i am troubled, yet im still here bludging and still not doing enough work to catch up!
i dont know. is it okay to be honest? coz sometimes people cant handle honesty. actually i want people to be honest with me nad not be some fake person or lie, i tell the person the truth if they piss me off or i if am happy with them or when they ask a question....
people get pissed off if someone is being honest...i dont ......i feel bad when somene tell me somethnig bad about me but at least it is the truth, i sit down and think about it and their view and me....then i act........one thing is also about jugement but i'll say more about that later
but sometimes when i know the person is a bit fragile and not in the mood, i still the truth, but i have to sugar coat it.....
there is no point lying or being fake..........just get over that and be true, being honest means ----- u dont have to remember all ur lies and get caught.....(got that somewhere) i am not saying that u should not lie or that i dont lie, but i tell the truth most of the time, its easier and better......
and for some reason i like things in the open, not being cooped in someones' feeling or head.....i did that and it droveme crazy so i just say it and let them know
this does that mean i am an open book, no, there is so much more about a person and about me.....at least im not a closed book.........guarded with a lock and key......
most of these things i say might not be for everyone, but at least be honest most of the time!
other times all u can do is lie or what they call white lie....thats cool....
i feel bad for ever judging people....i mean i do that, but i want to stop.... especially when i am making pressumptions, but sometimes i have to say what i think.....and thats judgement......is that ok
its bad, yet i cant help it, i just make sure that i dont judge too fast and hastely and that i make sure or try to see their point of view or step in their shoes.......then maybe i have an inkling on what they are thinking.....
there is no point of being narrowminded, coz one day. u will swallow what u say or live with ur mistake........be open minded and listen to what others have to say, u dont have to belive them, just listen and think and try and see where they are getting at......maybe u will learn something, or it can be a waste of time, but at least u cared enough to listen...........
i am not saying listen all the time even though u dont care, u dont have to let the burden of the world engulf ur being, but all i can say to end this circle of ideas is dont worry! be happy!
i hope that makes a bit of sense....
i have to go! people to see! places to explore!
(ps. some of the stuff i write in my own blog is the same as what i write here and vice versa - hope thats cool ! its just that i dont want to repeat myself ! )
I have not been on for a while. So I thought I'd come on today and catch up on my blogging.
Today I will be going to a Uni friend's house and start to shoot our video for uni. It goes for only a minute. It is going to be really hard to shoot a video (especially our story) in a minute! The first video I had to make for uni was about two minutes and the next was 7 minutes! Why must I go back to 1 minute? GRRRRR!!!!!! This subject is the same as a subject I did ast year. When I wanted to do it in semester 2, 2001 I was advised not to because t was the same as another subject I was doing. It was on a different campus, so had a different name. So I did not do it. Now, I am doing it. I did not mean to. Due to a whole lot of stuff changing with the unis this year, the name of the subject name changed. So I picked it without knowing I've already donr it. Thing is, it did not say "Formally named..... " or something. Why dont they say "This is the same subject as..... " or at least have the sane descriptions? GRR!!! I don't mind doing this subject because it means I get to play around with more equipment, and Werrington is digital, whereas Quakers Hill is half digital (the editing) and half analogue (the editing and cameras).
I'll write again later...
love ness...... :: posted by us friends 10:54 AM [+]
Saturday, April 27, 2002
im baaack.
Question for my helpful friend Arvin: Wokbot my "web massther" wants to ask question of you. have u seen those sites where they make the scroll bar kinda invisible? i mean it is the same design as the rest of the page layout, not the usual boring grey thing. Wokbot visits these sites but all she sees are the boring old grey scroll bars and not the nice fancy ones, (i can see it on my comp). oh, she uses IE5.
please get back to me on this, she wants to learn how to do those scroll bars but shes gotta see one first. If u have no idea what im going on about, get back to me and il try and get u an example of these fancy scroll bars.
thanx buddy! teri :: posted by us friends 1:57 AM [+]
by the way all...
my old site has been scrapped and i have found a new home. but please, do not get too excited! There is no content up yet. You can still use the old link to get there. I'l keep u posted...
tata from teri :: posted by us friends 1:17 AM [+]
good midnight all!
tonight i saw 40 days and 40 nights. i was so not interested in watching it but was outvoted so i saw it anyway. It had some it's moments, quite a number of funnies actually but there are also so many holes plot wise. i kept getting pissed off when i thought "wait a minute, how can this be when..." blah blah blah, and so on.
wot was my movie vote? resident evil. but i think one of the others was scared of watching it so its good i didnt make a fuss when got outvoted. dont like making ppl suffer...much =)
so what was i doing yesterday and this morning? i was making carol a slip dress to wear under her see-through dress so she wouldnt be walking around practically naked for a wedding on saturday. and well that is basically it.
ive got to go back and check on the food im cookin
1> the comments thing is still there so dont worry - sometimes the server for that provides the comments thing needs to maintain their system and then the comments disapper, and after a few hours it will come back up!
2> ok....when you blog, before you press post or publish make sure u copy what u wrote first and paste it in notepad or something, coz sometimes, if your typing for a long time and your not doing anything it thinks you have logged out and will disregard what was u just typed.......so make sure u copy it first at notepad before u post/publish it.....it has happened to me so many times and it pisses me off speically if i wroote so much and it just disappers.....and sometimes it takes a while for them to see it in the page coz many people might be posting as well....
ok dokes...hope that straighten things out!
thats cool!!!!!
ps. sometimes i cant see this page at a uni. computer.....so i have to log in to read it...lol....anyways its ok...
ok news from my world - i wanna start a band or a group where i can perform and travel and people loves my group....its like a dream.......not that serious about it, its just a thought thats cool.....ok i have lotsa studying this weekend...if i actually do it.....lol.......
ok.......have a great weekend everyone.......... :: posted by us friends 9:18 PM [+]
hmmm, having one last go at this. weird, i see the post i did an hour ago in the editing place but i dont see it on the published us_friends pg. lets see wot happens then.....
ness, the comments thing, it used to be next to the [+] sign dowwn the bottom of this message there. Where is it? is a question for arvin :) arvin, where is the comments?
:( one of my blogs is missing too. blah, dont matter
its goodo that i dont feel like im talking to myself anymore! lol..... dont have anything to say. just was wondering if anyone wrote. now that u have i dont have time to respond :( and teri, where is this comments thing that u were speaking of yesterday??? luv ness.
im at uni again and im just waiting for a friend to help me with the prac and stufff andn its due at 3pm......yeah i need help...but its ok, im not depresss.......the depress state is over for me.....one reason is this gift that my friend gave me , its a book titled " when i loved myself enough" by kim mcmillen. its awesome, u can read it in 30 minutes with time to think/reflect about each passage its awesome like i said, its suppose to be a joke since they joke about me being vain so viv gave it to me as a joke and it turned out really well....ok cheers and have a great day all!
yeah totally, teachers help a lot in the ablily to learn and take things in, yes just like today, i have this tutor and its so hard to understand him and he has an accent and he is not even enthusiastic when he teach if he does well i cant feel the enthusiasm, so me and my my friends just try and write some notes and pass this book around where we write stuff......its cool......but the lecturer for the same subject is tomorrow and she is so animated and great, so its really cool !
im still at uni with my uni friends mariebel, viv and jos......were doing this lab. so its kinda good, its like teamwork even though its suppose to be individual work.....
yeah im feeling so much better feeling really happy and everything....i feel lik i can do anything and survive anything.....its 7pm and still at uni...i left for uni at around 10 am...
jos and me and viv at a long lunch were talking about the great 80's the music the movies and tv shows and stufff.....yeah they were less image conscious/related and not very sexually explicit and very raw and real.....and now everything becoming plastic and fake......is that our fault, did we involve into that pop culture or are they shoving things in our brains, hypnotyzing us......
the crossroads movies, well its not a complete waste of 10$, although the acting and story is very typical and not that great, the message that i like is overprotected and being in the transition in ur life where u are not sure about many thing, being true to urself and having the friends u make and a family that suppoorts you......so those are the themes that i like.....ok...too sopppy. but its true....
tell you about An's party later on!....later! :: posted by us friends 7:12 PM [+]
Goodevening!
Why am i on at this unusual hour? well its unusual for me since its before 11pm. I am supposed to be cooking ba-on (from home takeaway) for tomorrows lunch but i cant be bothered so everyone can just make do for themselves. Or i might cook later.
Anyway i discovered that a good teacher makes all the difference in enjoying a subject. Today i started Accounting 2 again (i failed it last time) and i have a different teacher, he's fantastic! I understand things now and i thought i was just plain stupid last time! Yes, im very enthusiastic this time round. im determined to pass! Plus i have found an old friend who used to do nursing with me, shes in my accounting class now! im muchly happy :P
More on TAFE, tomorrow is my presentation and i am looking forward to it. Not that i WANT to do a presentation but it will be over and done with finally! Hoorah!
Last night i had upset tummy and so decided to have some tea. Unfortunately i got carried away with the tea drinking and all that caffiene kept me awake till 4am and i had to get up at 8am!
Ness, sorry couldnt meet ya today. Arvin and Bec, i miss u :(
I have ann hour until I need to leave for uni, and instead of doing my reading for uni, I am writing to all of you....... Did I shock anyone with what I wrote last time I wrote? I was thinking about it later on, and was very muchly disgusted in myself. It is not that I wrote anything too suggestive. I just felt icky when I was thinking about it later on. So sorry if I shocked anyone :) ......... Does anyone know how to put a video (dv) onto the computer? I am making a video using a DV camera (digital) and dont want to spend so much to send it overseas. So I thought that I could send it virtually. It makes sense to me - it is already 0's and 1's. Shouldnt it be really easy to send it? Thats my logic. But, apparently, its not that easy. Anyone have the cables and/or knowhow? Yes, yes, Boy is really good with this kindda stuff. I just want to be able to send it, and he says I need all this stuff. So, if anyone knows a way I could do it, pease tell!.......... Um, what else?......... Nothing else...... So I shall say ttfn until next time....... luv ness.
I am about to go to bed. But I thought I'd just sign in and say hi to you all.... HI!
Congrats Teri! Yay for you muchly!
The issues, hmm? Well, lets just leave hat up to the imagination, shall we? lol... I will say that I say things to him that a girl really shouldnt say to a married man with kids! But, he started it! The latest with that is that when I am in New York, we are going to "accidently" meet (for all those that dont know, he lives in Vermont, 5hrs north of NYC) and have some naughty fun at Central Park (Teri knows why).... it wont happen coz I'd never do anything with a married man, especially since I'll come home and he will be going back to his wife.... on second thoughts, though, itd be something to truly remember! lol...... I WONT DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!! I have had enough of getting involved with a man who has children and/or a woman who is still in his life in a big way.... sob.
Oh, on a much happier note, my Canadian friend is getting married today in Las Vegas. They got engaged a few months after they met. Not even a month after that theyre getting married...... Id love to be there, but I obviously cant be.
I dont have anything more to say......
Good night everyone!
Love ya all! ness....
p.s i have a thing for the ........ thingees. i dont know why..... :: posted by us friends 10:34 PM [+]
2.45pm on a Saturday arvo!
hello hello!
