Hello to my dear friends, I still miss you guys, especially those that read and write to this, bcoz for some reason I feel closer to you by reading your thoughts, feelings and situation, but that’s just me.
Reading what I posted a few days back here is kinda weird, I feel like a bitch...lol... yeah sorry it won’t happen again. I love u guys. I wish you all well and happiness.
The dream wow, such a cute dream you have Teri. lol. I have no idea what it means, I had this dream that was so vivid yet so crazy, well my family and I was in the house watching the tele and these guys came in and thought I was guilty for knowing that they want to rob our house so they shot me 2 times. After that I was basically just walking around in visiting families and friends and travelling places and telling them that i was shot earlier, then at the end of the day my dad asked me if I wanted to go to the doctors about it and so I said ok, and then we went to the hospital .lol. Crazy dream.
Yeah, this Easter, happy Easter to everyone!!! Have a great and safe long weekend! I am definitely not going to the Easter Show or any other place for a matter a fact , i have so much work due since next week is mid-sem break and the following week is full of assessments when we get back, *arrgggghhhh* i am so feeling *depressed* *tired* just thinking about it, but i wont actually start work ti'll after good Friday. so Saturday and onwards will be full steam ahead - work.work.work *busy*...
Yeah by the way, I got my fortune told, tell you more of that a bit later, but over all it is good, just need more focus if I want to be successful early in my life otherwise everything will be pleasant, I can change that anyways, its up to me!!! And I want it to be exciting !!! Night!!!
hello to those best and dearest to my heart! hehe, i havent blogged in a while huh? well havent spent much time on the net or at home lately so yeah. i sometimes have these episodes where i just have to leave the house and get away from the people i feel "caged" with you know? okay, so i think that should be just about it for the "feeling sorry for myself" sessions.
so whats up with me? well lately i have been having these dreams where i live in a treehouse! hmm what could it mean? when i say treehouse, i dont mean a little square box on a tree but an actual timber house in a tree! anyway, in my dreams people are visiting me and i tell them not to be afraid if a chipmunk or squirrel suddenly appears coz i do live in a tree house and these things can happen.....
ooop, its 2.25am, gotta go watch ananda lewis. i have to wake up in five hours but i gotta watch ananda first. goodnight all :)
Hey friends and visitors! Well I have had a mad few days of late. Been catching up with some damn great friends and having a mad time with them. Friends are so important, sometimes they are even better than family..hell they are family! Well, the right ones anyway. Sometimes people can have friends out of circumstance, like a situation creates this friendship as sort of like a reaction to that situation..I have had that...and then there are friends whom you can only take with a grain of salt..people who are nice but you dont click with on many levels. But then there are a few friends that hopefully come into our lives where they are like your soulmates...just absolutely beautiful people! And God bless every second of their lives you know? Ok enough mush.
Well yeah. I have been saving hard for the Easter Show. Am going on Monday for the first time....cant bloody wait. Was at the station today waiting for a friend and saw all thes epeople coming from the Show with all these showbags, I was ripe with envy....hmm is that a real phrase? I am going again to the Show on the Wednesday ! Just cant get enough of it....I think I have said it before but yeah, it is a happy rehash of memories of old. I am a hugely nostalgic person..I dont live in the past but the past is very much what makes me who I essentially am so I kind of pay homage to the past a lot. The good parts anyway...
Hmm what else to say??? Still ebaying really hard to get more money together. Still obsessed with the wrestling...though obsessed is not what I would call it. I am rabid sure but not obsessed...haha! Yes i think there is a difference there somewhere! But yeah, been watching the wrestling. Its been getting better...storylines were pretty bad in recent times but they obviously hired someone worthy cause they have been funnier and better of late. People call one of my fave wrestlers, Chris Jericho an absolute wanker which i kinda see as a compliment cause it means he is doing his job well...and people love to hate him...he at least invokes a response from the crowd. People like Hurricane dont get anything....the crowd has no emotion towards them....haha! there is my glass is half full angle on that one.
Hmm almost 4am so should head off...keep on blogging! Great to have caught you online that time Arvin! I miss you as always! Gotta get together for that coffee! Before uni or something like that eh big guy? Stay cool, stay beautiful. ...... Bec!!! :: posted by us friends 2:21 AM [+]
Thursday, March 21, 2002
hey people, ive been so damn busy, i dont know i go to school around 8 to 9am and i get home between 7 and 8pm and basically drop off to bed after dinner, ive been so tired and i keep saying that i am tired even though i dont do much...lol.......
the blog/post underneath is Becs where she bloggeg/posted at the wrong page....lol....thats cool........
hey bec, just wanna let u know that ur letter is on the way, happy reading !!! ps. i had no idea that u love wrestling!!!!!....lol........cooooolllll..............i use to watch that a few years back, not anymore though...
yeah, i have emailed everyone about posting and blogging here and so far not many people has and thats ashame coz sorry i am not gonna try anymore, ive done all i could to connect on a more often basis than see each other 6 times a year or chat every now and then.....its cool i am not angry or anything i just dont wanna throw stuff to people if they dont want it...
