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Thursday, 6 March 2003
Must sleep.
Topic: Personal
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22:41 Wednesday, 05 March, 2003
Ithaca, NY


Must sleep. It will be *such* a long day at work tomorrow....


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Updated: Tuesday, 1 February 2005 18:13 EST
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Wednesday, 5 March 2003
Something fun today...
Topic: Personal
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13:11 Wednesday, 05 March, 2003
Ithaca, NY


found something fun today, which I will explain later...




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Updated: Tuesday, 1 February 2005 18:14 EST
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Tuesday, 4 March 2003
Book List.
Topic: Books
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23:42 Tuesday, 04 March, 2003
Ithaca, NY


I decided I want to review books on this site when I finish reading them. Friends are always telling me, 'Oh you should read this,' but everyone's taste is different, and I tend not to like the types of books most other people like. So, instead, people can read my mini-reviews of the books I've read, and decide for themselves whether they sound good, and also better recommend books to me, by seeing what my interests are. And all of this thinking about books made me recall in my mind just how many books I am currently in the middle of. I read rather slowly (I'm too thorough), and apparently am also inhibited by easy distractibility. But here's the list I could come up with of books I am currently 'reading,' in order of when I started them:

Bible.jpgGood News Bible, American Bible Society -- I decided in 7th or 8th grade to try to read the Bible straight through, and am actually about half-way there. I'm somewhere in Psalms. And I was obsessively thorough about it, even re-reading those stories that are exactly duplicated in Kings and Chronicles, and reading all of the numbers in Numbers. But I haven't tried to continue that formidable task in ages, even though I've finally gotten to some of the more interesting parts.


Death.jpgDeath: A History of Man's Obsessions and Fears, by Robert Wilkins -- It's really funny to me what people throughout history have worried about concerning death. You'd be amazed, really. However, it is a very thorough book, and some of the detail bored me, so I haven't picked this one back up in about two years.


GodPhilo.jpgGod and the Philosophers: The Reconciliation of Faith and Reason, edited by Thomas V. Morris -- This was a gift from Gryphen. He and I would have many, many philosophical discussions, and though he was becoming atheist or agnostic or something at the time, I always, even after frequent re-evaluations, ended up still believing in God and Christ and the promise that represents. He has been very frustrated by the Christian church, as I have, but he takes it to reflect poorly on the Christian faith, rather than on the weakness of the 'Christians' causing these problems. At any rate, to get a book like this from him meant a lot to me, because it shows that, despite his disagreement with it, he still supports my faith, and even will help me strengthen it within my philosophical reasonings. But this one has sat on the shelf untouched for at least a year, too, because it got a little too dry for me.


WolveMen.jpgOf Wolves and Men, by Barry Lopez -- Ah, now we're on to books that I actually plan to finish. This is a wonderful book. I was reading it this summer while visiting a friend in Kantishna, Alaska, because it was the one book in his collection that I also owned, and I therefore could finish without having to steal his. But I haven't yet.


SilSprng.jpgSilent Spring, by Rachel Carson -- I took this book to China with me because I couldn't justify carrying an already-half-finished book around on my back for two months. So I chose a light paperback that I would enjoy starting. And I did. It's a little out of date (you mean DDT is bad for people and animals? Oh my God, who would have thought?), but an important book to the beginning of the environmental movement in the United States.


DesirGod.jpgDesiring God: Meditations of a Christian Hedonist, by John Piper -- I got this from a wonderful friend this autumn, after a long discussion on what God really wants from us. I'm not sure I'd consider myself a Christian Hedonist, but a lot of what John Piper is saying is making a lot more sense to me than what most other theologians have said to me before.


TwoTower.jpgThe Two Towers: The Lord of the Rings Part Two, by J.R.R. Tolkien -- I've read this at least twice before, but, after seeing the recent movie, I had to go through and find all of the discrepancies (and, man, are there a lot of them).


Stranger.jpgI'm a Stranger Here Myself: Notes on Returning to America After Twenty Years Away, by Bill Bryson -- Bill Bryson is an exceptionally funny author. I've read and loved A Walk in the Woods and Mother Tongue, and while this is not quite up to par with them, it still keeps me thoroughly entertained. I borrowed this from my friend, Tasman, and want to finish it quickly so I can return it.


So, eight books I'm currently in. Wow. Guess I've got some reading to do.


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Monday, 3 March 2003
Why can't any of my friends keep the same sleep schedule that I would like?
Topic: Philosophy
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11:18 Tuesday, 04 March, 2003
Ithaca, NY


Why can't any of my friends keep the same sleep schedule that I would like?

Crazy, crazy night last night. Like, I was in the weirdest mood I can ever remember being in. I was totally manic, totally focused. Normally, my mind wanders everywhere, and everything I say goes through a whole series of checks and balances before I can say it with the hope that it won't be taken the wrong way. And that's how I am, all the time. But last night I was entirely uninhibited. And not because I drank anything or took anything or did anything weird. I have no idea why. All I know is that someone would ask me something, and words just came pouring out of my mind, faster than I could type them. Totally blunt and honest. And I have no clue what I would have been like if I were not talking with people on IM. And that's another weird thing -- the number of people who decided to IM me last night. My computer crashed overnight, so I can't say with certainty just how many people I talked with, but I remember being amazed at the number of little IM chat windows that were open on my screen when I went to bed. And, honestly, I wanted to go to bed early last night. I love being up at the earliest light of day, but for some reason we stupid humans have a tendency to want to burn electricity for many hours in the night, just so we can hide our faces from the sun in the morning and sleep. So, just when I was thinking about heading to bed, everybody starts to IM me. But that's O.K., because, in this instance, I was apparently in a really incredible mood for it. I had a lot of fun last night talking with people.


