Shimmer

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Chapter 1

“Naa, Sanzo.”

“Mm?”

“I’m going out to buy supplies with Gojyo, ok?”

“Is Hakkai going with you?”

“Er… no. I don’t think so.”

“Ah. Ok.”

Sanzo kissed Goku’s forehead and Goku grinned at him.

“Ja!” Goku smiled again, and shut the door behind him.

“Sanzo?”

“Yeah?”

“I found some wine.” Hakkai poked his head round the door. “Want some?”

“Yeah.”

Hakkai came in with wine and 2 cups, sat down, and poured a cup.

Sanzo held it to his lips and sipped. The bitter taste of alchohol hit his tongue.

Hard.

‘Damn… this wine is STRONG…’

Hakkai smiled politely at him and Sanzo’s eye twitched.

A FEW DRINKS LATER [a/n: I couldn’t think of anything else to put ><]

‘Oh Kami-sama… my head hurts…’

Sanzo looked at Hakkai, swaying slightly.

He was still drinking, but there was a slight tinge of pink in his cheeks.

“One more, Sanzo!”

“Yah…” Sanzo’s hands trembled as he took the cup.

He drank it all in one gulp and looked at Hakkai… but it was Goku.

“Goku…”

Sanzo pulled Hakkai, who was Goku to him, on top of his drunken body and slipped his hands up his back.

“Mmm… Goku…”

A hand slowly caressed ‘Goku’s’ neck and tickled his ear.

Then Sanzo realized…

It wasn’t Goku.

He could feel cold metal against his fingertips.

Hakkai’s power limiter.

He came to his senses just when a voice said “Sanzo?”

Goku was at the door, pain, hurt, torment and tears in his eyes.

“Goku… I can explain…”

‘I don’t know why I…’

Sanzo staggered towards him, reaching out.

“DON’T!”

Sanzo’s eyes widened at Goku’s sudden outburst.

“Have Hakkai… if you love him that much.”

“Goku… I…”

But Goku pushed Sanzo away and jumped out the window.

“GOKU!!!!”

Sanzo looked out the window, trying desperately to see a figure.

But no… Goku wouldn’t have killed himself.

He would never mess up his landing intentionally.

‘I have a fucking hangover… damned kid…’

Chapter 2

~ “I love you.” Goku whispered.

Sanzo’s violet eyes became strangely emotional. Goku looked deep into them.

‘Is he going to yell at me? Is he going to scream? Is he going to kill me? Or worst of all, will he reject me?’

“I...” Sanzo’s expression softened. “I love you too.” ~

‘But he doesn’t mean it, does he?’ Goku thought bitterly, crouching down.

He hugged his knees tightly, and sang softly to himself.

“We're here and now, but will we ever be again… because I have found, all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade…”

“Does it, Son Goku?”

Goku looked up and saw Homura.

“Homura… go away…”

“What’s wrong, Son Goku?”

“Nothing…” Goku hurriedly wiped tears away from his face.

Homura placed a hand on Goku’s head and pulled his head up.

“It’s Sanzo, ne?”

“That’s… none of your business!!”

“You have me, Son Goku…”

Homura touched Goku’s face, and Goku almost screamed with fury.

“Stop it!”

“If you can’t have him, why not me?”

Homura smiled his eerie smile, half his face covered by shadow.

“Let go!”

“Don’t struggle. I’d hate to break your shoulder again.”

“Break my shoulder for all I care! Just STOP!!”

Sanzo heard screams… screams of someone being raped.

“HOMURA!!!!!”

“Shit!”

How could he have been so stupid to do that to Hakkai?!

Now Goku… his Goku was being sexually abused by the Toushin Taishin.

Fuck, he knew that Homura desired Goku, but not so much so that he would rape him!

‘I’m coming for you. Please wait.’ He silently begged Goku.

“Temee…”

“Admit it, Son Goku. You want me.”

“I DON’T!”

‘Even now… I wish that someone would save me. Anyone. Gojyo, Hakkai… even Sanzo.’

Goku closed his eyes and wished for everything to end.

“Get away from him.”

“Heh, so you finally came.”

‘Wha?’

Goku opened his eyes a little and saw a flash of a silver gun.

“You heard me. Get away from him.”

“When I saw him, he was crying. What did you do to him?”

Sanzo looked down at the boy cowering, and loaded his gun.

“Fuck off.”

“Heh, fine.”

Homura vanished without any hesitation.

“Goku…”

“Why, Sanzo?”

Goku wasn’t crying anymore. Instead, his voice was so full of bitterness that it tore Sanzo’s heart apart.

“Why’d you do that? Where did I go wrong?”

“Goku… I was drunk. Hakkai was drunk. I know this, because he and Gojyo are together. He would never let me touch him if he were with Gojyo, or if he were sober. And I thought he was you Goku. I know this doesn’t sound believable, but please. Believe me.”

Goku suddenly made a loud, choking sob, and flung himself into Sanzo’s arms.

“I’m sorry.”

Goku sobbed louder, and Sanzo held the youngster closer, whispering soothing words.

