June 6, 2001
1) Ah, old obsessions never die... Do you recall a little girl who was going around asking for blood about 2 years ago? She wanted blood and was going around pleading for donations with an unsterilized needle and she wanted more than 2 or 3 drops. Well... all this talk of blood, just everywhere I go, it drives me crazy! It's like talking about the lovely taste of alcohol to a former drinker. Blood, blood, blood. All those doctors in the hospital, all they talk about is blood, blood, blood. And when people play outside, they come inside bleeding. In biology, all the lovely blood types! Well... I shall get to the point, I am starting another blood collection. And if you didn't know, the little girl was me. This time, I will cleanse the knife with alcohol and I will only take a small drop. So... what do you say?
May 19, 2001
1) I got a letter from the Research Centre and they said that no one knows exactly how many people died. The final official government figure for the 1st earthquake was around 17,500, but no one believes it. The situation after the earthquake was so confusing and help from the govrernement and army was so slow in coming that many people just dug out their dead and took them off to their villages and buried them. Most people believe that the real figure for the August 1999 Sakarya/?mit earthquake was
double
the official figure. The Bolu/Duzce earthquake in November 1999 also took thousands of lives. Many people who lost their homes are still living in tents, nearly 2 years and 2 full hard winters after the bloody earthquake. People do not know the exact number of the dead because of the lack of help and organization... Damn you all, does anybody care? This is why Sally is never coming back and why Gen, Em, Sallyna, Al, and I are still stuck here. Ugh... Does anybody care at all?
2) Blankie is going to have a new brother or sister. I don't know yet. But yes, my child will be something metal, and no, the father is not the backpack.
May 4, 2001
1) It is 'my' birthday and I have lived for a decade and a half and I am still alive.
April 14, 2001
1) New page.
2) I have decided to create a bloody yearbook but I need people's permissions to put some stuff up on the internet.
3) My "back"pack broke. (If you think that this information is very useless, you don't know who I am that well.) I need superglue for Blankie. Blankie's not feeling well. (And if you think Blankie does not have feelings and a bloody soul, then you probably don't know my name.)
4) A certain person made me watch "Making The Band" videos and made me listen to O-Town over and over and over again... And guess what. The troll from under the bridge, the gnome, the inhuman looking creature looked so beautiful! This certain person had made me go over to the dark side. (And if you don't know who this O-Town fan is, you probably don't live in Philly.) And... well... I am ashamed to say it. I am not only an alcoholic, but also... *sighs* an...an... O-Town fan... *Runs away hiding her face to avoid the laughter.*
5) Kip is going out with Rose McGown. Yes. I was surprised, too.
6) This is the last news, but it is important to me. If anybody cares, I'm not doing too good these days. I was doing err... "fine" but... I'm not doing so well these days. This, of course, is interfering with everything. Damn box. Damn blood. Can't even flow right. Hey... I have 0- blood and I need more blood. You guys heard the news, right? They need more blood at the Red Cross, so... I need blood. Desperately. Does anybody care?
