hello i'm back to post my blog again.. tink it's a good place for me to sound my comment, things i seldom say.. start to like to write here oredi..

Didn't post yest cos came home too late oredi, was workin until 12 midnite then took cab home so too tired to write anything cos tis morning oso workin.. yest i forgot to clock in for bible school then as i'm worshipping God durin P&W, suddenly the thought that i haven't clock in came into my mind. went out immediately then have to bear the consequence and have 10 mins added to my late-coming record.. really pray that i dun need to do another area-cleaning again, it's very tiring..

Tis mornin was good cos managed to wake up in time for work, actually woke up 6am then rush to work immediately(workin @ 7am).haha told myself not to oversleep cos todae is my manager shift so better dun be late, slept @ my couch again. tis time i did it purposely cos when i always wanna wake up early i will sleep at the couch so that i feel uncomfortable sleeping, forcin me to wake up early. tink tonite will do that again cos tml have to be in church @ 8.45am for tv ministry.. haha tis is my theory of waking up early lah, haven't sleep on my bed for the past daes oredi.

hey everyone, how's ur day then? hope u guys are living a life that is filled wif purpose and vision. Without vision, the people perish..
Take Care everyone.. rest well

Hi everyone,
Not being posting a proper blog for the past two days oredi cos was really tired after coming back from work everyday.. being sleeping at my couch after bathing for the past two nite.. Was really tired but did had a enjoyable and great time tis few days. Pst Mike came to bible school to teach us abt deliverance, to cut it short i will summarise these three days event as short as possible(hope i can do it lah cos i tend to be a bit long-winded, haha)

1st Day(290703):
teach on the foundation of demonology, God's presence was indeed strong that day.. Felt the astmosphere changed during the deliverance session, he prayed for those who had hatred and unforgiveness to their mum abt their criticism.. didn't went for the deliverance cos never felt anything i have against my mum, did search my heart and felt alrite.. Many were set free..

2nd Day(300703):
forget to say.. first day he did oso prophesied over people's life.. that makes me wanna let him prophesy over me too so tried to sit in the front rows but came late so unable to get any but it's ok.. he pray for those who's dad and mum worship idol and those who were dedicated to idol before.. i went forward for deliverance cos my parents are still worshipper of idol but i'm believing that God's love will touch them and they will get saved.. Pst mike pray for me but i didn't manifest, tink i had oredi released it three years ago during deliverance and never allow the evil spirit to come back..anyway, it is good to be prayed for and i thank God for His power that i'm free in tis area..

3rd Day(310703):
More teaching on demonology but after the first break, he went straight into deliverance.. First, he ask those who had spirit of grief and sorrow to come forward for prayer and deliverance.. Searching my heart,i didn't went for the altar call cos dun feel an urge.. can't remember anything that really grieve me or makes me sorrow.. help out wif the deliverance and during the session, pst mike came from behind and hug me and prayed for me.. i fell under the power of God and was filled wif God's love.. it was wonderful..
Next, he pray abt the issue on soul-tie and sexual sin.. it was really powerful, saw many people got set free, pst mike prayed for me. i didn't manifest, i tink maybe i didn't had any soul-tie wif anyone so that's why..
i feel after all tis days of deliverance and teaching, wat i really learn is to walk right and pure wif God. it is actively resisting the devil after being delivered. God's ministry never fail to change the heart of people..
One more session wif Pst mike before he leave for NZ. really wanna thank God for him..

While working today, heard the song "Music of my heart".. Suddenlly thought of God's love upon me.. Really thankful that everyday, it's His love that is the music of my heart.. that's a verse in the song that says "u taught me to run,u taught me to fly,u help me to free the me inside".. i tink the most touching word that melts me was "u help me to free the me inside".. Only Jesus can free and Only Him alone can see the potential that is in us.. i thank God for seeing thru me physically and never at my weakness, thank Him for giving this music(His love) that i can sing always for the rest of my life.. Jesus, i will sing of ur love forever..

Thank You, Jesus..

Juz feel like dropping a msg before i get ready to go to school.. No time to post my msg yesterday cos came home ard 11 plus then was really very tired. After bathing, watch tv and was so tired that i was sleeping on the couch the whole nite..
Went out wif a fren for dinner cos she say she wanna treat me for my b'dae. went marche, it's a very long time since i met up wif her.. haha funny thing is last year she oso treat me marche for my b'dae too, tink it's juz a coincide cos initial plan was to eat at nooch. goona go oredi.. time running out.. pst mike connell preaching tis mornin, must try to get front row seat so that he can pray for me.. cya..

Hi everyone, juz came back from town. was workin todae till 3pm then went shopping alone cos can't seem to find anyone who is free to meet up.
But was very excited cos found alot of stuffs i would like to buy.. went back to where i did my oakley spec to clean up the spec then saw a new pair of spec called the oakley "off-line" ver4.0, very nice. it cost around $388 wif the lens multicoated and high-indexed.. very tempted to get it but hold back cos wanted to give to my debt-cancellation pledge first, tis can wait.. If i am faithful in little, God will bless me with much.
Walked around shopping for new clothing, actually not being buying any clothes for some time oredi..
came back around 6 plus cos wanted to be home early to clean up my room and oso catch "friends" @10pm.. room being in a mess recently, lazy to clear and no time cos always home late after work.. haha juz plain laziness lah.. c" )

As i was writing tis, there's some issue that i really hope God will listen to.. tink after abt 5 months in SOT, really learn alot in the theology stuff but really feel it's more abt personal life being changed and tranformed, walking deeper and deeper wif God. i can't deny my life have not been the same after i joined SOT but i always feel i can do more for GOd. Area in my life where i can let go and let God.. After yesterdae deliverance svc, i really feel it's not the form that is important but it's the power that God give.. i was really amused by how Pst Mike pray for the people, when he prophesied over ppl's life, he never force them but he allows God to minister to them. The love of God to be upon them and filled them..
was abit upset by wat i saw durin deliverance yest, can't share much cos not very nice but i told myself i must be flowing wif God not by my own strength..
Juz some of my thoughts..

i really wish the rest of the 5 months in SOT will be a challenging one cos i always dream to be God's vessel.. wan to walk along wif Jesus each and every single day, align wif His thought and His dream for me but i believe decision is up to me..
"To Be or not To Be a man after God's own heart"

Juz came back from cellgroup, was supposed to go for svc 3 to support but was exhausted and really tired for the whole day cos workin in the morning then cellgroup meeting..
Really need to rest cos tml will be doing another camera not the usual one that i always do.. ask to do cam 2 tml, more stress cos have to follow pst thru out the svc..
Had a good time praying yest in church, it's good to come together to support pst kong thru e spirit..

tink i'm goin to sleep oredi, need more rest.. see ya guys.. c" )

Hi all, finally able to post my entry online now..
This whole week will be a jam-packed week for me.
Fri:gonna work from 3-12am but asking to leave early so can go to church before midnite. Prayer Meeting @ 2am-4am.
Sat:gonna work in the mornin from 7am-12noon. That means i not sleeping much after prayer meeting.. will be goin home to change then work again. Cg at 2pm, will be goin church in the evenin to support svc3..
Sun:Ministry duty, attend svc5.. work again..
from6-11pm.. being working this whole week cos many staff are quittin and not enough ppl so have to work more.

My cgl ask me to take good care of myself. i tink i shld too cos if u can see, there's not much time i can rest.. but i know God is there always for me.. Pls pray for me too..