“You… s-still… love m-me…”

“Silly baka.” Sanzo tapped Goku lovingly on the nose. “Of course I do. I always will.”

‘And his tears… they only prove how much he loves me… and me… just me… it proves how much I love him.’

Chapter 3

“Let me pay you back for running off.”

Goku had a lustful look upon his face.

A look so un-Goku.

God, Sanzo wanted to fuck him so bad….

Slowly, Goku pulled off the shirt that hid lightly tanned skin.

“Quit doing it so slowly. Faster.”

Obeying Sanzo, Goku stripped the rest of his garments off quickly.

“I’m impatient, saru. I need it.”

“I can see that.” Goku gestured towards the mound in Sanzo’s jeans.

“I’ll take it off just for you, saru.”

“Ohh yes…”

Goku watched Sanzo, eyes hungry for everything Sanzo had.

A naked Sanzo now lay before him, and Goku licked his lips.

“I wanna…”

“No, you can’t. Not yet.”

“Eh?”

“You’ve been a bad boy, saru. Running off like that.”

From under the bed, Sanzo drew out a long, black whip and a pair of handcuffs.

“Give me your wrist.”

Goku obediently held it out, excitement pulsing through him as Sanzo snapped it around his wrist, and the other end to the bedpost.

“Turn over on your knees.”

Goku did as he was told, and whimpered as black rubber clashed with his skin.

“Is this good?”

“Y-Yes…”

“Say ‘Yes, master.’”

“Yes… master…”

“Good boy.”

The whip cracked continuously, and Goku cried out.

The boy’s ass was now a pale red, Sanzo thought, as he let go of the whip and bent down.

“Wha-what are you doing?”

“You’ll like it.”

Sanzo placed warm kisses on Goku’s butt cheeks, his tongue occasionally lashed out to lick him.

“Is this good, Goku?”

“Yes master…”

“Now. Turn back over.”

“Mm…”

Sanzo took a handkerchief from the bedside table and tied it around Goku’s eyes.

“Sanzo?”

Sanzo didn’t say anything, but began to trail kisses down Goku’s chest, brushing his wet lips against each of his nipples.

“Ah…”

The blonde reached the delicious, upright organ and licked the tip slowly.

“Y-You’re teasing me… Sanzo…”

“But you’re so yummy…” Sanzo’s other hand reached up to stroke Goku’s balls.

Gently taking the head of Goku’s cock in his mouth, Sanzo swirled his tongue over him, longing to hear sighs of pleasure from Goku.

Goku silently swore, being unable to do anything about this situation.

Sanzo was so good, he wanted to let him take over his entire body.

“Harder… Sanzo!”

Sanzo glanced up at Goku, who’s face had turned red.

“You really do want it, don’t you?”

Goku tried to speak, but his voice came out as a shuddering gasp as he ejaculated, soaking Sanzo’s face.

“That’s so damn sexy, saru…” Sanzo whispered, scooping up some of Goku’s cum and slipped it into his mouth.

“Mm, you taste good.”

Then Sanzo reached over and untied the blindfold, and freed Goku from the bedpost.

“Sanzo…”

Goku looped his arms around Sanzo’s neck and kissed him fervently.

“You always know how to make me cum.” Goku whined. “I wanna have a go.”

“Fine.”

Goku bounded into Sanzo’s lap, wrapping his legs tightly around his hips.

“Naa… Sanzo. How do I do this?”

“Baka.”

Sanzo took Goku’s hand and guided it towards his own [a/n: Goku’s] hot member, and then, as if it were slicked with oil, slid it into his [a/n: Sanzo’s].

A droplet of sweat rolled down Sanzo’s face, and he gasped “Yes… like that… now keep moving in and out…”

Sanzo squeezed his eyes shut, wallowing in the feeling of his little saru fucking him.

“More… Goku… GOKU!”

The younger man had hit the monk’s special spot, and hard.

Cum flooded over Goku’s cock, fluid that wasn’t his.

‘That’s such a turn on…’

In fact, such a turn on that Goku cummed into Sanzo.

Sanzo groaned in ecstasy at first, his voice soft, then it rose and he screamed his lover’s name.

“Goku!!”

“Ah… Sanzo!”

Both of them came again, within each other, and the tightness of Goku’s legs around Sanzo’s hips loosened.

Sanzo fell back, Goku’s head pressed against his chest.

“Don’t you dare run away again.” Said Sanzo. “Or I’ll do that again.”

Goku giggled.

“Then maybe I should run away more often.”

“…”

“Sanzo…”

“Ah?”

“You won’t ever betray me… will you?”

“Hmph.”

“What?”

“Ask a stupid question, get a stupid answer.”

“Hm.”

Goku tapped a pair of fingers playfully along Sanzo’s chest, following where his muscles parted.

“I… want… you.” He whispered with each tap.

“… Baka.” Sanzo took his hand and held it tightly, giving him a long, deep kiss.

~ It's too far away for me to hold… it's too far away... guess I'll let it go… ~

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