college thing that's been distracting me. Well anyway, things are still going well, I added on a couple more quotes to the page, and more coming too. Will have my radio show at least till the end of the semester, so feel free to tune in, and also managed to pick myself up a new nickname: Scruffy (aka scruffs). Odd, eh?
9/23/03 : soooo ... hehe my friend Matt and i *somehow* managed to get ourselves a slot at the college radio station for the semester... and now i get to inflict my music on poor unsuspecting listeners within a 30 mile radius!! Mwahaahhahahaa!! :) hehe its not so bad. Mostly, we'll be playing emo, screamo, and metal music, so if you're around the Clinton NY area, then feel free to tune in WHCL 88.7 FM, or at www.whcl.org! support "the Sketchy Show"!
9/3/03 : *cough cough* Kings of Chaos, plz join my army? Sitting in my room, sick. Probably with bronchitus(sp?). and with a french paper. And people look forward to college? heh j/k.
9/2/03 : Well, moved and settled into college I suppose you could say. Just a little bit of infor if you want to contact me or go here; Ext: 2184 (voicemail #1), live in Minor 210. Is there a scanner ANYWHERE on campus? lol. So much for lots of editting and pic scanning in for the page. There's much more for me to do today so i'm off again! Thanks for checking in and reading!
8/25/03 : Wow. I move in to college tomorrow. Well, it should really count as today, seeing as im leaving at 2 AM. have i packed yet? well im not sure if you can call two sloppy containers "packed", but it's an effort at least. truthfully im not excited to leave yet, and wish i could continue summer fun and working at the diner for another month or two, but thats not the way things are turning out. Wish me luck! i'll be meeting my new roomie soon, from thailand none the less, and plunging into an entirely new life with new ppl (excluding you dave!). *sigh* will have more updates soon on concerts (i have ozzfest pics including close ones of dani filth *drool*) and sr prom, and other cute things. plus a more serious quote page. anyway i've got to run for now and do some more "packing"! i'll get back to you with how i've settled into college.
Note to self: get online diary, cause these "news inputs" are way too long ;)
7/23/03 : hoookay! I got some more links working in the cloud picture on the poems page (if you haven't figured out by now, the poems are in the picture... *sigh* :)Also just did some major-like extensive work on mah Quote Page (aka, made the entire page and added on a ton and a half of quotes, so you'd better go check them out. You want a taste?
"Why is Shrew with a girl?!?... Oh wait, it's just Heather" -Nick, and
"My boss said that instead of writing an abbreviated version of the Bible I should be thinking about getting laid." -Herb >) Mwwwwa see you. <3
7/20/03 : Welcome back to the page all, sorry that i've been so slow updating! Wellll... at least i've got a new poem for you! ;) Sleep, just wrote it the other night, hope it doesn't suck too much ;) I'm gonna change some stuff around and have a fun quote page that'll take over my infamous "Little Quote Book" (my quote book that is about 1" x 1" x .5" :) so cute and tiny. and tonight my projects: get scanner hooked up to the puter so i can scan in a billion and a half pics, go to work 4-10 ;p, go see the League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. Btw, go see Pirates of the Caribbean (with Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom) it's one of the most amazing movies i've seen in a loooong time! amazing: plot, acting and graphics. plus there's two hotties in it :) ok i'll shut up now! i'll get back to you soon with more fun stuff. <3!
7/3/03 : hmm... so it's been a while i suppose and finally SUMMER! *pants* took long enough. i didn't think i was gonna last the past couple weeks of school (GS SUCKS) *cough* anyway. well i graduated and am a college freshman now. now that i'm home again i'll see if *maybe* i can get my scanner all hooked up and grace you with some more horrible pics of me and my friends. what else has happened? oh yea i got a job.... and then i lost it 3 days later! heh aren't you proud of me? yea i know you are. stupid diners overhiring. pfft. i liked marlton better anway. (BTW - everyone in sj go to marlton diner, it's amazing. i have a loyalty to them) so i'll let you go for now in favor of trying to update the rest of the page. enjoy. and if you don't, then either write me an email or stop b*tching. ;)
4/28/03 : I used to be afraid of spiders. I would see one and run, or shriek. This was when I was still a child… Children’s fears, whether rational or not are conquerable, and so I conquered it. I faced my fear and in due time I mastered it and made it mind.
