A STORYBOOK ROMANCE
Chapter Seven
"What?" Cal asked loudly, trying to
hide his upset, worried feelings as he looked at the serious doctor. Guilt and
fear had grabbed him harshly. His eyes traveled to Rose, lying unmoving in the
room. He paled even more and felt sweat breaking his white skin. Trembling, his
hand moved to his forehead, wiping away the moist drops.
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw that
Jack, Jack, the man who should be held responsible for all of this, almost had
been…barely listened, he just stared at Rose. He didn't even seem to care that
the doctor had stopped everything. Stopped the only chance Cal had. No, of
course not, the doctor won't ruin anything. He won't.
Jack's face remained still, his blue eyes
filled with pain and worry. Through a dark haze, he saw the doctor trying to
say something, but all he really knew was that Rose had been hurt, Rose might
never open her eyes to look at him again. He couldn't care less what would
happen to him. If only Rose was okay.
The Master-at-Arms was the only one there who
was actually listening to the doctor's words, and he turned to him, still
holding Jack in a firm grip. The pale, nervous face that met him made him
narrow his eyes.
"What's wrong, doctor?" he asked
firmly. The doctor looked down for a moment and when he looked back up, he
seemed calmer.
"The girl, she's…she's not…I mean, this
man…"
The Master-at-Arms sighed, looking pointedly
at Jack's defeated shoulders and then at Cal's angry, silent face. Jack didn't
even hear the words. Cal didn't want to.
Swallowing hard, rubbing his face roughly,
the doctor cast another glance at Rose, cleared his throat, and lowered his
voice to a whisper, hoping Ruth wasn't listening. He didn't know if he could
take another scene from the woman who claimed to care about Rose.
"Doctor, what is it?"
"She…she's with child, the young woman
is with child and…unless she knew this young man three months ago, it can't be
his and…then there must be someone else…" He looked at Cal blankly.
The Master-at-Arms stared at Cal, his
intelligent eyes looking at the man from top to toe, nodding slowly. Before
deciding that living and working on a ship would be an interesting experience,
he had been a police officer in New York City and he knew how criminals
behaved.
Cal had seemed strange from the very beginning,
it had been something in his eyes and when he had talked about Jack hurting
Rose, something had rung untrue about his manner, about everything. But,
Caledon Hockley was an upstanding member of the upper class, rich and powerful.
No one had had any real reason to doubt him. Now, they had.
Rose couldn't have been raped by Jack, that
was clear by the young man's reaction. Cal on the other hand…Cal, who was a
textbook example of a person who cannot control rage, who beats women. This
doctor had provided the proof they needed. He had confirmed the truth.
The Master-at-Arms didn't show any of this.
He didn't let go of Jack and just continued staring at Cal, waiting for him to
crack. It would almost be amusing to see him talk his way out of this one.
"I never touched her!" he pressed
out between pursed, white lips, his face turning red and then white again, his
fists clenched. The Master-at-Arms nodded slowly, his grip on Jack loosening.
Finally, Jack seemed to be aware of the words the doctor had uttered and his
empty stare had been replaced by a shocked, angry expression. He glared at Cal,
speechless.
"How could you do that to her?" he
whispered quietly. Cal took a deep breath and then, finally snapped. He lunged
at Jack, who barely noticed the men keeping Cal away from him. All he heard was
the doctor's words…she's going to have a baby…a baby, Cal's child. He didn't
even notice that he was cleared, that they knew it was Cal. All he knew was
that Rose was going to have a baby. Not his. Cal's.
He felt someone remove the handcuffs and he
practically flew to her side, not noticing Ruth getting up, yelling at the
Master-at-Arms, yelling at Cal, at the doctor.
Jack just sank down to his knees next to
Rose, hearing how painful it was for her to breathe. He took her hand gently,
kissing it, rubbing her soft skin, his eyes anxiously watching her pale face,
searching for visible bruises. He didn't see any and the anger rose in him.
That bastard had tried to make sure that no one would know. He had probably
lost control and beaten…Rose into a coma.
Jack paled even more and leaned his face down
on her arm, trying to draw comfort from her warmth. The slow moments that
indicated she was breathing, her red hair lying around her like broken glass.
Silence was slowly casting its shadow in the room.
"Rose, it's going to be okay now. It's
going to be okay. I'm here. I'm here, Rose and Cal won't…he won't come near you
again. He's gone, Rose. He's gone and I'm right here with you."
His whispering voice was all that the doctor
heard as he walked back inside, letting the Master-at-Arms leave with a
screaming, defeated Cal and a shivering Ruth. He looked at the young man sadly,
but also with relief. He was innocent and hadn't been dragged to jail for
something he hadn't done.