does this work for you ? if not........all suggestions welcome since ive tried all i could....lol.....
heres our chance to connect easily and i dont know, eitheir they are computer unfriendly, didnt get my email, no computer, just too busy with their own life, or just plain dont care..........but anyways just pass this on and let other people know......im gonna stop now, i am sounding spiteful......but i just wanna let you know that the gap is getting bigger.........everytime we see/talk to each other i dont want to just say...whats happening with you now.....its old.........maybe its just me being too clingy....lol
ok that just sounded really bad, yes, no ,maybe, i dont know,....lol....i love malcolm in the middle & sex and the city !!!!
ok, im still gonna blog here and as well as in my personal website click here so no fear arvin is here....lol
yeah im back at uni and hopefully this is my last year and i really wanna push my GPA up this time and i got to uni tue,wed,thu,fri, my day offs are mon,sat,sun......since i dont work....lol....i wanna job.......
my other uni friends went to see the movie not another teen movie, but i decided to stay back and post/blog a bit here.........i actually have a lecture now.....lol
i hope u guys arent angry or insulted on what i wrote up there......im just saying what i think and feel.....its not suppose to hurt you, so sorry if it did....
hows everyone.......???? im good and im really angry at one of my subject CA coz i cant do it, its Computer Architecture, this is the second time to do it.....lol...failed first time and i have a lot of trouble in doing the pratical work......arghhhhhh!!!!!........*sad*
its been hot for a couple of days this week like the middle of summer, but its autumn now......and right now im at the computer labs and the aircondition is so cold *grrrrr* its directly on top of me.....lol.......yeahim gonna go home soon and i might go online to night for a few minutes.....might see you guys there....!!!!
[3/15/2002 8:55:17 AM | us friends] Ok. My maiden post!!! I am all new to this so I have to admit, that I don't truly know what the f$%k I am doing haha. But a good friend of mine, Arvin put me onto this site and he did give me a tutorial but I somehow have gone back to dumb again...it was not a very long trip.
Well I may as well say a little bit about me and get that ego part outta the way. My name is Rebecca and I go by the equally original nickname of Bec. I am currently undertaking a course in Business Studies...what for you ask? No damn idea just yet, I would reply. It is my Plan B, as I search for a plan A. It is really crappy when you get lost...I knew my way for a realy long time and then, what I will vaguely term as "stuff" happened and that "stuff" stuffed me up pretty damn good. I am on the mend now though. Self pity is an awful thing to partake in. It is more awful than all the world pitying you.
I like writing and reading though have not done the latter in a long long time. I have been doing what i see as "shallow reading" with magazines and eek gads! tabloids. One tabloid in particular here called NW prints absolute crap! but I buy it cause I really am hellbent on winning the prize money for the crozzle in it. Not very deep am I? haha. I love exploring and since I am a pretty broke student, I don't explore outside my own country..not yet anyway. A good friend of mine has travelled to South America and next she is going to Europe. She has also been to Bali....I scream in envy! But I am also really happy for her. At least someone I know gets to have a good time overseas. Me, I wanna go to the States but then thats just the pop culture side of me talking. I mean, would America be so damn popular if it wasn't for the celebrities? It is still a great country but it is the Hollywood aspect that draws most people in. No offence to the americans at all though....hell I wanted to live there at one point but I would miss home way too much. But yeah....countries I would love to go to....hmm peru!!! I would love to go to peru...South America is on my list. One of my dreams is to travel with this group who are fans of the cartoon series Mysterious Cities of Gold (very old but u probably know of it) and they are saving to travel together to go to the place that the series was based on. That woudl be just absolutely mad!!! But yeah, Peru, Rome cause, well the Colosseum!! Need I say more???? I love culture.
Ok what else to say about little old me? I am 21. I am also hitched! Most people will go "what the...?!!" and others would probably go "so whats the name of the kid?" thinking I was knocked up...I got a lot of that when i told people I was hitched. I think I almost killed people with shock when I said that it was of my own free will. Like yee gads! That dont happen no more! sort of thing. Ha! Luckily for me, I know of a lot of people who are also hitched and are of similar age. They didnt get knocked up either so na na na na na to that theory that the young cant find love while, well, young.
Hmm what else to say in my first blog? I didnt expect to go on this long. Blog should really be called Blah cause because people just tend to open up here. It is quite amazing. Like their own little forum to just well, talk...cyber diary if you will.
Ok. I really love Seinfeld. My fave shows are that, Buffy, malcolm in the middle and Law and Order..oh and the Practice. I love Law and Order...sam waterston is just absolutely the best! If I was 30 years older and living where he lives, I would most definitely make a play for him, this is all if he is not married of course. Lately, I have been finding great beauty in older men. I think Ian McKellen is one of the most handsome people on earth! Damn loss that he is gay...great gain for the homosexual men though! And boy can he act! Some people argued about his acsting as Gandalf the Grey in LOTR because they thought he would do it "gay-like" ... what shit! he is an actor!! When he is gandalf, he is Gandalf.
