so I'm into the single digits not to much longer and ill be on a plane outa here... not excited yet though.. unfortunately... but i will deal.. just as i have dealt with alot of other crap around me.... its a big step for me.. hopefully i'll make it threw... or maybe i wont no one knows...have to try and find out who i really am.... small town fella in a big city life...going to be interesting.... but all i know is i gota do this for me... cant let anyone else bring me down from it.... i gota find my self.. find out what i want... where i want to be.... here there anywhere... what is my destiny in life... maybe its to wander the world.. maybe just this country... maybe this island... i will not know... might not know with this big step... all i know is i gota do it... i will miss everyone i have met in the past 8 months and beyond or so.. and they will all be in my heart where ever i go...i love them all.... nice to have friends who support me
cheers
god bless
Ry