"Jack? Mr. Dawson?"
"Yeah?"
Jack didn't turn around, he just kept
watching Rose with sad, worried eyes.
"I need to examine her again."
Jack looked up briefly and reluctantly moved
to the side, still grasping Rose's hand. Worriedly, he looked at the doctor
touching Rose, making sure she wasn't hurt even more. The doctor noticed this
and smiled inwardly. First impressions were right most of the times. Cal was
the attacker, not Jack.
"Is she okay? I mean, the baby and
everything? Is she going to wake up?"
The baby? I was right. I should have told
you, Jack, I'm sorry, I didn't want to think about it. I didn't want it to be
true. Why are you still here? And why can't I look at you?
"I don't know, son, I don't know. As far
as I know…the baby is okay, but…I have to be frank…I don't know if she'll wake
up."
There was no expression on Jack's face, but
he buried his face in his hands, not able to look at the doctor as he touched
Rose's head, felt her pulse, checked her stomach, her breath.
"She cares about you a great deal, does
she?" he asked Jack calmly before walking over to the other side of the
bed.
Jack nodded, silently moving back to his
place next to Rose, kissing her hand gently.
"She loves me. I love her…she was…trying
to get away from him. I didn't…I didn't know that she was pregnant." Jack
drew a difficult breath, swallowing a sob. "How could he do this to her?
How could he?" He breathed, squeezing Rose's hand tightly.
Oh Jack, it's not your fault. Don't blame
yourself. Just, hold me. Hold me. I love you, Jack. I love you so much.
"I don't know, son."
"I…couldn't believe it when he said I
did this. He threatened to tell everyone that if I came near her again, but I
didn't know…I was going to stay away, because I couldn't bear her getting hurt
again. Rather with a monster alive than dead, right?" He laughed
mirthlessly. "I…should have seen it coming. I should have forced her to
come with me last night. She…she came to see me, at least tried, she could
barely walk…and she told me to stay away, to save myself. Dammit, I should have
just picked her up and taken her far away from…Cal."
I wouldn't have let you, Jack. But you're
wonderful for wanting to do that. I wish I could wake up.
A gentle hand came over his shoulder and he
looked up, tearfully at the doctor.
"You're not that kind of man. You wanted
her to decide on her own and…she misjudged him. She thought she was protecting
you and she didn't think he would hurt her this badly. It's not her fault, nor
yours…it's his fault."
Jack almost smiled, looking up at the short,
kind and smiling man.
"Thank you…for everything. For knowing
who hurt her. For taking care of her. I…I don't even know your name," he
smiled.
"Tom. Dr. Tom Williams."
Jack nodded, still smiling palely.
"So, Tom, what can I do to make her wake
up?"
Tom smiled softly.
"Just talk to her. I'm sure she'll be
able to wake up if she hears you're here. Her mother's voice, or Cal's, well,
they probably just pushed her even more deeply into unconsciousness. You're the
one she'll want to wake up to."
Jack stayed by Rose's side until evening,
ignoring the noises from outside, Ruth trying to get back inside, but being
told to leave by someone. All Jack knew was that he wished she would be quiet.
He didn't want Rose to think her mother was there. So, he talked even more to
her, trying to hide Ruth's voice from Rose.
Finally, it was quiet in the corridor and he
whispered to her, whispered about their life together, heading out for the horizon.
He always included the baby in the plans. Always. It didn't matter if they were
riding horses or going to parties without being invited, or being famous
actors, artists…the baby was always there.
Jack…I don't know what…how to thank you. I
just…I have to try to wake up. I have to.
He leaned his head on her arm gently, wishing
so desperately that she would open her eyes. He had so much to talk to her
about, so much to tell her. He was almost falling asleep when he felt a
movement from the hand in his. Drowsily, he looked up, and immediately watched
her anxiously, his hand moving over hers gently.
"Jack?"
She looked at him tiredly, smiling.
"You're still here," she breathed
and closed her eyes, reveling in feeling his fingers over her forehead.
"Of course I am…oh Rose, I thought you'd
never wake up. I've been so worried…I…Cal's gone, you don't have to worry about
it…we're both okay, safe and I…"
"Shh," she whispered, smiling at
him. "I…I heard everything. I know…everything."
Timidly, she looked up at him, not ready to
mention the baby yet. Her eyes seemed to be dark with pain and worry and all he
wanted was for her to truly smile again, smile like she had when they had been
running away from Lovejoy, when she had told him she loved him. Nervously, he
licked his lips, squeezing her hand tightly as he smiled in return, not sure if
her expression meant she was worried Cal would come back, or something else.
