MY HORRIFIC NIGHTMARE
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Now Playing: FUCKING SILIENCE
Topic: FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!
OK this sucks this really is not fucking funny anymore I'm really starting to question what the fuck is really going on here?as far as bf gf status and as oneis in this fucking two seater boat there is no fucking onenance i just dont get it ,can this be possible can it truly be that i should be struck with this unbelievable mind boggling situation that seems to have no fucking resolution other than to accept it and oh well thats how its going to be dont like it then get the fuck out of it!!!!!!NOOOOOOOO fucking way !!!..........i am just at a hair pulling ,head banging on wall fucking point !!!!!!!i see no spark of light no ray of hope.. no... no... no ..aahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!this can not be ...,it just blows me all the way back to fuck ville.i am having a difficult time trying to swallow what i so dreadfully will find truly hard to accept and to LIVE WITH!!!!!!!FOR EVER JUST OH WELL ....TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT?........AAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!this is just not right i mean come on i know i fucked up in the past,and yea i did do some things that were not right and yea i knew what i was doing most of the time was completely wrong and so yea OK..but i dont think i went way beyond the percentage of the norm..you know i think I'm right there in the line of being average as far as comparing to everyone else you now i dont think i did so much wrong that i would be in the below normal crowd I'm right in the norm averaging just as the most common of all people ...do you get me or am i just so far starved and hallucinating and rambling on about nonsense thats not understandable?maybe so maybe no thats besides the point ........THE FUCKING POINT I'm TRYING TO MAKE IS..........this OK am i so fucking unlucky so cursed for wrong doing am i?so just doomed forever and ever ?that i me ,the kind of person i am ,me ,me, me being known on the hush hush or maybe on the not hush hush of having a over the normal ,at addicting kind of like level on the extreme like to just over indulge cant get enough fucking appetite you know like I'm constantly fucking starving just about ....get it I'm a very high libido bitch yes i am a over indulged of the xxx thang you just dont even know..........the fucking shit i am being forced ,,pushed beyond control resisting in every way not bending at all yet but getting to feel the weaking of the solid grip from the constant pressure and being so fucking blown by the thought of breaking and having to just swallowing it it and pretending I'm going to be OK with it kind of BULL SHIT!!!!its just crazy ,,,what the fuck do you mean i just dont know what the hell to think....you what?you what?no..no...no...this is not happening you dont like to have xxxx ..you dont like to do the thing that keeps me up and feeling like I'm OK like the thing that almost brings life to me my oxygen my life support or maybe half my life support you are WHAT?????????a fucking low libido fucking homo????????fuck no this is insane its just not happening this is a nightmare i need to get dick for real this not funny at all dont even play you what?no...no...no...I'm just mortified ,in deep shock and half passed out !!!!!!!!!!a fucking nightmare of the worst kind this is a bad dream and I'm going to wake up naked with dick in side me from behind and I'm going to open my eyes and turn back and see the eyes of my bf and hes going to have a big smile and hes going to say i knew if i rammed my fucking big cock up inside you from behind you would wake up....and then I'm going to reach his lips and kiss him and tell him about the fucking nightmare and hes going to say oh baby you know thats just a dream a bad dream and I'm going to feel his enormous cock just filling me up and I'm going to smile ...OK OK.........NOW WHAT THE FUCK?????