IVE FINNISHED MY ASSIGNMENT! YAY ME!
ive ended up with 9, yes, 9 pages of work which i have to try and fit into a 5minute speach on Wednesday. Think ill just talk really fast.
i have broken my "confined to the house" commitment. my cousins went to the video store and i just couldnt resist going over to watch "Texas chainsaw massacre III". good thing is i used none of my depleted cash reserves, but i didnt finnish the movie :( We also saw "The Prophecy III" This series has/had so much potential to be great, unfortunately it hasnt quite gotten to that level ( i luv it anyway). i dont think its stopped it from being cult status movies though, part one is anyway, i think.
Bec, The Rock. hmmm, kinda cute i think.
Umm arvin, the dream....i think over to bec for that one :P
Ness, ooo, what issues i wonder? hehe, my nosey nosey hobbit!
*sending some luv* teri :: posted by us friends 2:33 AM [+]
Friday, April 19, 2002
Hello again,
I hope you have fun at An's party tonight, Arvin! Is that the An I sat next to in class? I wonder..... hmmmm.......
One of my American friends just came on, and I must discuss many-a issue with him..... I'll write again later. :)
its 8 am friday morning, i decided that i am not going to uni today coz i have a party to attend tonight......its An's 21 st from JP2 if u guys remember her, the only other people that i will see and talk to would be probably be Sharon Singh and Florabelle, i hope they come, also other people would be Victoria, Karen, Margaret, Monica.....yeah, but im not very cummy with them, its this restaurant at the city close to central or next to QVB i have no idea how to get there and i dont know what time we will meet.....i can not not go coz its An's 21st and i dont want to disappoint her, i have to go, i want to go, but a little piece of me is i asking that, do u really wan to go? for sure i do, but the question is said in a sarcastic stupid tone, im just wacked....yeah..i want to go for her and for me...to have fun and see some old friends....too
watched crossroads with my uni friends yesterday, its ok. that is all i can say about it, they put too much story in it, they try and make it complicated and most of the isues has been done before and the acting is ur typical teen movies, ok yet, candy like, but i guess it enteratined me for a while, but for some reason i can never get a way from reality, i dont sit there and let it drown me, most of the time it does though - i get swept away in the place and time and it feels so weird and so good, but then i start thinking about me and how its effect and relate to me and the whole scheme of things and that leds to me just thinking about my life completely...not all sad though...and by the time i know it im flying and feeling like the actors and im back to being swept away......urghhhhh...... but thats just me....
yeah i have to get some cleaning done b4 i get out tonight and i also learnt how to access my directory at uni from home...so i can get a lot of work...yey..happy happy joy joy....and do some studying this weekend......wish me luck
i had this bad dream as wel....for some reason i was at england studying and the queen and a few celebrety was in this underground tunnel where i got there by fly running and we all went to see her and i saw my family and friends and some people who i dont know from uni...and then suddenly it became prayer thing and said that if i dont change or do something, i dont know about being nice or spiritual and giving or something, i will be taken by the evil and die.....i felt so scared and sad and i started saying i love u to everyone.......then we started to fix and do the precautions for me not to die and be taken over online and all of the sudden i woke up.......and i also remeber this lady using her glass earing to decide what should happen (like tossing the coin) and it shattered in the ground , and i started laughing....while they were picking it up....i didnt help pick it up........weird.....and rhen the whole prayer thing started......yeah creppy.....no idea what about....ok
hello all, i am soooo bored, its 2.50am and no one is on. was doin some research on the net earlier. i think ill go and check if ananda lewis is on........ blah, its still letterman.
i am soooo bored! i am so tempted to leave the house tomorrow but i shouldnt coz i have committed myself indoors until monday. today i was so bored i started thinking of things i could do once i let myself out of the house. i was combing my hair and thinking "i really need to get some more bleach to make my hair lighter" then i was brushing my teeth and thought, "i really need a new toothbrush". when i had my shower i thought "i really need a bathrobe, i must go out and buy all these things". Just now i was thinking as a side note to myself: "i really want to buy a hotdog"
okay, im gonna go and surf
byE from bored little teri :: posted by us friends 2:46 AM [+]
Thursday, April 18, 2002
hehehheheehe...............they have nickname for me, my uni friends call me arVAIN.....hello ...imnot vain right?
uni, is all i do....uni this uni that.............i wish i have more stuff to occupy my mind, thats cool.....hello all. and of course lefties YEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! blog more later :: posted by us friends 10:50 AM [+]
ur so cute teri! :: posted by us friends 10:19 AM [+]
hey all! LEFTIES RULE! go ARVAIN! i just been to ur site, we lefties are sooooo IT!
So what hav i done today? assignments, watched passions, couped up at home doin assignment, being very dedicated in not leaving the house and not spending my depleted cash reserves. Yes people, i hav discovered that not leaving the house is a good way of saving cash! yay me!
Goodnight all teri :: posted by us friends 1:04 AM [+]
Wednesday, April 17, 2002
Good evening everyone!
I am running a little personal survey that consists of one question..... you meet a guy (or a girl, for any males who real this - Arvin.)and organise a movie thing with him. The way it goes is you mention you're going to the movies on tuesday and he can come along if he wishes. The next day you realise that going to the movies on Tuesday is not any cheaper coz you need to pay for the travel, when you need to go to Parramatta on Wednesday anyway. You call him and explain this to him. Is this blowing him off? I see it as just being practical. If someone asked me to just change it to the next coz it's more practical, I'd see it as just that - postponing to a more practical time. And, it's not like its a week later! It's ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!! What are your thoughts?
Thank you for your well wishes Arvin! I did not go as well as I hoped I would. But, that's okay. I would probably get one day of work out of them, and thats it, out of the agency anyway. I have enrolled (registered?) with two other agencies and have got one day of work out of each. The woman yesterday was really easy to talk to, so that was good! I saw that Video Ezy are looking for people. So I picked up an application form. I so don't like the way these forms are done! I mean, my paid work is pretty pathetic! But, I have got a lot of voluntary work under my belt. Not to mention all my films! But, do they have anywhere on these forms for this info? NO!!!!! Grr! So I am going to just staple that info with the form when I hand it in tomorrow.
I wanna do that too Arvin! Lets do it - go out on the town one night!
I am of mixed opinions of City Extra at Parra. I usually like it. But, the last time I went there, the waiters were very rude! And they made us pay before we got our food. It does make sense since we were outside. But You dont have to do that anywhere else. It just felt wrong to pay, then eat..... I will go back there!
I seem to be whinging a lot on here! I wish my hair would dry (whinging again, Ness) coz I want to get to bed. I am so tired! i woke up at 3am and couldnt get back to sleep. I ended up doing the 6am Yoga and 6:30am Aerobics..... It was a good thing to do in the morning. I wish I could have done more! My head started hurting again this morning (I have had a headache pretty much for three weeks) so i couldnt do too much :((
Oh, I had an assessment due at uni today, and we were starting with the digital editing system. So, even though I so did not want to go to uni today, I knew I had to. The class started at 9am. I knew as I was walking up the big hill to uni that I had to go to the doctor. These headaches are just getting too bad! And I have never had them for so long. So, in out break at about 10:30am I told my tutor that I'd have to leave at 10:50 or so (the class is meant to end at noon) because I needed to go to the doctor and he shuts at noon (I later found out its 1pm). My tutor went all angry at me. She kept saying that I'd have to come back in the afternoon to the next class to learn the editing. I told her I couldn't. So she said that I was telling her, not asking her if I could leave.... who asks to leave a class? We just leave!...... She kept getting angry at me. She said that she understands if I am sick, but I should not miss uni. I don't think she believed me! How rude! I knew the week was important, but she does this all the time - leave the important stuff until late in the class. And, I did go to uni even though I was in a lot of pain. This is my fave subject coz I can be creative and it is entirely film. Episodes like today don't make me like it, though.....
Enough whinging for one night Ness! Good night everyone......
Love Ness. :p :: posted by us friends 10:08 PM [+]
hello...just checking....my post isnt coming up...... :: posted by us friends 9:34 PM [+]
Tuesday, April 16, 2002
hey ness good luck with the typing thing and the interview!!!! u'll do weell!!!!!! wow, teri that is so cool!!!!!!!!!! i am so jealous! sounds like u had an aweosme time, and that place is like first class!!! yeah city extra is great, been there and yes they serve pancakes at midnight...lol.....weird........they have a branch at parra too.....i wish we can do that, i would love to eat beside the harbour and then walk in the hardbour, then go to a club to dance then finish at a pub to talk and reflect.....then sleep at the hotel...top floor like teri.... excelentie....my imagination is running wild!!!!
no, i know of french kiss but i dont remember seeing the whole movie. passions that is so corny and so funny to watch, it does gets annoying but its entertains, so its cool........
no, its a goup thing, if we dont use it, theres no point, its a totally a group effort and its so successfullll.....i love it, i love u guys.....i get to know u guys again......i mean i know what ur up to and thinking so i feel connected back again....remember that time teri and ness when we were at johns party and we were getting driven home by teris mum and dad and we were feeling kinda happy that we saw everyone, yet we were down coz we wont see them until next 3/6 months... sometimes a year and its kinda like yeah......for now....i love this connection.......we should all be proud of ourselves......its kinda like highschool when we write letters to each other, well not me, but little notes that we pass around and that book we wrote about our family where cat, sum and me are triplets, remember that.....so many memories......
yeah, i am at uni right now, and its 6:55pm and im with jos, viv and hosai......just net surfing.....trying to do work but cant, lol......yeah....were going home soon......uni work is not fun.....and very pressured, since u have to pass.......its like life or death.....i need help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hlep me......i want to graduate now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean, i enjoy meeting my uni friends and talking and hanging but when work comes, im so clueless............blah......i need help.......please pray for me!!!!!!!!!
mmm....teri is getting sex and the city style.....let me seee.....mmmm....cool........such a cool lifestyle.....
yeah....what else......alias is so good....its such a cool show....im always at the edge of my seat.....
ok....gonna go home!!!!!! take care all.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and god blessss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! regards to all the other people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love, arvin
Like in most Meg Ryan movie, she annoys me in "French Kiss". She always has this character to her that I just don't like. If I was Kevin Kline in that movie I'd so not want to go after her. I'd use her to smuggle in my plant and necklace, and then leave.... if she has any suspicion I'd hire someone to kill her (or even if she doesn't, just coz she's annoying.... that's how it is on "Passions") just so that she doesn't tell anyone....... Speaking of Passions, they are annoying me again! We all know that Sam's brother (I can't think of his name) is not going to allow Sheriden to get killed (and we know she doesn't die). So why doesn't the guy who is trying to get her killed just do it himself? The amount of time that these people spend on the phone saying "is the job done?" it's amazing they get anything done!
In "French Kiss" I thought it was ass, not eyes..... but eyes makes much more sense!