"Good," he said, deciding to ignore
it for now. He leaned forwards to place a kiss on her cheek, attentively
watching her pale face. "Good. I wouldn't know how to begin to tell
you…"
But she wouldn't let him finish, she closed
her eyes, whispering loudly. "I just couldn't wake up!" Noticing that
her frustration had made his weak smile fade, she continued. "I'm so
sorry, Jack…for last night, for pushing you away…I just thought he would do
something horrible to you and…I was right…" She swallowed hard, closing
her eyes again, this time leaning back on the pillows heavily.
"It's okay now, Rose. The doctor…he
cleared my name and Cal is going to jail. It's okay now and you can come with
me to steerage and I'm sure the guys won't mind you staying there. I'll sleep
on the floor and…"
Rose's hand touching his face made him stop
and he smiled at her when he saw the amused look in her eye.
"It's okay, Jack. I'll go with you…I
don't care if I have to sleep on the floor…just as long as we're
together."
He breathed a sigh of relief and then looked
at her worriedly again.
"This is what you want, right? I mean,
you can probably stay here and I…I don't…Cal won't be coming back so you'll be
safe, but your mother didn't seem to be…"
"Understanding," Rose finished,
laughing half-heartedly. He watched her closely as she sat up on the bed,
groaning whenever she accidentally leaned on the bruises Cal had left on her.
"I know, Jack, I know everything and…I want to be with you. You're the
only one I feel safe with and…I'm sorry about what I said last night…I just
wanted you to go…I didn't want Cal to see you." She was speaking slowly,
barely looking at him as she tried to get up from the bed.
"I know," he whispered, helping her
gently. She swayed, and had to grab hold of his hands to stay up, but otherwise
she seemed fine.
"You know…don't you?" she breathed,
her face in his chest.
"Yeah," he whispered, bringing his
arms more tightly around her. She looked up at him, her eyes scared and
vulnerable.
"Your…your baby is what saved me,"
he said in soft, serious tone of voice. She looked at him in confusion, letting
his touch soothe her into laying her head on his shoulder again.
"If it wasn't for the baby, they would
have thought I…raped you and beat you," he went on, his voice cracking at
the difficult words. She tightened her grip around him, wishing that she had
never brought him into this mess.
"I'm so sorry you got involved in all
this," she whispered, not acknowledging the baby's existence. Not yet. It
was too early. Her heart was pounding hard and she bit her lip nervously.
Surely he couldn't mean that she should really come with him now? Now that he
knew about…the baby, the rape and now that he had been arrested a second
time…because of her.
"No…Rose, it's okay. I'm fine. You're
the one who got hurt…and I'm…I just wish I could have kept it all from
happening to you…"
She pulled back slightly, watching him
nervously, her hands folded over her stomach.
"You couldn't have, Jack. I didn't know
you then."
"But I do now and you're coming with me
as soon as you're feeling well enough to move down to a dark little room in
steerage."
Her eyes grew wider and she reached out a
trembling hand to him.
"Really? I…I just…all I want is to be
with you. And know that Cal won't chase us again. I…I love you so much,
Jack."
"I love you, too, Rose…no matter
what."
He pulled her into his arms, feeling her body
shaking with sobs…or was it his own body shaking with sobs? He didn't know. He
whispered in her ear, holding her close.
"Don't worry…everything's gonna be fine.
I'll take care of everything."
"What about the baby?" came her
muffled question. Somewhere deep inside her, she knew what he wanted. She had
heard his desperate whispering words while she had been unconscious, she had
heard that he saw the baby in their future, too. But, she couldn't trust it.
Not yet.
He pulled back, gently brushing away the
tears from her cheeks and eyes.
"If…if you don't mind…I'd like to take
care of him or her, too."
She burst into new tears and he felt her hug
him tightly, as if she was afraid he would vanish into thin air.
"I'd like that…very much, Jack."
Jack breathed in deeply, pressing her fragile
body gently to his, unable to believe it was true. That they would have a happy
ending after all. After all the heartache and all the physical pain, worries,
doubts and wild accusations from her family, they would be together.
Rose drew a few shaky breaths, rubbing the
fabric of his shirt underneath her shaking fingertips. A moment ago she had
been in a deep unconscious sleep, possibly never able to wake up and now…now
she was in the arms of the man she loved. This time, nothing stood in their
way.
Sighing lightly, Rose leaned her head on
Jack's shoulder and felt him kiss her cheek gently. She hugged him even more
tightly, remembering their night together, in steerage, running away from Cal,
finding him on deck that dark night. Everything would be all right now.
Everything would be all right, like in all storybook romances. And with that
said, we will let the prince kiss his princess as their ship sails off into the
sunset.