I have stuff to do, wow!
Here, I've been bored and mourning my bored status, when surprise! I realize, wait, I have a lesson to come up with about magick by Sunday, an essay to write for Witchvox about magick by September, a Goddess invocation for a public Samhain, a story to submit to authorzone, and an essay about religion and vibrators that I plan on writing for the hell of it. Not to mention, that skirt I want to finish and the job I'm going to get soon and school that I'm going to start. Yikes, I am busy!

Speaking of busy, has anyone else noticed that a lot of charities and nonprofits lately have been running low on funds? State and federal funding keeps getting cut and people just people just don't have enough to give. I wonder if there's something I can do about that. I don't have a job, so I can't give money, but I can give time and clothing donations. I think I'll wait a bit and see what job/school schedule is going to be like before I start that up.

Writing
What does it take to consider yourself a writer? Do you have to be published? Do you have to work at it everyday? I like to think of myself as a writer, but I don't have either of those qualities. I expressed this in my bio at www.authorzone.com , and I'm going to say it here. How can I even begin to compete with what's been written before my time. I feel almost as if there was a Golden Age of Writing and I missed it. I keep getting told that I have to keep working on writing, and eventually I'll get to where I want to be, but for how long? Writing a book or a story or a poem is a lot of work, and I don't always have time to do that. Ah well, there comes a point when you ask, "Can I really do this?"

Bad Kiki!
I've been a bad Goddess for not updating my blog. Sigh. It's been an interesting day. I came in for a second interview at an unspecified retail store. I'm very happy about that. I think I did well. I had to take one of those nasty surveys. You know, the one that asks you, "If you knew that a fellow employee were stealing from the store, would you tell the manager?" or "Have you ever thought about stealing merchandise from a retail store without actually stealing?" Who hasn't thought about stealing once in their lives?

Another interesting thing happened to me today. Some guy came up to me, claimed to be from a modeling agency, and gave me his card. I'm flattered naturally, but I had to give the card back. I don't want to become a model, and I don't trust people who just come out of the blue offering you a job as one. I figure that since I wasn't going to call him, I'd better just give the card back. Best not to give someone false hope.

My boyfriend had a blow lately that left him feeling rather down. He seems to be kind of depressed period. There's nothing really serious going on. I just suspect it. It could be me as well. I've been rather depressed lately too it seems. I just feel frustrated at the obstacles I've created for myself. Sometimes I just wish I could be a perfect human being, and I wouldn't have my own obstacles, just other people's. That wouldn't be so great either, actually. I'm afraid I'll just have to deal with it. Bright Blessings, Kiki.

First Day of Blogging
Hello fellow internet junkies. This is my first Blog. Hurray. I suppose I should introduce myself to those who will be reading this blog, yet do not know me. My name is Kiki, known to some as Brenda. So why am I a worldly Goddess? Well, I am a Witch. (dun dun dun) I don't exactly consider myself Wiccan, but I do believe that deity manifests itself in both male and female polarities. Along with that, I believe that the Goddess and God are every where in every thing. That's a short explanation of my beliefs. I will be posting the occasional news tidbit on this blog and long long rants about which way the world really should turn and blah blah blah blah blah. Being a Floridian, I always keep track of the hurricanes, so here's a link to Claudette . Find Weapons of Mass Destruction on Google. Go to Google and type: "Weapons of Mass Destruction" (w/o quotes) and then click I'm Feeling Lucky.