. Yes I know, we are easily amused...But now Setph (that the girl he asked out) is like "I dont know him..." One question, THEN WHY DID YOU KISS HIM YESTERDAY!? Oh yeah did I forget to mention that? So who knows whats going to happen next. But this was a fun day. And he is actually talking to me now, instead of giving me weird looks.
*sniff* *sniff*...it was like only yesterday we were pushing him off the wall, when he asked us to make him fly.....Gosh I miss that wall!*cries*(well it was a ledg but we called it the wall)

Wow Im Moody!
mood:content

I have noticed that in these entrys Im mad one day and happy the next. Is it just me or is that weird? I dont know....but dont really dont care! I just noticed that...(Im completely random too! lol)

Yesterday it was really funny,(didnt put this on yesterday because I was still kindof heated for Sat.)
my dad was fixing the drip in our bathroom sink.My mom and I went to drop Emily off at her house. When we got back we went into the bathroom to see how he was doing on the sinks. When we went into our bathroom my dad had his shirt off, it looked like he just got hot or something, but then we notice the ceiling was dripping! The hole bathroom was soked! He was like "I was yelling for help and no one came!!! Where were you!!??". We just started laughing. So now our whole bathroom smells like poo...joy. And my dad keeps on saying "Im not a plumer!!" I just have one thing to say, Well duh!! lol. I just thought that was funny. (Im random, I know)

Life, what can I say about life...it sucks
mood:pissed


For those of you who want the Reader Digest version(if anyone reads this...) of the events that happened last night here they are-
Sandy is being a bitch, Im mad at her, Sawn is in big trouble, Emily found out that Sandy doesnt like to tell her anything because she doesnt trust her, and that life is full of pigheaded people.


Now for what happened in detail-
Emily came over last night. We came up with this plan that if Sandy called (she calls every Firday and Sunday. Its like clockwork) Emily would answers and we confuse her. It was going to be really funny. So she calls and Emily answers, saddly Sandy had no idea it was Emily she thought it was me! So I grab the other phone to listen to confuse her even more. Well usally she just talks about stupid things like boys or Shawn so it wasnt that big of a deal. But right when I got on she said Shawn's ex. maybe pregnant, and it maybe his!! I yelled "WATH!!!!" Then I told her that she was talking to Emily. She seemed a little pissed about that but I didnt think anything of it. So she was all freaked out and all. And I was being supportive. Because my cousin had her baby a few mouths ago and shes 15, so I know how it feels. But she was acting like I had no idea what I was saying! And frankly shes really not involed. I mean its her boyfriend but she doesnt even know the girl! And she was like "You dont understand how it feels..." my foot I dont know how it feels! I knew my cousin since I was 3!! It was really hard on my family! I was about scream at her. But then she did the thing that broke the camels back. "Hey what ever you do DONT talk about this at school..." Emily looked up at me with this look like I cant believe she just said that. I was soooooooo mad I was about to hang up on her. WHY IN THE WORLD WAS I GOING TO TALK ABOUT IT AT SCHOOL!!!Come on he has a bad rep already I wouldnt make it worse by say that he may be the father of some girls baby! So I kind of yell "Sandy! I hope you dont think Im stupid enough to do that?!" There was a VERY long pause then she tried to change the subject. Now that I look back on it I wish I did.(hung up on her)But its to late now. So the whole conversation was about that. I was soo gald when she had to go.
After that me and Emily talked about it all night and how Sandy was being really mean and superficial people at our school. Now dont get the inprestions that I dont think that I can be superficial, I can. But its like the people in those groups "Goth","Punk","Prep", say there not but go off and give people labbles like that. I HATE that, their such hypocites! "Im a punk beacause I wear this and that, blah, blah, blah..." Its soo sad how we just cant be our self. I know I got off the subject of the Sandy thing. But it is rooted in this rant about being supericial. She is one of these people. She is my friend, but she has bad side just like everyone else and to deny that she has it, is stupid because to truely know what the the heck your talking about you have to see all sides of yourself and the people around you.(hey! look, I got all deep for a sec. lol!) She is always like "Im a punk and a goth" I tell her all the time that, that drives me crazy! And that we shouldnt see people as "goths" or "preps" but for who they really are. But anyways she and alot of people think to be and "punk" or "goth" you have to have a really bad life. Sandy always trys to twist her little family events to make them look like there bader then what they seem. She tells me them all, "My mom and dad might get devorstored!" aka " My mom and dad are fighting but they got over it last night he just has to sleep on the couch for awhile" Im not lieing she'll tell me version B. Then she'll go to school and change it and tell me that she didnt say that!How this has to do with the hole Shawn thing is that she says that its going to ruin HER life. But if you look at it, it really isnt I mean it will change things and it will be hard but shes not the one who maybe pregnant. It will afect her life very little compared to Sawn and his ex. That just erks me though. Shes such a drama queen.
But there is one thing that I liked that she said."Even if I dont know her very well, I'll try to help her with the baby if she has one.." now that was nice even though she has only spoken to her twice, it was still really nice.

"I will survive,as I long as I know how to live I know I will survive...."
Mood: proud

Well today I found out that im going to go the regular math next sem.! My teacher said that I could do it and now she is going to help me catch me up for next sem. Im happy now I wont be called dump for being in resores. I hate people who think just because someone has a learning disability that they're stupid.But now I wont have to deal with the thought of that. When I went to class today we started working on it and I felt kindof bad because everyone else was kindof sad and resentful. They were nice about it exsept Mike he was being kind of rude but he always is. Even though I was the only girl in that class I really like the people in it. Jorden was really nice and always asked me for help which made me feel I like I could help people instead of always asking for help. Awas (I think thats how its spelled. It forign so its kind of hard.) is just nice he talks to me and made me feel at easie when I first went there which was really hard because it made me feel like I was brain dead for going there. It going to be hard but Im glad im getting out of there.Ill miss my friends in there though.