In my older days, I used to think my sole fear was death, and this haunted me for years. But now I find myself with a new fear: losing love. I care with all my heart for that special someone out there and the thought of losing them – or worse – losing my love for them rips me apart. If such a thing happened I don’t know what would become of me. Everything I ever knew would come crumbling down at my feet, supports would fall, and I would be left alone curled on the ground, helpless, and unable to pick up the shattered pieces. This fear unlike death is tangible and stares me in the eyes waiting for me to break down and accept it but I can’t. I can’t accept the pain it would put me through, put them through. I can’t push away these feelings that make me lose my cares for everything else. And I can’t cry out because I know there’s nothing out there that can save me. My fear crawls inside my heart, leaving room for nothing else except my hope of clinging to this love, fading rapidly, and when my hope runs dry, creeping down my face within these salty tears, then my fear will manifest and clutch me to its breast. I say this from my heart in a desperate attempt to conquer this fear, but this is no spider and I cannot master it. So what is there left – I wait, and I am all alone.
4/22/03 : Wow.. so the world all comes down on my shoulders, and in my heart i feel the most brilliant yet terrifying bursting. I've never wanted to exist so much and wanted to die so much in the same moment, and it leaves me sitting here, contentedly listening away to anything my ears can grasp.
Life's been so busy recently, IB's nearing to a close, going to college soon (Hamilton in Clinton NY for those of you who don't know). I feel like there's so much more i need to scream to the world, but it all dies the moment it leaves my heart, so i suppose we'll all have to do without.
Treasure everything, and i'll check back in with you guys later - much love!
According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...
1/4/03 : RIP Kyle, we love you more than you may have known. Let wherever you are now, be your comfort and rest, and we will be sure to hold you in our warmest of memories. Remember this for eternity ~~~~~ 1/3/03
For everyone else, please hold him up in prayer, for i know that i am.
12/5/02 : Well! hehe i got my brand new mini section up, "USELESS THINGS & STUPID PPL" as i'm sure you all may have seen. it's my rant and bitch corner and if anybody has rant/bitch stuff they want to send in i can prolly post that too ;) (blah blah decently-appropriate stuff blah blah) anyway. send submissions or comments if you want to my emailie, Jaquasa@AOL.com , forgive me i forgot how to make it a link. i'll do it later ;) hehe. check it out, and i'll fix more up later! (btw all, new pic page, finally!! more to come) ((Hey Jnani!!))
12/3/02 : Out sick from school *gags* anyway. So college application time... it's frustrating, horribly stressing, and over all.. well, at least it's easier nowadays with that internet thing. so i was thinking of starting up an occasional rant column thing, but then i realized i don't know how to make columns. this could be a problem. Well, anyway when i figure it out *which i swear might be soon?* then we'll have some fun stuff to stare at out of boredom, eh? i'm off to *attempt* to figure it all out. no promises ;) much love
9/27/02 : all i have to say is... http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?263688828 >)
9/6/02 : So... been a while since i've updated a bit, eh? well i added a new link to the squirrel's WEEEEEEE! which i believe everyone alive on this planet (who has ever seen a squirrel) would enjoy immensely.. http://www.b3ta.com/i-love-you/ is another one... *shudders* anyway. so i'm back at school! GS is of course unloading tons of bull on its students the moment they come back so i've been pretty busy with everything, and settling back in. BTW - if ANYBODY wants to come save me, please feel free to.... really...
I'm getting to that whole applying to college phase in my life too, which will be a nice relaxer too, but hopefully soon that will all be done and i will once again be able to lean back and pass Go, and collect $200 and all. much love~
5/28/02 : The year's coming to a close, half of me says "I'll miss you guys!" while the other half says "ABOUT F'N TIME!"... alas. thanks to everybody for everything, and good luck to all the people out there that are moving on with their lives/going to college/joining reclusive cults/etc... have fun >) PS - i'll be getting back home to good ol' NJ June 8th.
4/14/02 : [[Sign my new Guestbook!!!]] Jr. prom was April 6th, and i'm glad to say that it was much better than last year's ;p. everyone looked just about gorgeous, so i can't wait till i get to a scanner for that one. Besides that, it's hell week for me here, we're doing the play "A Midsummer Night's Dream", so if any of you are interested the dates are April 19-20 in Walton Center, at 8:00. it should be pretty entertaining ;)
3/30/02 : alright, i actually got my scriptures page to work, so check it out!
3/25/02 : So i've just gotten back from france and spring break, it was soo much fun!(except for the fact that i got really sick there). I recommend visiting it for everybody, and i'm going to try to scan in some pics from the trip, and *maybe* stick up a crappy french poem i started writing >) latas all!
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