Well, I think it's about time I get ready..... I have an interview-like thing in the city. hopefully I can get some work out of it. I came online to catch up on my blogging and to work on my typing.... I am not typing too well today, and that ain't good when, in about 3.5 hrs from now I'll be doing a typing test! so I killed two stones with one bird. lol.
holy smokes! Anyone seen French Kiss with Meg Ryan in it? "my eyes is twitching, you people make my eyes twitch".
Hello everyone! To explain the above quote, there is so much blogging i hav missed, so many to read! Okay well there are two reasons as to why I hav not been able to read or blog in yonkers. Firstly i have been sick (still blocked nosey right now) and second, i have spent the weekend in the city.
Okay, the sickly thing. I dont have the flu as in cant get out of bed flu. Had a mucousy, cough, congested throat thing with a litte sinus trouble added. Went to doctor (i never go to the doctor, even when i had a stomach virus and was starving!) and am still currently on a course of antibiotics. For those of you who dont know, i hardly ever take medication ie antibiotics. The only thing i take "regularly" is paracetamol and the like. So what is my reason? Weird, i never really looked at it conciously before, i mean i never actually said to myself, "i am not going to take medication because...." But i guess i do it because i dont wana develop an immunity to too many drugs. I know the chance of getting immune to antibiotics is slim, but hey, call me paranoid, pedantic, whatever. Btw, i have no medical qualifications okay so dont be alarmed by this whole immunity thing im talking about!
Right! To the second reason. I spent the weekend (being Friday night up to Sunday morning) in the city. Where, Why and How? My cousin who is based in US for work reasons is back in the country for work reasons also. His company is paying for his accomodation at the Renaissance Hotel [BEC, thats where u stayed right?]. Anyway he was going away for the weekend so he gave his sisters and i the key to his room. It was all very exciting and i was a little nervous when we walked in, i mean we just walked right passed reception, thank god they didnt ask us any questions! We were on the 31st floor! (just thought to mention that since there are only 32 floors). We couldnt make too much noise cause it was supposed to be 1 male occupant in the room, not the three of us. Also the top 5 floors of the hotel is reserved for corporate clientele so we stuck out like sore thumbs when we were in the hallway! yep, we pretty much stayed in the room or went out in the city coz if we wandered around too much they might have realised that we never actually checked in to the hotel! But hey we were on the 2nd top floor, spent two nights and two days in the city without doing the long trek back home in between. Who could ask for more? We ate mostly at City Extra! Bec, i love that place! where else could u order pancakes at 11.30pm! We also dined at a place in The Rocks and had a beer at Lowenbrau (lots of men in cute lederhosens, love those knees!) Also for those who like Sex in the City, i bought myself an outfit from Glebe markets which is very Carrie (think "saturday night fever") and unfortunately not very me :( But i made up for it by my purchase of some very funky pink slippers.
On other news, i have made some progress on my antidiscrimination presentation and i am on holidays (not really, doing assignments).
okay, stay happy people.
I thank and pay homage to ARVIN, for making our little piece of home on the net :)
OMG...hello everyone.....im such a slack...i havent posted for a week.....arghhhhhh....so sorry, i had a really busy week....
i hope u all read my comments, and the quick tag / messages on the left corner thing......
yes, im so happy and kinda sad about the last week, some assessments i did better, the others are kinda crap. i wish everything i do is perfect and right 100%...i wish..... please read the comments thingyies...coz thats where i answers some of the questions instead of writing them or bringing up the subject again on my post....so please read the comments thing under each blog post......
cool.....yes now where to begin my rants and raves
last friday night i waited for the train for half an hour and when i got to the bus station i waited for yet another half an hour for the bus......urghhhh....im so bored.... i was all alone and this is around the time of 7pm to 8pm at night......ummmm and i just had enough for the bus....and i had 5 cents left....i am so rich....!!!!!!! lol........so cab/taxi is not an option.....i called home but they all left...just after i called.......so i though of walking to the game, the place they went to but im not walking in the dark for at least 15-20 minutes.....in mt. druitt. i want a car........please let me win a competion or the lotto.......i'll take you guys out for sure!!!!!!!!
shows that i love are malcom in the middle . sex and the city and alias.......ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! they are so cool!!!!!!!!!!!! i love monday night tv. they are so good.....
ok......i'll write blogs offline....coz if i want to i can never get online coz my family are expecting a call or someone is using the comoputer.......so i forget everythnig.....u'll be hearing from me , dont worry.....more to come......
ps. again........please write and read and use comments more often.. i mean its toally up to u....u dont have to.....just a thought.......ok cool
thanks for tuning to arvins episode...to be continued.......
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!always!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arvin :: posted by us friends 3:21 PM [+]
Sunday, April 14, 2002
Sumrah says:
"hey ask every1 for me if they wanna go out 2 the movies i wanna watch queen of the damned"
The comment I speak of in relation to the wrestling was on the news on the day they came to Australia.... he was saying that it is not a sport, but they do use sportspeople, when asked if what the WWF people do is sport.... I dont care what he said afterwards, All I care about is that he said it is not a sport. I agree you'd need to be incredibly fit and all to do what these people do. I was want the "its not a sport" comment.
I have something to whinge about..... nailpolish brushes! Why do they not reach the bottom of the bottles? I have perfectly good nail polish in the bottle, but I cant get to it coz the brush is too short. And, I know I could tip the bottle to the side, but that gets kindda hard when your left hand's nails have been done, and you're trying to do the right and you're right handed (vice versa for Teri). I is not impossible. But, I am sure that a lot of women in the past have complained about this. Why don't the nail polish makers make the brushesjust a tad longer? I guess it'sa time saving thing. And, it looks better when the brush oesnt touch the bottom of the bottle. I am not asking for there to be brush all the way over the bottom! All I want is a few extra milimetres so that I can get more out of the bottle without being inconvienced!
I have a thing for Scrabble of late. We can't play a lot of our games because pieces are missing. Mahjong is really fun!
I shall now get back to doing the morning stuff before I do some presentation stuff for uni.... boring, but it must be done....
Hey there everyone! This will be a short blog cause I am in serious need of a studying break. I am enjoying studying which some people find weird but it has been full on this week. Blogging seems to be my "break past time".
Hmm in relation to Vanessa's comment about Vince McMahon's comments, what arguments are you speaking of? Wrestling as in WWF wrestling is not a conventional sport but it is a sport...it is sports entertainment which basically means that matches are pre determined blah blah but the athleticism is still very much real. The wrestlers make sure they sell each other's moves even if they don't hurt because it is part of the entertainment portion. the sport portion is the actual wrestling. Calling it fake which is what Vince did a couple of years back and woah nelly am I mad he did that, is really disrespecting what the wrestlers do. Countless wrestlers have been off for months on injuries and there are a few who have been paralysed for life. Fake is like a soap opera..the character is in a coma but whent he director yells cut, the guy wakes up and goes for a coffee. In wrestling, they are throwing each other off turnbuckles and sometimes they don't get up and it is very much real.
And another comment on the taxi comment. Taxis cost the earth...it costs me almost 10 bucks to get home from the station and it isn't that far. In country areas, cab drivers don't like it because they want to be able to possibly get a fare that will take them back to the city but in reality, their travel back without fare would still mean they get a profit from that 50 buck ride. I don't like cab drivers much and even the suburban ones are pissing me off lately so I walk home nowadays or take the bus.
I love kids' logic. The pool outside our apartments has not been cleaned in some months (altogther now..eww!) and neither has its accompanying spa. The kids still swim in it though and the water is a dark green now...but lately, the kids say to each other "we won't swim in the pool but the spa should be ok cause it is smaller"...the spa is as dirty as the pool but you know, kids' logic. hehe. And no amount of telling them the actual logic stops them from jumping in.
Hmm lately I have rediscovered my love of board games. I love the daggy ones like Hungry Hippo and Trouble and the smarty-pants ones like chess and scrabble. And I really love Uno. Only learnt that one a couple of months ago ... Uno, where have you been all my life? I want to play Mahjong cause my mum used to play it till the wee hours of the morning with her sisters and brothers and I want to see what the fuss is all about. But I love board games...I wanted to do strip poker as well but my idea was to play it and start off naked cause that would give people a real incentive to win so they could get their clothes back on. Apparently, I have been told, that is less fun. Haha oh well, no matter.
Anyways, might check out my ebaying site right now. Stay cool and crazy/beautiful people. ..... Love Bec :: posted by us friends 5:41 PM [+]
Good afternoon everyone!
Today is five years since my dad's heart attack. So we're going to Pizza Hut (yey, go to fat place to commemorate something that was caused by fat, among other things). So, I am only gonna be on for a sec.... just two comments on what Bec said....
1. I was watching the WWF stuff on the news a few days ago. Vince "the bug-eyed man" Mc Mahon said that what the wrestlers do is not a sport. Why did he not say that fir me to hear three years ago? I would have won so many arguments! lol.
2. If you go to Lithgow and want to go to Portland by cab (meanwhile, what country are we in? Theyre taxis here. And why do people say "taxi cab"? That is like saying "taxi taxi". Just a thought), it's not all that easy. It costs $50. But not all the drivers are willing to go coz its a long way, and there is only $50 - there is not gonna be a fare back.
Hey there again friends and visitors. My God I am blogging at a daytime hour!! I am home studying right now and trying to get a real head start on my studies. I feel like I am getting nowhere with it. And yet I have been handing in assignments and stuff but stillf eel like I have not made a real dent in the workload.
I am two minds about tomorrow. Three WWF superstars are coming to Fox Studios to promote their upcoming tour (yay!) but the most rabid of fans found out and are planning to camp outside the gates at 5 in the morning..the autographing session does not start till 4 in the afternoon and they are only signing for 2 hours so I don't think I will get an autograph...I am rabid but at 5am I am also asleep and I am more rabid about getting sleep than seeing Vince McMahon..bugger. Plus I get really stupid around celebrities I really admire, these wrestlers I have a lot of respect for but unfortunately, if I ever met them, a sentence like "HI there, my name is Rebecca and I love the work you do" would probably come out like "Hi I think I just peed my pants"...I don't know why I get starstruck and it annoys me that I do. I hate not acting myself and going all silly cause I am thinking "this is not me but this is what they will see" if I ever met them and what they will see is a rambling lunatic who may or may not want an autograph...cue for extra security over in section b please......
In other events, people are dropping like flies in the city, so many people I know have come down with the flu. I have been sniffing all over the place like a coke addict and I have had friends take almost a week off work. Like I said to someone, Hitler may have won the war had he hired a giant to sneeze on his enemy countries. Just a thought. I hope the city all gets well very soon or we are gonna be snot central.
Wanker story Part # 457786..city bus drivers. They are rude, anxious, restless and downright assholic. I missed two buses once and I was standing at the bus stop!! Why? Cause the bus driver could not be bothered waiting for me to walk up to the door to get on so he just took off.....twice that happened! And they hate it when you give them any sort of bank note to break. I paid for a $ 1.50 fare with a five buck note once and I got the dirtiest look...like paying with anything other than coins is a public transport cardinal sin. I guess I am unaware of the etiquette....and even if I knew it, screw it.
