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disclaimer: Gravitation is creation by Maki Murakami-sama.Infatuation
Chapter 10 -
Suki dakara. (Because I love you.)
But in my listlessness, I felt an
anger towards Yuki. And my body shook hard from this
frustration...
...until I found myself running to the studio to find
where Yuki was. He had only been recording the show downstairs and I knew where
he was.
I barged into his dressing room and banged the door behind me as
it closed just as hard. With all the hurt and mixed emotions emerging as fast as
my heart beat like I could die at that moment, I stomped over to stand in front
of him.
"Hisashiburi." He said to me with that conniving smile of his
that you couldn't tell his feelings in a single look.
What was he trying
to hide from me?
And then I shouted with all my love, sweat, and tears,
"Why?! Why do you always do this?!"
Banging on his chest, I shook my head
with my eyes closed tightly not really knowing where we were going. "Why, Yuki?!
DOUSHITE?! OSHIETE KURE YO!!!!"
It was at that moment that Yuki held me
in a firm embrace. He shook his head and whispered, "Shuichi..."
I opened
my eyes immediately to look up and find Yuki with tears in his
eyes.
"Yuki?"
I...I...
"Baka!!" He shouted with as much
endearment as I could hear. He then pushed me away and held my shoulders while
looking me straight in the eye. "You ask so many questions!! Why do you always
need an explanation?!"
"No..." I answered hesitantly.
"You want
me to say why then? Why did I just pour my hear out for a book release?" He
laughed as he let go of me. Then, he looked at me intensely with that determined
passion as if he would kill with a mere touch.
At this, I was a bit
afraid.
"Why did you leave me?!" he said with an even intensified red in
his eyes mixed in with hurt.
And this got me just as an energetic as I
shouted, "Because you never told me to come back! You sent your brother to get
me?! What the hell was that?!
Yuki then stepped forward. He again held my
shoulders with hands shaking in frustration.
But it was warm...and it
was gentle...
Trying to hold onto me as if he couldn't stand on his own
anymore.
"I couldn't do it...because I didn't want you to see me." He
down looked at me softly as he
tilted his head with a wistful face. "You
didn't see me when you came back for your things."
I didn't say
anything.
'What was it you didn't want me to see, Yuki?' I said with my
eyes.
"Don't you really listen to me, Shuichi? I can't say these kinds of
things so well."
Then, he shook me gently back and forth and shouted,
"Because I LOVE YOU, SHUICHI!!! ISN'T IT OBVIOUS TO YOU NOW?!"
At that
moment, all the resolve drained from him as he slipped down to his knees and
hugged my waist.
And he began to cry as the tears began to soak my shirt.
"Because really I love you," he repeated again between sobbing with a
squeak in his voice...
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Author's note: All right!!!! After six
months! I know what the hell is going to happen!!!!!
doushite -
why
oshiete kure yo - (please) tell me!
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