I'm trapped! I trapped myself. It's funny to be out here, away from all your sins; you are a good person now. You are not someone but a good person. Everything is simple considering life. I even don?t care about the vicious cycle?anymore. I'm not dreaming, just living. It's fun. I'm even enjoying the cold, after drinking a bottle of vodka u don't feel it I'm so happy, I don't know why. I'm afraid to go back home, afraid of realizing the huge fact that my happiness is fake. I left so many values behind, I'm afraid to lose some of them on the way back. Egal, I'm happy to like the things I hated before. Listen to your lessons, ask questions, go to your lab, work till night, but not too long, go home, eat sth, go to bed, wake up, go to your class, listen to your lessons?You deserve to be disguised:) Have you ever had such regularity in your life before? It's interesting. Try it once if you have the opportunity. By the way, don't think too much, don't give any time for that. It's better. Live superficially, not subconsciously. Don't love someone before that person loves you. That's the rule, wait a little bit. I already broke the rule. I'm always doing it, that's why I'm so suitable for this place and of course happy.