And finally Wanker story Part # 457787 - City Taxi Drivers. Don't get me wrong..I happen to like suburban taxi drivers, they are the ones who help you take the groceries in and out of the trunk but the city drivers...I got into a cab once at Alexandria and I did not know my way to this street in Alexandria. I told the driver and he looks at me and says "Oh that isnt far...get out of the cab, you can walk",.....I was so shocked that I did get out. I could not believe he was so rude but then, he said it was just down the street so I didnt say anything in case he was right...how did I know different? Anyway, I walked down that street....for 45 minutes!! and then finally came to where I needed to go. I was so damn mad. It would have been a ten minute cab ride which is why he refused to take me. City cabbies seem to dream of that oasis of a passenger "Take me to Darwin please"....well it aint gonna happen assholes!!! .......I do like people but there are just a few that can really make a dent in the frail human condition.
Gonna try and get more study done now. Hope all you people have a crazy/beautiful day!! ........ Love Bec :: posted by us friends 5:04 PM [+]
hello everyone,
I am at uni right now and have almost an hour to kill. So I thought I'd come into the IT labs and write to all of you.... I have a questions, how do you type paragraphs with the spaces in between? It never works for me! Grr! Grr muchly!.... okay, now that I scroll down the messages, I see that I have done it before. So it works sometimes, but not others. Hmmm.....
Oh, is there any way that the entries can be viewed in chronological order? I dont like this going backwards! I dont like having to scroll down and then up just so it all makes sense! Can i change the way I read it? Does this annoy anyone else?
Yoga is one of the most relaxing things that can be done! I dont see how it could be a religion, because, as Bec said, there is not eactly a God in it. But, I can see why people can feel it is. There is definitely something at ork when you're doing it properly! But, it is just the way you breathe when you do it, not a God thing. Yoga is becoming so popular of late! There is even a show of it before the early morning aerobics. I was watching it, but couldn't be bothered to do it! But, yoga is a great way to relax and refresh! I have not found another exercise that I feel so refrehed after. When I do it, I rarely do the whole breathing thing because I do yoga without my glasses on. And in order to see the book while in the strange positions, it is requoired that I wear glasses. So I just follow the pics and forget about the breathing.
I so love your dream, Teri, of marrying Atti and having Bloom as your weekend guy!
Someone is rocking my computer and is annoying me! I am determined to believe that the computer is rocking and I am not going insane! The computer is rocking!
I so have a thing about the Albion now! I go there every weekend now, and spend far too much money! I am also losing a lot of sleep due to my inability to sleep during the day, unless I am sick. I also have this thingwhere if I am awake at night, I need to treat it like day with my food. Like, if I wake up at 2am, I need to have "breakfast" as though it was norml getting up time. f I don't then I fel sick the whole day. Now, I know this, but I never follow it. If I am up all night then I also need to eat normal. But, at 3am, what can a girl eat? The food thingee is shut! And I couldn't go to Maccas (as great as that is for my health)coz I would not be able to get back in. Now, I know that there are probaly chips, but that is not food. I guess it'll have to do! I'll try it out tomorrow night.
Hmm... half an hour until my tutorial..... I put in my graduation form about 40 minutes ago..... in about five months I graduate..... I have only nine weeks of classes left of my Undergraduate degree. That is not much at all, especially since i do not have any employment that I could do. I was looking at TAFE courses this moning and found about five (two are in the areas of media andthe other three or so are computery or officy) that I think I'd be interested in. I ae not decide yet what I'll do. This is, they are all about applications due and subjects run in semester one. There is nothing about semester two. So when I am next in Blacktown I am going to go to the councellor people or whoever and ask what is offered. I just want something for half a year. This was just an update on my educational life right now.
I still have tim to kill, but have nothing more to write about.....
How do you people type? With one or two hands? And, with how many fingers? I have been trying to do the two handed thing, but I still end up doing the two fingered on my right hand thing. I must learn to type with two hands. Apparently it is much faster. I don't always find this to be the case. I end up pushing down on keys with my left hand early.... my name is ness and I am a premature presser.....
Well there is no more to be said right now. I think I'll check my mail and then start heading to class since I can't chat... dmn uni computers. lol.
I have really sore feet today because I feel as though walking in the shoes I am wearing today is just breaking them. Teri would know this, I keep falling off the sides of my sandals and it is breaking the leather. so I took them off asI walkwed down to the station this afternoon. As a result, I have blisters on both heels. :((
I am at uni right now and have almost an hour to kill. So I thought I'd come into the IT labs and write to all of you.... I have a questions, how do you type paragraphs with the spaces in between? It never works for me! Grr! Grr muchly!.... okay, now that I scroll down the messages, I see that I have done it before. So it works sometimes, but not others. Hmmm.....
Oh, is there any way that the entries can be viewed in chronological order? I dont like this going backwards! I dont like having to scroll down and then up just so it all makes sense! Can i change the way I read it? Does this annoy anyone else?
Yoga is one of the most relaxing things that can be done! I dont see how it could be a religion, because, as Bec said, there is not eactly a God in it. But, I can see why people can feel it is. There is definitely something at ork when you're doing it properly! But, it is just the way you breathe when you do it, not a God thing. Yoga is becoming so popular of late! There is even a show of it before the early morning aerobics. I was watching it, but couldn't be bothered to do it! But, yoga is a great way to relax and refresh! I have not found another exercise that I feel so refrehed after. When I do it, I rarely do the whole breathing thing because I do yoga without my glasses on. And in order to see the book while in the strange positions, it is requoired that I wear glasses. So I just follow the pics and forget about the breathing.
I so love your dream, Teri, of marrying Atti and having Bloom as your weekend guy!
Someone is rocking my computer and is annoying me! I am determined to believe that the computer is rocking and I am not going insane! The computer is rocking!
I so have a thing about the Albion now! I go there every weekend now, and spend far too much money! I am also losing a lot of sleep due to my inability to sleep during the day, unless I am sick. I also have this thingwhere if I am awake at night, I need to treat it like day with my food. Like, if I wake up at 2am, I need to have "breakfast" as though it was norml getting up time. f I don't then I fel sick the whole day. Now, I know this, but I never follow it. If I am up all night then I also need to eat normal. But, at 3am, what can a girl eat? The food thingee is shut! And I couldn't go to Maccas (as great as that is for my health)coz I would not be able to get back in. Now, I know that there are probaly chips, but that is not food. I guess it'll have to do! I'll try it out tomorrow night.
Hmm... half an hour until my tutorial..... I put in my graduation form about 40 minutes ago..... in about five months I graduate..... I have only nine weeks of classes left of my Undergraduate degree. That is not much at all, especially since i do not have any employment that I could do. I was looking at TAFE courses this moning and found about five (two are in the areas of media andthe other three or so are computery or officy) that I think I'd be interested in. I ae not decide yet what I'll do. This is, they are all about applications due and subjects run in semester one. There is nothing about semester two. So when I am next in Blacktown I am going to go to the councellor people or whoever and ask what is offered. I just want something for half a year. This was just an update on my educational life right now.
I still have tim to kill, but have nothing more to write about.....
How do you people type? With one or two hands? And, with how many fingers? I have been trying to do the two handed thing, but I still end up doing the two fingered on my right hand thing. I must learn to type with two hands. Apparently it is much faster. I don't always find this to be the case. I end up pushing down on keys with my left hand early.... my name is ness and I am a premature presser.....
Well there is no more to be said right now. I think I'll check my mail and then start heading to class since I can't chat... dmn uni computers. lol.
I have really sore feet today because I feel as though walking in the shoes I am wearing today is just breaking them. Teri would know this, I keep falling off the sides of my sandals and it is breaking the leather. so I took them off asI walkwed down to the station this afternoon. As a result, I have blisters on both heels. :((
I would like to complain about something..... did anyone eat the Ghostly Coco Pops? For anyone who does not know, they were both normal and white chocolate Coco Pops. They were so yummy! They were available in a few supermarkets, but not all. After a few weeks they were only in two supermarkets - Woolworths in Parramatta and Coles in Seven Hills. Now, they are available NOWHERE!!!!!!! I'm not at all impressed! I want my Ghostly Coco Pops back! Why do they make something for only a short time? It's ridiculous! The mint Crunchies were weird, so I did not mind them being taken away, even though they did make a slight return and disappearance again.... I just want the Coco Pops back!
- The annoyed girl who just misses her breaky cereal..... :: posted by us friends 4:29 AM [+]
Good morning everyone,
It is now 3:41am and I can't sleep. I gave up about half an hour ago. My mind is just being too active. I am sitting here and feel so tired I could fall over any second. Yet, I get to bed and can't stop thiking about stuff... grr!
I think I shall have a cup of tea and watch some really bad early morning TV.... these shows can be fun! I sometimes so just want to ring up the Danoz people coz at 4am these products just look as though they are must-haves!
I thought I'd write more than this, but that was not to be.
Have a good day everyone!
From one very tired Ness. :: posted by us friends 4:11 AM [+]
Hey there dear friends! Arvin!! I am so glad to hear that the girl took down that stuff from her site....I am glad she finally realised how unfair it was. Things can go back to normal after that ugly episode! Rock on!
Hmm are we going all cyber yoga spiritual eh?....interesting! Let us all relax in our cyber chairs and breathe in positive enrgy and exhale all the negative stuff. Yoga and stuff like it rocks but I find it funny that some take it on as a religion..isnt it just stretching and stuff?? Where is the God in that?
On the topis of alternative therapies, I have tried hypnotherapy where they said similar things set to soft music but it didn't seem to work on me. I kept convulsing in my seat because I was getting so restless. See, I am really interested in alternative therapies. I am first and foremost a Christian which i state cause for some wacky reason, one sees such karmic therapy as another form of religion so just wanna disclaim. But it is really interesting..the psychic network is a bit bogus though I have not tried it out...I have seen ads asking for more psychic workers and the ads go "must have some psychic ability"...like huh? What you have some, and make up the rest??? But things I do stake some belief in are things such as aura readings and tarot, hypnotherapy and psychic healings. Hypno does not work on me but for those that it does work on, they travel back to a time where an "issue" of theirs originated from. the idea is to go back in time in your mind and get closure and then come back and move on. The prospect appealed to me but it just didn't work. Oh well, no matter. Aura readings are great but I wouldn't get mine done unless it was out of curiousity. This is cause your aura changes all the time. You have a primary aura sure but your aura on the whole changes in how you feel, if you are feeling sad, it will mostly be one colour but if you are feeling happy , it may be another.
I saw Nick the other day and we trekked around the city. I really love the city and it is great to have a friend who shares that because I know some people who find the city boring but there is so much to do and see. We trekked around Wynyard and Circular Quay and then Town Hall. Sometimes, it feels like I have seen things for the first time and at night, things look so much different. They retain a different type of beauty. We went to City Extra and had dinner there and I asked the head waietr guy afterwards if I could have the tray they bring the bill on. He laughed and said that normally peope don't ask and just take. Apparently people take all sorts of things like cutlery, pepper and salt shakers, the bill trays, menus, even vases!! Everything bar the tablecloth...I found that really weird. I didnt end up getting the tray cause I felt bad plus the tray isn't really for sale...I just like odd things like that...I also want the Wendys Icccream holder they have on their serving counter that they stick the cones in. Hmm Maybe I am a klepto but a picky one....but then I ask if I can have them....I am a klepto when it comes to matches though...bars and clubs have trademark matchboxes and I take them..have more than a few now. They are free but I don't think I should be taking as many as I do....