Computer must die!! *kicks computer*
Mood:frustrated

I DID post yesterday but noooooooo my computer had to die on me and delete all my hard work! Me want new computer!*crys* I was building my web that took me four hours, FOUR! Right before I was going to save it it froze! *gets baseball bat and starts hitting the computer* I worked soooo hard...*sniff*..and its all gone! Why!? Why!?...ok I feel better now. All friends are getting into fights lately. Like yesterday Sandy and Emily got into one for some stupid reason. A reason I dont even remeber. Then Justin came up to me and was like "Whay are you talking about me?" I wasnt talking about him. He just keeps giving me weird looks! Emily told him I was talking about him. *sigh* I begaining to hate this time of the year, with the exseption of Chirstmass. Its very stressful!I mean theres finals, having to buy everyone persent, teachs love to give you tones of homework , and your friends go crazy! Where will the maddness end!Hopefully after the break everything wont be as bad.I can only hope...

Oh heres a comic I read to day at Mad's Land that I thought was funny.- What's on the inside is usually best left in there.

Life is such a bore....
Mood: reminicing (I have no idea how to spell that)

Happy late Thanksgiving! This week was soooooo boring! Nothing happened!*sigh* I miss the constant annoyances that make life interesting.So ill just name random things that happened this week.
Sandy is still sad about Shawn.
Emily is sick and keeps breathing on me! But I got my flue shot so im good!
We tried to see how long it would take Chelsea to noticed that we werent talking to her (she hadnt talked to us for two days) It took her a day which is good I guess...
Brad was smelling on Monday he said "You smell like a girl that went to my old school". The only thing that mattered to me was DID SHE SMELL GOOD? He said she did. Then everyone started smelling me. I was like ok, everyone out of my bubble!
*sniff* *sniff* Justin is avoiding us!
Ashley has been sick for a long time.So I havnt seen her.
We're watching Finding Nemo in Science. This the first good movie we've watched in that class. So im happy.
I have tones of reports in every class exspet exs. classes.Ive been working my butt off on them during Thanksgiving break.Only three more weeks till winter break!*happy dance*
Oh and Thanksgive, Me LOVE food! I ate until I couldnt move. Then I played vidoegames with my cousin. I won twice. I suck at video games exspectally racing. Then we went home and went to bed.See it was boring, nothing really interesting happened this week.

Notes...the way you can exspress how crazy you really are...
Mood: BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!!!!!!

Nothing happened today and im bored...what can I do...ummm...I know I can put one of my friend note she wrote me when she had four cokes and tylonex on this blog!
(Note she was completely whired, shes not crazy and no we are not planing to kill a cat. Please dont be alarmed... Its really funny!!) Oh yeah Emily if your reading this right now...I HAD NO IDEA YOU DIDNT WANT ME TO PUT THIS ON HERE!! Please!! Dont hurt me!!

Hey,
Im writing this to you in the morning so if something doesnt make sense Im blaming it on the loss of sleep, oh ya its 3:00 in the MORNING I cant get to sleep dont know why so I thought Id just write you a note!...tired.....its now 3:26am yah! Okay lets see Ive made a chrismas list on what I need to buy for everyone, listened ot the radio, glue my hands together twice, taped my fingers together and went outside and gathered bird feathes which was freaky but fun, ya I found 76 feathers just in my yard with only a flash light, tick tock tick tock my clock is making nosies and driving my crazy! I'll going down stairs. Oh ya I decided our fiendship masscot is a feather when ever one of us is feeling down we give them a feather(since I have so many) and it will stand for, they can grow strong and fly away or some kind of deep shit like that (naughty words heheheh!) Its now 4:03 I will be your flight attendant today the exist are NOWHERE Im holding you captive you shall die hahaha! (this is for horses or horrors either way) I just forgot waht I was going to say dam those spots on the ceiling for distracting me (you know if you watch them long enough its almost like they have connversations with each other....) Oh ya I forgot I was going to go down stairs. Hum, oh ya the stairs are that way, no wonder I kept raming my head into the wall. Okay lets see hum what can I do...drink a coca..yes...thats it...it shall calm my nerves and make me tired..or the opposite! Oh..well its a 50/50 chance...righ. Its now 5:00am Ive now study for my math, history, science, adn English tests....and ive done that 5 times yeh! It would be really cool to see someone explode you know hay if you ever explode can I have your CD player? Oh and of course Id have to sell your body to some really wierd scientist for a hole lot of money!hum...its now 5:30am...I just threw my phone at the cat it got scared, ran, and made really really funny cat noises you know the CEEEEEEE! or the ones I cant spell Im hyper but tired. Im going to get ready for school now (6:20am) If Im not at school they probbly put me in a insame insilum for setting my cat on fire to see what kind of noses it would make. I dont konw why people are afraid of people who are "different" drop a match on your cat adn spill lighter fluid on it, or if ythe knife your holding falls into your neighbors back (by the way if there's marshmellows by aburning cat roasts marshmellows real well) cant we all just love each other.
Emily the hyper, tired, insane one...

There wow im not bored any more! Please note again SHE IS NOT CRAZY JUST HYPER AND YOU KNOW HOW PEOPLE GET WHEN THEIR HYPER...