I am also a huge lover of wrestling....this was brought on gradually through several four hour tapes that I was pretty much made to watch....and I got the stockholm syndrome from it...held and amde to watch these WWF tapes, I began to fall for it. Now I am an addict. It is male soap opera, pure and simple but damn they do a good job...not like any of that Bold and the beautiful crap where the camera has so much "soft focus" on it, you think youre watching the show through cataracts. Nah give me brawn!! Here all disputes end with a punch or two..or ten. Some of the stuff can be pretty damn extreme and I am not a blood thirsty girl..I just like the WWF..more than any other. It is very slick and very well made. Those who dont like it, dont get it and those who love it cannot explain it to those who dont get it.
Ok...I think I have given a rundown on all things me. I must leave now though cause its 4am and I do need sleep of some kind.
Hey there again. I am realy getting into the bloggint thing and this is all thanks to Arvin..never knew it existed till he told me about it! Wish more people would log on though. What a bugger.
Well life for me is still going good. Am saving hard so that i have money for the easter Show. I am going lots of times but only really going all out when I go this one time with Justin. I am going with him and a friend after that one and the more times after that...I love the Show. It is just so damn cool. Everyone can be a dag no matter what age. Plus you know, my parents used to take me so every year it is like a happy rehash for me. Most of my friends seems to have grown out of it which is very :(( but no worries! They are still childlike in other ways so it is all good! haha.
Hmm what else?? Ah yes! Had a mad weekend. It was Wrestlemania weekend and it was me, Wayne and Justin just been absolute freaks about wrestling. I love the WWF....male soap opera! Let it live long and good! It doesnt make sense to people who do not get it and people who do get it cannot explain it. They switch on and hear the crowd yelling "What?" like a million times over and think "okkkk how dumb" but we fans get it. But the wrestlemania pay per view was just excellent aside from a minor (ha!) detail of one of my fave wrestlers, Chris Jericho losing his belt. His persona right now is egomaniac which the guy does really really well. I would love to be in the WWF but Wayne and Justin just laugh at that...I was hurt!! for all of ten seconds but it counts! haha....nah but seriously! I woudl love to be in there...no idea if I can wrestle but to train on how to suplex a guy twice your weight!..hell yeah! Though I don't know if I could get used to thousands of people booing me when I come on stage...the reckless part of me would want to give 'em all the finger haha!
Oh my God! I am a blogger hogger! I will stop now...I go on and on about wrestling but as Arvin said, say what is happening in our worlds so that all the friends who come here will know. I'm all for the effort! Right on! Ok I will stop the blog hog.
Stay cool and stay beautiful! :: posted by us friends 2:02 AM [+]
Saturday, March 16, 2002
Hey there! I am finally blogging! Don't know what the hell I am doing..ended up making my own blog which is out there somewhere. And I did all my blah blah-ing on that blog so fortunately, this blog won't be absolute crap. Hiya guys!!! I wish more people would blog. This is really cool and thats saying soemthing when it comes from someone who knows nothing about blogging really. I am doing this blindly.
Hmm so how have I been for people not in the know? I am pretty damn good. I have been becoming obsessive with ebaying just like arvin has with his website. I just love meeting all this new people (well cyber meeting anyway)_and talking to them and stuff. Sure we are in a business mode of seller to buyer and vice versa but there are some cool people who don't care for all that formality and you can actualyl talk to them like they are real and human!
Hmm other than that, just catching up with some friends. Life is the same for now..a bit like groundhog Day sometimes...I wake up and I feel like I am doing the same thing over and over. But there is comfort in routine right! But that's just how it is now and been only recently. I am confident the rut will end as it always does.
Anyways, thats the end of my uneventful first blog.
hiya! the margi gras was goodo. this year we marched in uniform (everyone had to wear the BGF sred hirts- or hold on to it if you turned up in costume). i kinda went a little crazy and tried getting my face on every TV camera i could see. lol! It wasnt televised live and when it was on the next night, i got bored of waiting to see if we got on TV so i changed the channel. My cousin told me today that she saw us! NESS, my cousin saw us on TV! it wasnt a close up but it was close enough! haha! my 15milliseconds of fame! life is good =)
eat, drink and be merry =) luv ya Teri :: posted by us friends 1:48 AM [+]
Wednesday, March 06, 2002
hello all my friends, if anyone is reading this, all 3 of you...lol....oops..... im embelishing at that 3....ok.....that one person....lol...no ...just joking im back at uni...this will be my last year and i am going to make the most of it, my life as a student is going to be non-existent soon or later... what can i do...... i'll have less free time for me or more money for me........i cant decide.... yeah so, my sire is up and running and if you havent seen it.....go here.... www.geocities.com/asnc1102 .....my guestbook needs signing...... on another note.....i have already told you that i cant come on those days coz we have this family thing...so sorry....maybe next time....and im also kinda broke...well im kinda saving up for something.... so how was the mardi gra ??? life is good......im good....everyone i know is good......how are urs? i have to go to class right now .......ok take care, God Bless, later, love, Arvin
I was thinking about the karaoke thing yesterday. I wanted to go on the 8th or 9th. I have got about 2 ppl responding to me. so, i was thinking that maybe we could change it to just going out. what do u think? :: posted by us friends 7:20 AM [+]
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