Atti is your new honey eh therese?? Interesting line you wrote that Atti has "A new boyfriend"..he is gay?? or was that a typo?? If he is gay, you got a bit of a fight on your hands. Hmm looks like your Orlando diet is over hehe...ah girl, it must have been the new trailer you saw for the film. Plus come June, the DVD for the first one comes out so the hype rises a couple of hundred notches so you're in for a long haul my friend. Orlando is a cutie though...I like his voice most of all. He talks really nicely. And I love the way he rolls his "R" when he says the line in the first film "The ring must be destroyed"..I cannot for the life of me, roll my "R's" when i talk..and I have tried but when I do, I end up sounding like a drowning camel.
Thanks Arvin for adding a link to my Moulin Rouge page....youre the best! I have gotten some weird comments about the site though. Most are via e-mail to me but one was on the guestbook and was from a person claiming to be Nicole kidman and saying that their agent told them to visit the site. How friggin' weird and dumb is that??!! The real Nicole Kidman would not say she was Nicole Kidman cause there is no reason to say that. If she did visit and left a message, she would not state who she was except comment on the page and leave it at that. Celebs dont like to advertise themselves like that....it annoys me when people on the net take the advantage of the faceless communication to act as if they are the superstars they idolise. Mena Suvari went to a webpage once and saw a message from this girl claiming to be her saying "thank you to all my fans" and Mena was freaked out by it. Why be someone else even online? Who we are is someone no one else can be....we should all be proud of that originality and not disrespect it and try and be someone else.
Anyways, gotta head off. Not looking forward to tomorrow with a "have to " encounter with the wanker bankers. I would change banks but St George is good on fees on the whole, they suck like all banks do but not as much. The customer service is just shot to hell. I once argued with a clerk there cause she was sure she had counted 170 US dollars but I was saying "NO lady, it is 178 US dollars" cause I was getting the cash converted. She finally huffed and said "fine, lets see" and counted it and ah ha!! It was 178 US dollars..she mumbled an apology and quickly converted it to cash for me. Haha up her clacker!
Sidenote to Arvin, aww sweetie, of course this is home! Our cyber home with no rent and no bills! What more could one ask for?? We have made this our home, but it was you who cast the first brick in building it. Kudos to you!!!
Hoping you are all happy and healthy! ............ Love Bec :: posted by us friends 4:01 AM [+]
Monday, April 08, 2002
quick messages: 1. as u know i have added links in the side. if u want a link put up, just do it or u can ask me if u dont know html. 2. there are links there now and more will me coming, are u guys ok if people come and see and comment on what we write, just asking, totally up to u. 3. the girl who posted the entry on her site about me, well she put it down coz she realize it was bitchy and slack and its all over now, so its cool... that is all...thanks heaps....ps. this feels really a home now. we made it a home, not just a house. *smile* its all good! :) <3 arvin
i feel revitalized with that, thanks teri! wait. i need to sit properly now. sounds like teri is in love and lovin her self as well, hmmm... ur *evil* side was fasinating, thanks for that, u feeling very comfortablehere now as i have that thats what it should be like everyone else who had a bitch rant, so that totally true
the songs are very lyrically rich, though i have not heard it, it sounds very cool and full of good love i love songs like that... and so here are my favourate words right now, i collectively call them the "ions"
*insparation *motivation *pasion *r/evolution *creation *innovation *communication *determination *jubilation *combination *termination and heaps more...lol...talk about favourates...
i feel so good right now! i had a blackout yesterday night during popstars, bigbrother2 and the first quarter of the sunday movies... we had a candle let dinner and my family sat ij the couch together and talked, really talked anmd laugh
and my friend viv called and i was kinda depress talking about that i could not do my assignments and this week is full of assessments tasks and still at uni while i should have graduated already and the whole incedent with the u know what...lol...im so over that...
then we started talking about the net and blogging and tv/music and i was feeling hogh all of a sudden....lol
but b4 i went to sleep i had this bell/light that said i have 3 priority right now, which are family friends and finishing uni
and the net and tv and stereo well maybe that, i have to add that coz i write about myself, and come to realization about things and learning and enjoying my new found connection with my highschool buddies.........and of course i need intertainment.
about the whole health thing, i try....i will try and exercise...lol...like while i was downloading this music it said 1 minute left so i started doing star jumps..until it finished.....lol...and that was it, daily burst of exercise...lol
hmmmm.....i am feeling so good! i love this, i love us friends!
im back for a quickie! (u naughty minded ppl! well i know i am!)
just thought to mention that the regular bloggers, all four of us have now each had a go of a sort of bitch rant. Hoorah! we should congratulate ourselves and celebrate! Hoorah! congratulations peeps!
i knew there was a bitch in all of us.
hehhehe, feeling very happy, bitchy ranting is rather cathartic. Being a libran i hardly ever do it, no wonder it has had this effect on me.
ah firstly to clear the air of bad vibes. light incense sticks, close your eyes and do the lotus position or prone on the floor or bed. okay now concentrate on your breathing. breathe from your stomach, let your stomach expand as you inhale and shrink it as you exhale. repeat until relaxed, now pic something that makes u happy, keep this image in your mind as you slowly bring yourself back to the present. open your eyes and take your time in getting up.
ahhh, thankyou to darren, the yoga teacher for the tips. Thankyou u beautiful soft spoken man.
Ahhh, "all is full of love" i luv this song by bjork, check it out:
all is full of love (lyrics by bjork)
you’ll be given love you’ll be taken care of you’ll be given love you have to trust it
maybe not from the sources you’ve poured yours into
maybe not from the directions you are staring at
twist your head around it’s all around you all is full of love all around you
all is full of love you just ain’t receiving all is full of love your phone is off the hook all is full of love your doors are all shut all is full of love
Ahh, all is full of love people. welcome this love that is all around you into yourselves, leave the doors open and receive it! i am just so full of loved dovey. could be i am delirious from lack of sleep but also could be because i found a new object of affection/infatuation.
His name is Andre Shneider and he is ORLANDOs best bud. Actually his nicname is Atti. I have decided that Atti is good hubby material for my wedding in germany [note to those not in the know: i am getting married sometime in the future (to a german dude) in a german forest and we shall pick mushrooms to feast with for the reception]. Believe it or not, Atti attracts me purely NOT from his looks. He has some very strong views and i believe he would easily offend a lot of ppl. But he intrigues me. Plus he is german and that just fits right into the wedding criteria. Atti has a boyfriend at the moment...but we will see how long he lasts.....hehehehe *teri finally shows her EEeVil cards* Dont get me wrong here, ORLANDO is still my man but he just aint german. Atti will be my everyday man and Bloom my weekend man. ahhh, tonight i shall dream of Atti and Bloom.....
Yes i am a shameless hussy and as wokbot accuses me i shall declare: yes! I AM a scarlet woman!
for those interested here is info on Atti: http://www.geocities.com/davidboyeruk/Andre_speaks.html or info on Atti and Bloom: http://de.geocities.com/ams78de/ and http://www.geocities.com/davidboyeruk/deedpoll.html
I actually had to type this blog down twice coz i guess i was idle for too long and didnt post it so i lost it the first time. anyway, i shall end now coz im tired. i shall leave u with another song from the wonder that is bjork:
I miss you (by bjork)
I miss you but I haven’t met u yet so special but it hasn’t happened yet you are gorgeous but I haven’t met you yet I remember but is hasn’t happened yet
and if you believe in dreams or what is more important that a dream can come true I will meet you
I was peaking but it hasn’t happened yet I haven’t been given my best souvenir I miss you but I haven’t met you yet I know your habits but I wouldn’t recognise you yet
and if you believe in dreams or what is more important that a dream can come true I will meet you
im so impatient I cant stand the wait when will I get my cuddle? who are you?
I know by now that you’ll arrive by the time I stop waiting
I miss you
Ahhh, some words that i relate to and touch the deepest core of my being.... goodnight all
peace and love to all my dearest and an olive branch of acceptance to my enemies
hey guys. its ok now. thanks for sticking up for me. i had no idea it was gonna turn out like this. i really appreciate you all for cheering me up with the funny email and for the pep talk. lol. i really needed that, i have a better perspective now. thanks again! XOXOXO arvin :: posted by us friends 11:56 AM [+]
Hey there Arvin! I just went off Teri-style on your site. You don't deserve that. I truly believe it was what scavengers and vultures do...they see a small group picking on the "little guy" and they cannot help but join in even if they don't care about why. You made a very small mistake but on the net, it is magnified because it is full of people who have the veiled courage to pick on you for doing it..why? Because they probably come from places far off like India or Florida where you cannot physically touch them but from the comfort of their own home, they try and get at you.
You have to be strong and I know you can. Surrouind yourself with photos of friends, the people who know and love you. Look to your family and you will see more people who love you. These people do not know you so they do not deserve to have you feeling bad about who you are.
I have been getting a similar thing in the form of e-mails from people about my Moulin Rouge site saying how annoying the graphics are and what not...it is not as bad what i get but it did get hard to take at first when people openly criticised my site with bitchy comments like "I have seen so many better ones..what a load of crap" or "your film study page aint exactly an eye opener"...Im like "go away!" There is no ned for shit like that. People are mean here on the net cause they can be. It is faceless so it may very well be some geeky sophomore kid who made some of those comments on your site...on the net he feels two feet taller...but in reality, he will always be a prick. :)
You rock arvin..we would never say crap like that to you because we know you deserve more respect than that. They are up there with the wanker bankers of the world. Be strong and remember who knows you and who loves you. Hopefully you see what we see. :)
Thank God we crap from our asses and not from our mouths cause the amount of bullshit said in this world would mean a serious issue of fertiliser landfill
hi, i was gonna blog a long one after reading your blogs. But i have just been to see arvin's site and all the broohaha thats been happening there. Arvin, im afraid i was a bit naughty on your site. i appologise. i am so full of rage at those asses who dissed you right now that my fingers and in fact my whole body is shaking. i cannot blog anymore coz i am so pissed off. gotta go do some deep breathing. catcha later luv teri :: posted by us friends 12:59 AM [+]
Friday, April 05, 2002
i am felling really bad, sad, angry, sick, annoyed. bec, u saw those people trashed me, its for real and it was my fault in a way, even though i didnt know what i did was wrong
i apologized already
this is what i wrote to her:
and again so sorry for messing up your guestbook.
from they call me: [email] [homepage] 7:32 am - Friday,April 5, 2002 its me again. ok b4 u say anything i just wanna say that u didnt say i am ignorant, i meant unoriginal jacker. just in case... so sorry again. i really mean it, sorry X kazillion...
from arvin [email] [homepage] 7:31 am - Friday,April 5, 2002 hey. i am so sorry, you have no idea how bad i feel for doing that to you. i am so sorry, i had no idea about the whole bandwidth thing, yeah im like u said i am ignorant. i just started this whole blog internet thing last month and i am so cluless. it will never going to happen again, if i only knew i would never have done it. when i saw all that i took it off straight away, and now apologising to u for the stupid shit i did. i know u probably dont care about my apology, but i am so sorry, i had no idea about leeching and stuff. sorry again! later, arvin
from arvin [email] [homepage] 7:13 am - Friday,April 5, 2002
i honestly did not know about it. i am so angry at myself, i feel so bad right now. i know i shouldnt care what they say, but i cant help it....
it hurts when u make a mistake and had no idea that u were doing the wrong thing in the first place, and when people say that kind of hatefull things about you even though they dont know that whole story, they didnt say "did u know what u did is wrong, can u please take it out" but no.....they said completely went off at me...