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Ambitious tonight...
Topic: Philosophy
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21:01 Monday, 03 March, 2003
Ithaca, NY


I've been very ambitious tonight, which is unusual for me. What is not unusual is the unnecessary nature of that which I was just ambitious about. Or maybe it wasn't unnecessary. No, certainly not unnecessary, just not as high on the priority list as the other things I possibly should have been doing instead. But it doesn't feel like that. It feels like it was one of the most important things I could ever have done. But my perspective is always skewed, as I have learned. And, knowing that, I always second-guess myself, when I have a moment to think about it.

I wrote a brief e-mail to my friend, Helena, tonight. Not that I can really call her a friend. Honestly, there was only one wonderfully brief time in my life when I could truly call her a friend. At all other times she was just an acquaintance, of varying degrees of closeness. So, lately, she's been one of those 'long-lost' friends, as she has been to me a number of times. I have a lot of those long-lost friends, because I have an amazing ability to get very close to certain people in a very short period of time, and then lose them entirely, making them farther away than they'd ever been, and often taking other friends of mine with them. Sometimes it's my fault, sometimes it's their fault, most of the time I assume it's my fault. But Helena and I share something that has somehow made us always be able to easily bridge that gap of long-lostness and connect again. Of course, this is all under the assumption that we will connect again this time. And maybe my memory fails me (which it seems to like doing); maybe we've only reconnected, like, once. Whatever. The point is, I feel something very special about her, but I never really seem to know what to do about it. The nice thing is, I know that I can send her a short, non-descript e-mail out of the blue, and she will not be weird about it, as most normal people would be. Which, I guess, is a contradiction. So she will be weird about it, but weird in exactly the way that I would want her to be, as opposed to in the way that normal people would be. And maybe that's what's special about her. She's weird, but weird in many of the ways that I am, so we understand each other. Or so I think. I guess we'll see.


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Sunday, 2 March 2003
Darkness comes quickly.
Topic: Nature
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18:00 Monday, 03 March, 2003
Ithaca, NY


I have a spectacular view from my apartment, and I get to see beautiful sunsets when I'm home for them. I've always dreamed of living in this type of setting: on top of a hill, with a west-facing window, looking at rolling hills of forest and farmland. There's a hill I used to drive over on the way to or from my parents' house when I was growing up, and I was forced to pull over and stare out the window at least once a week. In the mornings I'd crest the hill south-bound and gaze at the amazing pall of fog over the river in the distance, and the beauty of early-morning light. In the evenings I'd take the turn that faced me west over a cowfield and almost fall off the road, struck by the colors of the sunset. And at night, the number of stars visible out there in the country truly amazed me. The city lights are enough to block out most of them all through town, but just by driving five or ten minutes in the correct direction one can reveal the cosmos. The road takes me up a north-facing climb, pointing my windshield in the direction farthest from town and displaying the fascinating night sky. Where I live now the sky is even more amazing. There are many fewer city lights to disturb things.
But darkness comes quickly. Five minutes ago, the sun was shining directly in my face, forcing me out from behind my desk and making me clean my bedroom floor (ah, I'd been looking for those...), and, the next thing I knew, it was time to turn all the lights on. But I held off, because doing so makes that sunset disappear from my view. And now I'm typing in the dark, staring at the sunset, and occasionally glancing at the screen to find out which words I've totally botched the typing of. With all of the things in the world to get me pissed off and depressed, it's nice to bask in some simple pleasures every now and then.


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Thundercat for dinner & snowshoeing.
Topic: Nature
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00:01 Monday, 03 March, 2003
Ithaca, NY


Moulin.jpgMore visitors! My friend, Thundercat, came over for dinner last night, and we watched Moulin Rouge. It's one of many, many DVD's I bought in China for what amounts to about one U.S. Dollar apiece. Neither of us had ever seen it -- I bought it because US$1 to own it is cheaper than the price to rent it, so any movie I might have ever been interested in renting was worth buying. Anyway, it was interesting, but a little too eclectic and busy, and WAY too mainstream. Like, overly dramatic; too short (not enough development of anything); and containing the obligatory radio songs. But it was funny at times, and certainly worth a dollar. Though I'm not sure I'll watch it very often; I think it'll make a good gift.

In the morning we met up with a few friends of hers to go snowshoeing at a nearby State Park. It was beautiful, and I just LOVE how much snow we have this winter. They had never snowshoed before, but everyone had a great time. It felt really good to get out and active and make use of this fantastic winter we've had. I was a little fatigued from staying up too late and then having a tiny breakfast, but we survived. And it's great to get that well-deserved nap after playing outside.

Tomorrow will be a nice day to sleep in, get some cleaning done, and maybe go shopping or something. There is a number of things I've been meaning to get done, but my work schedule typically conflicts with the open times of businesses around here.

IM'g with TwinkleToes, Tater-Tots snack, then bed.


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