man i gota get outa this rut
Mood:  hug me
Well another day another night...raining at that :(... so i thought ALOT lately... and i think i found out alot about my self..... i can go threw ALOT of shit and it dosent get to me.... am i a bad person for being able to ride the bumpy roads or is that a fault... i dont think ... is it....i can hit a bump and keep going.. one of those things in life called a problem... i deal with it the way i can and move on... its down the road behind me time to look ahead... is that wrong :S....someone what is your idea of it....im honest... if i say i love you i mean it.. if i say something bothers me i mean it.. nothing changes not even a stupid fight....i care about every i have ever met and i will continue to care about them even if i dont stay in contact with these people...i mean what i say and i back it up... yea yea im not the best person to lean on BUT i am learning.... need people to lean on to learn how to be a person that can be leaned on right....guess its time to try and find a new circle of friends some new people to walk the road of life with... make new adventures and memories...i know where my heart sits... and there isnt a darn thing i can do about it really... try to keep calm and carry on....well enough blabin on about this shit.. if it make sence so be it if it dosent :S.... best i can do is say.... wanna talk about it....
chow for now
Ryan