: ps. the music at the top is from : sonja : is this stuffing up? : yes no maybe i dont know can u repeat the question : i think to be fair to her u should save it on ur own site - it eats up her host's bandwidth : You're fucking lame dog. : stop leeching bandwidth from sonja or a mad goat will crash throught the window to rape you! repent before its too late!! : hey thanks guys..hey gurl listen, it wasn't cool. and listen. id dint get people to come flame you either. : shit. sorry didnt mean to put gurl. haha. hi arvin. thanks for tagging my guestbook btw. : hiya! it was so nice of you to steal the music from sonja ... so original ... do us all a favour and stop being such a leech : hey there arvin! Just wanted to drop a hi! Wow some ppl were rude in their comments here or do u know them and they are just joking?...catch ya later : i am so sorry sonja, i had no idea...
i dont know, and when i i went to the site to apologize i read this
oh shit. hahaha that was a guy who jacked my code. *ROFLMAO*ROLFMAO*ROLFMAO* Friday 5th April 2002
WOOHOO!! EVERYONE PLEASE CHECK OUT THIS LURVELY BABE WHO SO KINDLY STOLE THE CODES FOR THE MUSIC ON MY PAGE AND STUCK IT ON HER SITE!! AND WHAT'S EVEN BETTER IS THAT SHE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO CHANGE THE FRIGGIN TEXT, SO WHEN A KIND FRIEND OF MINE SAW IT ON HER SITE AND THOUGHT "HMM DOESNT THAT LOOK FAMILIAR" AND VIEWED MY SOURCE = VOILA! SHE NICKED IT FROM ME!! WOOHOO! PROPS FOR BEING THE MOST UNORIGINAL JACKER ONLINE!!! YOU GO! now people, lets all go and show her some luuuuuurve
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Sonja Written:Friday, 4/5/2002 2:47:17 AM URL: http://www.star-sparkle.net/sonja Contact: sonjax@cherryfluff.com HEY! thanks for jacking my bandwidth and using my music codes..and you didnt even change the text. congrats..now please could you just take it off, its really not cool of you jacking my hosts's bandwith..
even though they completely dogged me without knowing my situation i still had to appologize,
i started the mess anyway, me so excited and yet so naive about the whole net thing,
the net is as friendly as i thought, people too, i mean i know that, but i would have thought most people would be more understanding and less foul language and go feral in 1 split second.
i think i deserve that, and i also think we live in such a hateful world...or maybe not, i dont know...
i swear i had no idea about it, if i knew i would never do it, you know me...
i have learned my lesson...
in your last letter where u talked about those tellers, i totally agree with you! some people dont see the other peoples view or their situation, they are quick to judge you...
i would write all this at my blog, but i dont know, i dont want them to read this, they dont deserve to read this and coz u guys understand me, i dont want them to comment thta i am complaining and being a sook sad case.
gee i am so not strong and vulnerable saying all these mush...im feeling over it now that all this blah is out. thanks for understanding, i am glad i have friends like you guys... makes the world a better place and makes me smile that its ok.
Hey there everyone once again! And a big Awwwww!!! to Arvin for his comments. You rock man!! Yeah I am so glad that you guys blog so much and stuff...there is a real communication happening here, it does not seem to be soemthing we are doing because we are bored. We are really keeping in touch here...madness!!! And I am really grateful that through here, I can keep in touch with Arvin news! You're pretty much the only friend I don't get to see in the flesh so I come here for my Arvin dose of reality. Thanks for doping me up!
On a side note to Vanessa, I am glad we sorted out the Queensland thing on icq...its all cool now. I was in a bad mood so when I saw the slightest angle that i was being attacked, I went, well, feral. Leave it to spontaniety...remember how that has been our friend all those times before? We can go somewhere cheaper..there are heaps of places right at home in dear old Sydney that we can go and things we can do that it would not feel like we were at home because we would do things and go places here that we had never been to. Heaps of things to!....how do I know? Being flat broke, you persevere and think "ok I cant go and see the Inca ruins in peru today but I can go to bondi and have a smashing time in the meanwhile"
I had a crappy day the other day. In a section I will call "Wanker Bankers", I had a day where it seemed like karma was completely againist me. I must have littered or something cause nothing was going right. I had a few international money orders to deposit into the bank. I got them from ebayers I had done business with and I was looking forward to getting the cash. I went to St George and they said "no we dont accept them" and directed me to a Western Union outlet and they told me that St George does accept them so iw ent back and got in line blah blah..and they told me again "no we don't"..so i had waited in line for half an hour collectively for nothing...I dont know what to do with these money orders now either..they seem to be useless. But the wanker banker thing was when I went to deposit 7 bucks into my account..sure it is not much but it meant I could withdraw a nice even 50 from the account afterwards. The banker girl goes "is that it?" in a real "why bother?" tone. Then I had to go to the bank again and withdraw 17 bucks from my other account anfd I had a banker guy this time. he gave me the :"why bother?" look and tone when I said how much I wanted to withdraw. Then he gives me the cash and goes "Now dont spend it all at once" in a real smart ass voice...thank God he was ugly cause it shits me when jerks are good looking.
So that was my day. Sorry to harp on about it but I hate smart asses...actualyl no, I hate malicious smart asses...smart alecking between friends is much different. Today was better though. wanted to go to the easter Show again but didn't end up going...hence I couldnt get your M and Ms thing Vanessa! Sorry.I was disappointed and sorry too cause I really wanted to go again but things got in the way etc etc and didnt end up going again. Bugger.
Sidenote to Arvin!...complain all you like my mate!! Hell i just did and probably bored the crap out of everyone who has or will read it. There is no censorship here of emotions and feelings. We still love ya! Get it all out!... you dont want to end up emotionally constipated do ya? Let it all out, we are here for you. :))
Wow I was gonna try and have a go at analysing your dream Arvin but thats too far out. Seems symbolistic as all dreams are but I dont know the symbolism.
In movie news..Van Wilder-Party Liason looked like a no brainer movie...could be funny but definitely switch your brain off type of flick. We have come a long way from old Hollywood where you got people like Lana Turner and Cary Grant and Humphrey bogart appearing in films like Casablanca, Maltese falcon, etc etc..now we have films like "Psycho beach Party" and "Scary Movie 3-Lords of the Broom" ... like where did all the good movies go???..a lot of people I talk to say how disappointed thye get when they go and see a movie nowadays. And it is just sequel land too! Shrek 2, MIB 2, Scary Movie 3, Stuart little 2, Blade 2, Mad max 4, true Lies 2, Terminator 3, Rocky god knows what number....it is all just book adaptations and sequels or re-doings of old films...there isnt many original films out there anymore. But there is so much talent there too but their ideas are'nt getting through cause some silly studio exec is hell bent on having another talking animal movie. Hmm ok I think I am done on my commenting on "what is wrong with the world" part # 35584. I don't mean to complain..i think the world rocks but the little things I tend to notice and go on about.
Anyways, time to blog out...haha I mean log out... Stay cool and beautiful people!!
"I dont mean to blog hog...I just love catching up with you guys and I am learning so much about you guys...it is like we are living in a cyber apartment and every day we come home and catch up. It is so cool. Its like taking a course...Friends 101. I mean, I would never of thought I would say stuff like my wrestling fantasies...its not really private or nothing but its like "woah!...im telling you guys!" ....its kinda cool and odd for me." - bec.
Thats exactly how i feel and also i also feel like i am learning i a lot about mylsef and stuff like i said before:
"i am so happy, yet not so happy that i had it due during the middle of my mid-sem break. yeah blah. me complaining again, i have realize how much i go on about crap.lol... my teen angst is still with me." - arvin.
the main bloggers are me, teri, bec and ness. everyone else is welcome but well u know... no, this is not a guilt trip to all the others.
i am just grateful and so very happy u guys are here. and i am just saying... thanks for taking your time with this. i didnt expect that i'll be blogging every few days more like once a fortnight, but now i cant stop blogging here i just have to write something back to u guys specially that its so fast and easy.
ok, all the mush...lmao (laughing my arse off) thats like lol (lots of laugh), i just learnt it.
"Life is too short to tolerate wankers!" - so true, sometimes i dont bother anymore about people
so whats ur plan now NESS? are u still going to queensland! For me trips, specially long ones is "no", since no job, my budget is so tight, if your in the room u might suffocate...lol... so if anyone hears a job vacancy u know who to call! if i had cash i would be going out everytime someone ask me, i need to go out. like vanessa i love to get down and boogee and the night life is something i am lacking, i dont remember the last time i was out at night partying. i want to go out at night and just loose myself. hmmm...gee i sound so bad saying this.
Thats cool, Ness about the trip thing. not that offended about it, its cool. U had to say it and I also had to vent some bad/rants a few weeks ago to and i really needed to say that too.
Teri, i had this dream where this machine sprayed all these stuff on my face and then all of a suddden i had all these yuk things grow on my face and so started to wash it and it started to disappear. the part that freaked me out is when i looked in the mirror and saw my face with all the bubbles like pimples....*arghhhhh* scarry... lol... ok
anyways, i have so much work to do this weekend for the week back, next week...wish me luck!!!
I thought that I really should apologise for what I wrote last. I was just upset about something that was related, but not. I did not mean to offend or anything. I was just upset. I apologize a million times!
I will not be going to America this winter. I can not afford it (it's a real shame coz, as I said before, I'd be only a couple of hundred dollars short). Plus, I don't think I can organise it around uni this year. I just hope I can organise it around uni next year!
Um.... we got our big TV fixed and returned today..... finally! I watched "Passions" for the first time in ages on a big screen. It was kindda scary and confronting watching it that big coz I am so used to the small TV. I guess I'll just have to watch a lot of TV to get used to it again. lol. Now the arguements will be starting as to who gets the small TV. It was orginally one f my dad's friends' TV. When I got home one night after a weekend or so with Wayne, I was told I had a TV. But it was taken off me pretty soon after that due to the big TV smoking. Jeff will say he wants it, but he's already had one years ago. Shirl will say that she should have it coz she has nothing (she doesnt have a computer). But, I was given it first. And I'm the eldest! I'll keep you updated.
I tried to do a Uni essay today. I am just not a management kind of person! I'd much prefer the creative stuff, especially today! I did some creative stuff with cardboard this morning, and the essay just seemed too boring. I have over a week to do it, so I'll try again tomorrow.
I saw "ET" yesterday afternoon, and liked it.... despite seeing it ages ago. I had every intention of seeing "Not another Teen Movie" (Pink reccomended it, and I waned a no-brain movie, hence me not seeing "Beautiful Mind"). But, at about 2:30pm I was SMSd that I had to be at a meeting at Paddington at 7pm. So, I couldn't see a second movie due to my need to get home to get some warmer clothes on before I left for the city. I was really looking forward to it! I think I am making Tuesdays my going to the cinema day. It used to be Saturday nights coz I love the atmosphere after the movie. As we all know, I love being out at night. And, afte a movie that I enjoyed, I feel so free. The last time I felt that free (apart from on the flying chairs at the Easter Show) was..... I have no idea how long ago that was!
Okay, Ness, you need to catch up!
I like both pubs and clubs. I have recently discovered how much I enjoy moving my hips (far too much. I move my ass too much when I walk, so you'd think I'd not need to go out clubbing for moving hips purposes!). I have also discovered a very cute bartnder, as some people may already know about. I do believe they only ever employ cute guys to work there. I have not yet been to the Mean Fiddler due to the fact that I can not get there. But I'd love to go some time!
I don't have anything more to say. Very sad, indeed! My head hurts and so I shall leave for now....
Well, I dont really care if nobody seems to want to go to Queensland at the end of the year. I find out about America two and a half months before I am due to leave, and would be able to get all, but a few hundred dollars, to get there. But, when it comes to 8 months from now, people cant put a little bit of money away every so often to get somewhere that is almost $1000 less? If you ask me, that is absolute bullshit! If you can put $20 away each week, you'd be able to get there. But, I guess that's just a bit too much for some people. Now, I know that some people just can not affoird it. But, they say it straight out. They don't say "yep, I'll be there" and months later say "um... no, it wont be happening". If the seasons were the same uin Australia and America, I'd be going to Amewrica this summer. But, theyre not, so I cant. I think I'd better cool off. Sorry. But I've had enough of this holding back what I feel just to spare other people's feelings. I will continue to do it, but, when I get pissed off, I will tell people! :: posted by us friends 4:16 PM [+]
Hey guys!! I missed ya Arvin by two hours..I too am working on school stuff and I am bloody determined to finish it before the morning...I am actualyl having fun doing the assignment..i mean, I am doing it and I am like "wow I get this!" and my head gets a little bigger haha. But I like knowing I can do something you know? I had a problem of late thinking I couldnt do anything! Which is ridiculous cause everyone can do something...
Therese you crack me up! You go girl...slam him with a bread roll....the papers would print it and it would be too outrageous for anyone to believe. Quite a plan though I must say. I can honestly add that he would never see it coming.
I know what you mean about fantasies. I have seriously weird ones...lately they have been all about the WWF wrestlers. I never ever have sexual fantasies...how does one get to?...I cannot control where my mind takes me when I sleep and it never ever takes me there! The recent ones have been all the WWF wrestlers singing songs from Grease and I am Sandy and this wrestler guy called Chris Jericho is Danny and I am jumping around singing "You're the One that I want" in a hotel lobby. My fave is when we all sing the Grease song "We go Together" cause then I see everyone from the WWF in that dream..its really weird seeing the Rock sing "Chang Chang chang chang"....and then I wake up all disappointed that the world doesnt sing and dance spontaneously in the streets. I have tried but I have noticed soemthing. You dance and act like an idiot when youre all alone in public, people view you as a weirdo but you dance and act like an idiot with friends, you are viewed as a show off. Interesting.
Yes I know the Mean Fiddler! And yes it is out in Woop Woop land!! Alana was telling me about it as were some others and I get so much feedback on the place I feel like I have been there. Sounds great! Blacktown needs a classy joint. Right now we have the Town Hall Inn or soemthing like that which is a hole in Patrick St Mall. The dress code seems to be "suits are a no-no but pyjamas are ok" ...no offense to ppl who hang there but thats been my exp with them during those awful times when the bladder doesnt give a toss where you are, it just wants to go.
Yeah i was umming and ahhing about the LOTR showbag cause you know, $16.50 is pretty expensive. I remember when (God one does feel old starting a sentence like that) showbags cost a max of 10 - 15 dollars. But being a lotr freak I just had to. Plus the easter Show threw away my usual theme of "save money".....like i sucked realyl bad at those games there but I just kept playing and forking out more money. What I really hate is when they display the big prize toys and then you play and you suck spectacularly as I did and the guy reaches really low UNDER the counter and gets you something inexplicably weird and crap. Last year I got the honour of winning what I can only describe as something that looked like a furry egg with a face and a toupee. I have many weird prizes like that that i do end up keeping cause they are like art kinda..almost..not really....works of an obviously drunken unknown artist.
Hehe thanks for clarifying Arvin! I dont mean to blog hog...I just love catching up with you guys and I am learning so much about you guys...it is like we are living in a cyber apartment and every day we come home and catch up. It is so cool. Its like taking a course...Friends 101. I mean, I would never of thought I would say stuff like my wrestling fantasies...its not really private or nothing but its like "woah!...im telling you guys!" ....its kinda cool and odd for me.
Hmm ym day was pretty ordinary. Got up late cause of late night studying...watched a bit of TV...cant believe how much I love 90210...and I actually was getting back into liking Jason Priestley all over again..him and that hair that didnt change or move in a whole what, a decade??? He must have learnt from the Ray Martin helmet hair school. But I just love that show, a little embarrassing but ah hell, I embrace it!! I love 90210!! I didnt like the later seasons though where basically the whole gang just slept with each other. I liked it better when the focus was on friendships....they are just as important as intimate ones. If my relationship goes down the sewer, I find comfort in my female army armed with ice cream and Meg Ryan flicks. Just cause you reach the top dont mean you should ditch the net.
Oh crap too early to be getting philosophical....its my early morn thing..it will pass. I would love to take you to a pub Arvin! Cause of the new laws, you wont have to worry about a gas mask cause there wont be smoke anymore. I dont know but pubs just seem to promote great conversation...and God bless the Irish yes!! lol....they make great pubs. I love the ones with the irish bands....they are very jolly and full of spirit. And they go mad on St patrick's Day...and the Scottish can hold their liquor too.....Im part Scot so hopefully my threshold is advantaged byt that eh??? hehe never found out my threshold. Catherine reckons I would be an aggressive drunk and beat everyone up but I don't think so. I reckon I would be the floppy drunk who didnt shut up all night. Who knows?
Almost 6am. Night my dear friends and may God bless ya...rock on. Love annoyingly always, Bec :: posted by us friends 5:46 AM [+]
The new day has arrived once more. Well, i am not asleep, since i have somethnig due by tomorrow which is gone and i have finished it already, i am so happy, yet not so happy that i had it due during the middle of my mid-sem break. yeah blah. me complaing again, i have realize how much i go on about crap.lol... my teen angst is still with me.
I dont think i will be getting any easter bag anyways just bcoz i am not going to the easter show. But if I were you i would defintely buy it, sounds like u are so such a fan. I mean the movie was excellent, but you love it, so i reckon try and get it, but if not, just think about it for a few hours on how u mised out and feel depress and then after that few hours you will be wanting something else, well thats me anyways.
Pubs, i dont think i have been to a pub officially, i would definitely love it, i can tell, but the only turn off is the smoking, im not a bog smoker. been to a Club once and that was alright, not a big drinker as well. I have such a fun lifestyle though.
Hmmmmm, Teri. wow you are so inlove with this fella arent you, fella means fellow, ok, sounds like a good plan. Ur so funny, we all have fantasys like that, lol, who doesnt. Maybe you'll see him and go *wow* see it can happen. So maybe u'll get that hair, shirt and u can eat ur own bread too.
All i did today was go online like right now. All day and all night then, but yeah. i actually havent been online for a while so here i am. got to catch some Z's now.
goodmorning dahhhhlings! actually it is about 12.45am so i guess most of u are asleep =)
Bec! i was so in two minds about the lotr showbag. "should i get it, or shouldnt i?" i asked myself. i sooo wanted sting (the sword) but decided not to get the showbag since that was the only item i wanted from it. Pubs!? did i see the word PUBS in your blog? i believe i did. i too prefer the pubs to clubs, although i must admit that before i visited pubs i could not see the point of going to one. now i do, nice drink with friends and chatting with some nice entertainment if ur lucky. my fave pub so far is.....THE MEAN FIDDLER! hoorah for the irish! i love it, u can cook your own steak out in the large BBQ area, or choose any number of the cozy little corners of the pub, upstairs or downstairs. there is nice live entertainment, and in winter, one may also request a fire for ones private parte. (please note that as partE not partS...teehee!). my only qualms are that it is in the middle of nowhere and i dont have a licence, hence i cannot drive out there. The whole building seems kinda like an old stable so its very rustic and there are several horsey gadgets adorning the walls. eewww, just got a strange mental picture, geez im sick! no, really, Mean Fiddler is great. they have a few house rules though which must be observed. unfortunately one of the rules is no photographing allowed inside the pub. why? i have no idea...
Okay, im ashamed to admit it but i do wanna go see Not another teen movie. ET is also on the cards, this i am far from ashamed of. although i agreee with Bec that the whole gun thing is a bit pointless. i mean if you wanna remove guns, might as well do it in reality. if u erase a picture of a gun, does that mean real guns dont exist anymore? BLah blah blah, i hope i dont start a whole gun debate here, or maybe i do? blah
Well last time i blogged i described my day so today i shall describe my day again. Woka up, blah blah, did some inconsequential stuff, blah blah blah. Then i went to see lotr for another umpteenth time (somebody put me in a straight-jacket and put me in a padded room!) anyway, i went to see it in castle towers today and forgot to check the bus timetable beforehand. after the movie i went to the bus stop and found out i had missed the last bus to Btown and it was damned freezing at that time. Was a bit worried, didnt hav enough for taxi. But kept calm and found a bus to Parra then caught train home.
I realised today that i am a very sick little person. see i am somewhat...not exactly obsessed but...enamoured (i dunno the spelling) with a certain ORLANDO BLOOM. He will be in aust to film a movie this month i believe. Anyway, a few months ago my cousin and i were devising several strategies on how she could get me one of ORLANDOS shirts and a lock of his lovely hair (yes u read that correctly, i am sick). Anyway we finally decided that she would ask him for an autograph or something and when he wasnt looking she would hit him over the head with a breadroll that i had previously baked (i make very hard breadrolls) and take one of his shirts from his luggage (i am not so sick as to want the sweaty shirt off his back) and snip a lock of his lovely hair. Then he will wake and be not so harmed since he was only attacked with a breadroll afterall. So, everyone with me so far? That was a few months ago. Anyway, today it hit me that he could actually be somewhere in the country right this minute and i got into this whole dilema about whether i should go to the city and just wander about hoping to bump into him (btw tobey maguire and kirsten dunst are in the city). Then i was reminded that they r filming in VIC and the chances of me bumping into him are very remote. Also i realised that the plans of a few months ago was just fantasy. i mean i knew we werent actually going to hit the poor boy over the head with a breadroll, take his shirt and giv him a hair cut, but hey, it was kinda nice quirky if somewhat wacko fantasy and it has all come crashing back to earth. Which i think is a good thing coz i may hav ended up in the loony bin!
NOTE TO ORLANDO: if by some strange twist of fate u come across this, i really do not mean to attack u in real life, you are quite safe =) i am a perfectly HARMLESS and NORMAL person, just ask my friends....right guys...?
Um, perhaps i have revealed too much... goodnight all luv from me teri
hey there everyone! There have been lots of blogging since I last blogged so I feel better about blogging now. I didnt want to have the whole blog with just blogs from me...eek.
Haha what??>... what do you mean Arvin when you say "who can beat Bec?" beat me at what? You intrigue me dear fellow.
Well I went to the Easter Show and it was interesting. The layout of the Show was completely different from last year. Like, I went one way and it took me straight to an exit, went another way and it took me to another exit....the layout was really weird and I felt very disoriented when I first entered..it was like "Ok I am here and now they want me to leave".
The Show was great though! I got loads of showbags and I put on the hobbit costume from the Lord of the Rings showbag and I was posing all over the place with the sword and pretending to run away from Ringwraiths. yeah I was weird and lame but it was fun for me. The exhibition halls were great and I got some free food but not as much as I did the previous year. You know youre a good scabber when you get full on for food and didnt spend a dime.
The games were cool too but I spectacularly sucked at all of them. I didnt like the guys at the games places at the Show yelling at me to come over..i found it intrusive for some reason. But I did get a huge Kermit and a Muppets "Animal" toy and lots of other toys but they were won for me. I did win a toy last year but that game wasnt there this year....a lot of the games were the same with the clowns and the darts and the basketball. That was a bit of a sore point.
I wanted to go on the ferris wheel. i like adrenaline rides dont get me wrong but I really need someone to push me on them. The ferris wheel scares the crap outta me cause it is so high and I always end up getting on when there is a strong gale force wind so my carriage is rocking hard and I am at the top...plus I wind up with a few kids who think it is so funny to jump up and down while at the top and rock the carriage even more. It is freaky!
Hmm what else have I been up to? Im back at studying for my Business Studies course. My plan B for life...I talked with a career counsellor and they advised this course for me because it apparently opens a lot of doors so it would tide me over till i find a real passion. I just hate being idle.
Hmm Queensland. I am not so sure now. At the time it was said, I prettuy much wanted to go just then. Thats the problem with being not so rich...you cant just drop everything and go even if you have the time and opportunity cause you lack the funds. Plus I have been spending so much money this year and will still be spending cause of events coming up so I wont be able to go.
Ah God bless the pubs..i bet if God could come down here, he would go to a pub. Why do people have such a stuck up version of how the Big Guy is??.....like it is blasphemous to have God anything but a conservative man who doesnt swear or drink or like heavy metal music.....I wish He would come down here and prove such people wrong. I reckon if jesus came now, he could be a rock star or something. Hey its modern times so what the hell? I think about such scenarios often... I dont know really why.
I agree with Therese about Arvin's dream You are underappreciated Arvin but not by everyone! There will always be people who will let you down but there will hopefully always be people who will not let you down and there are such people in your case who are there for ya even if others are not. And I am taking your advice and smelling the roses before I rush for the bus.....it actually calms me down to do that.
I love pubs..better than clubs cause you can actually have a conversation without losing your voice. Have not been a in a long while though. Had a drink with a friend of mine at jackson's on george which is a nice place but in my friend's opinion was a bit tame. I guess I am easily pleased then..?
Well there is a plan right now for me, my husband and his best mate to go to the wrestling. this is the plan of course...and it may just end up being the plan since we are as one would say "s**t broke". Easter took so much out of all our accounts..we did not realise and it was depressing when we did. But we are determined!! They have been wrestling fans for about 20 years..I am a beginner with being a fan for about 4 years but i am catching up on being just as rabid! I am scared of causing a riot at the wrestling show because I tend to go for the "heel wrestlers" that no one else likes and I hate it when people boo them. Hey, it would give me a chance to smile for that mug shot I would have to take afterwards....hmm upside?? So yeah thats pretty much the update on life on me.
I love getting your arvin updates mate! You absolutely rock! And thanks again for your letter! It rocked also. You seem to lack some confidence though cause you say a lot in your letters that youre not sure youre writing them properly and you seem to doubt yourself a lot. If only you saw what we see!
Hmm movies.."Not another teen movie" is funny but I wouldnt see it again. Wanna see ET on the big screen though i find it off that the guns were deleted out of the movie cause of the sensitivity of the Sept. 11 events. It just seems a little naive and pointless.
Hmm music wise I am listening a lot lately to Creed and Def Leppard and Moulin Rouge of course. Ahh! I have a beef about that! It is touted as an Aussie film yet all the merchandising comes out first in the States....all these people overseas are telling me about the second soundtrack and I am like "huh what?" ... we dont even have a scheduled release date for it and its supposed to be an aussie film?... it is like me making a meal for my family but having the neighbours getting first bite.
Second beef is the Russell Crowe thing of him not winning that oscar....if he was nominated fopr a best behaviour award then I digress but his behaviour with bullying that producer should not and can not affect his performance in A Beaufitul Mind. You might not like the guy Academy but give credit where credit is due. Plus the slap in the face continued with the film winning every other major award! And Denzel's film was hardly Oscar material and it was not so critically acclaimed in regards to his performance..no offence Denzel. The Academy lost a whole lot of respect that night...up their butts!
Ok beef is over.....stay cool and beautiful guys and girls! Life is too short to tolerate wankers! ... that phrase is in relation to another beef but I wont go on anymore...im blog hogging again
i love hearing from you guys, i nearly cracked my self to pieces reading all that stuff... so hilarius..i think thats how u spell it. if its free i would with you NESS, i love to travel USA and the Camp thing... wow ur really going? and you know that quakers inn ...isnt that were all the people from jp2 would be hanging out i heard, nothing against it but, how is it? maybe one day i'll come, sounds fun... but sounds like u have other interest maybe the bar scene...lol jokes. yeah the interpretations sounds very familiar, i heard it subconciously the other day...lol..., wow, are u psychic, thanks TERI!!! that was pretty close or spot on. yeah i was feeling sorry for myself a for a few weeks, but not anymore....lol.....thanks to you guys !!! you guys are the bomb. that means awesome!!!!
now about me and my ever still same life, nothing much, i read a few books, try to study, watch whatever is on tv, and get the occasional call or net surfing, so exciting!!! no its very pleasant, that what the fortune teller says my furure will be pleasant.....can he choose exciting or electryfying,,,,well not electrefying...lol..yeah im just really lazy. but uni is back again next week and have a lot of catching up to do this break , easter was great ....hope everyone had a great easter!!!!!
ive got to go and relax, maybe shower like NESS
ps. who can beat BEC? i know i havent ...lol
pick the rose and smell it while your running for the bus...lol
i was in the shower and remembered that its april, so i can start to think about queensland. anyone at all interested in going, please respond to me.
im thinking of going to quakers inn this friday night. anyone interested, please get back to me.
and, finally, if i dont go to america, ill be going to the snow at smiggins holes. there is free food and accomondation in canberra, and travel to/from canberra and sydney. itll be only a few days. anyone wanna join me, get back to me.
and now i missed some of friends..... grr!
I DONT KNOW WHO READS THIS. sorry about the caps.
from the girl who dreams of being anywhere but where shes at. :: posted by us friends 7:35 PM [+]
hello all, this is gonna be short and sweet! I havent been on for a while, despite my being online pretty much all the time. i just thought id log in and tell you guys that im still alive. :) an update on my life.... i am trying to get myself to America this winter. There are more things that are against me going than for. But, if there is a will, there is a way.... or so they say. But, this can't always be true! I mean, if I have an uni exam (damn exam!) on june 20, but need to be in LA on june 1 for the camp, i cant do both! Until I find out about that I am trying to spend as little money as possible, which is really hard for me considering how much I like spending money. And, i have discovered a new pub that has a VERY cute bartender. So, in order to go there, I must spend money. Ahh.... the problems of the modern 21 year old girl! So, anyone who has the craving to donate money.... send it may way. Just remember that my donating my blood I could be saving your life one day, and that is worth more than a few hundred dollars! Wasnt I going to keep this short and sweet? works in theory, but not in practice! Ummm..... I am currently on uni holidays for a week, on a much less interesting topic. Im grrish at the fact that everyone gets 2 weeks off, and we only have 1 week! but, looking at it from another view, it means i end uni a week earlier, which means gettng to america earlier. I END UNI IN TWO MONTHS! <----------- just thought id share. i am also going through many changes in my life to do with the male specie. I wont share with all. ;) umm..... i must go now so that i can be finished my shower and everything before friends tonight.... oh, if anyone reads this b4 9:30pm tonight, watch ch 10 at 9:30. its tropfest. i worked on this in march and had much fun! luv ya all Ness. :: posted by us friends 7:06 PM [+]
hmmm, arvin i am going to go all mystic on you and try to interpret ur dream (please note, i do not claim to have mystic insightful powers. do not take my interpretation too seriously. just ponder on them). on your dream: you are feeling under appreciated. u wish people would be nicer and pay u some attention. and u feel guilty about blaming people for not appreciating u. my advice: stuff everyone, dont feel guilty, everyone needs to be appeciated, stay nice, be good, be happy on myself: i am crazy =)
HAPPY EASTER! DRIVE SAFE! DOUBLE DEMERIT POINTS!
my easter, hhmmm... ok on thursday we were stuck in the parking lot at the shops for 40minutes! due to the people doin last minute shopping, after realising shops would be closed. on friday we ran out of seafood, luckily fish n chip shop was opened! long lines but open! hoorah for fish n chips! then went to the movies to see lord of the rings: fellowship of the rings for the umpteenth time. okay so im getting close to obsession (i sometimes say the lines along with the characters and when no one is watching...i do the actions..hehehe!) but hey, they have attached a new 4minute trailer of the second part; THE TWO TOWERS at the end of the movie, before the credits role. so if anyone wanna sneak peak before december26 then see lotr again! the trailer is excellent btw. saturday, let me think. oh poor me! im getting old and cant remember what i did on saturday! hmmm perhaps a drunken orgy? hehehe, wouldnt u like to know? seriously, went to a birthday party (no alcohol), came home, watched moulin rouge on video (rewound and saw the elephant medley several times).
today (easter sunday) i got up at midday, my normal hours :) and ate breakfst at lunch. then spent the time away doing...nothing (where does the time go?) got on the net for a short while then decided to join the folks to see monster's ball. very weird experience watching that with my folks! graphic sex scenes and all. then came home, had takeaway dinner, then went over to cousins house and veiwed lotr vcd bootleg (SSHHHHH! i dont wanna be arrested!) for the umpteenth time also. came home after that and have spent all this time typing this blog.
oh well, the www is waiting out there and this blog really should come to an end. Goodnight all! who's the blog hog now bec? haha!
"with love from me to you" (i luv the beatles) teri
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