*~*The BoysYou Don't Know *~*

I could bearly sleep all I kept thinking of was how Nita was acting before all this mess about me being courts baby's daddy came about she was starting to loosen up and let her self act normal around me and we almost had sex... almost but then courtney had to walk in on us. which I'm kind of happy about since I don't know what she would have said after she found out that the baby was mine. Oh dear god why did it have to be mine! I love Nita to death... I even had a wedding ring made up so we could get married. it was perfect... it would look so beautiful on her too... but nothing I think could ever enhance her beauty truely cause god created something truely beautiful when he made her. I sat up on the pool table and stroked Nicky who I had sleeping next to me for the last few hours I then put the dog on the floor and hopped off the table and walked into the kitchen to find that it was three in the afternoon and Nita was sitting next to courtney at the table. they were talking and Nita looked slightly better she had her hair pulled up in a bun and was wearing a long flowing skirt with orange flowers all over it with a white tank top she looked so good I could bearly hide my.... "excitement" they payed me no heed untill I walked over to the fridge and opened it then Nitas eyes fell on me they made me wanna put a shirt on it seemed like she was analizing me " I wish this baby would hurry up and come up " courtney said as she sipped her orange juice and looked at Nita who still hadn't taken her eyes off of me it made me really uncomforatable.

"So your just now getting up?" Courtney said directing her attention to me because Nita ignored her "Yeah I'm still sleepy too I don't know why" I said as I yawned andgrabbed the apple juice and drank out of the carton. Nita then got up from the table and ran up stairs. just then AJ knocked at the door I let him in "hey dawg wassup?" I said as I gave him dat "nuttin" AJ then stepped passed me and looked at courtney who was glowing "BABY!" courtney said as she ran to him. I ached inside because I knew that I wouldn't have anyone hugging me or calling me baby for a while. Nita then ran down the stairs and flew to courtney "You HAVE TO STAY... don't leave me alone with him..... please" I was so hurt by Nitas words they hit me like a ten ton brick being dropped on my head "I have to go for alittle while to patch things up with AJ I'll be back later on you guys will be just fine" Courtney said on her way out of the door she then rushed back in and gave both me and Nita a hug "hang in there she'll come around" She told me before she dissappeared. After she left Nita whent back up stairs and I followed. I stood in the door way of the room we once shared and watched her cry while snuggled up to a teddy bear.

"Why does this have to happen to me... I finally meet the man of my dreams we get seriouse and then I find out he's gonna be my bestfriends baby's father... I wanna die I can't take this... I can't look at him the same and I don't even know if he loves me.. why... why ... why MOTHER FUCKING WHY!!!" she sobbed as she punched the teaddy bear and threw it across the room. "I Hope she loses that fucking bastered of a child" I couldn't beleive what I was hearing how could she turn on her best friend so fast I then decided to go over and comfort her so I walked over to her and sat on the bed and wrapped my arms around her. she egerly placed her head on my shoulder and cried "I can't... take it any more... I just can't... I am being killed slowly by this I can't take it..." she cried "shhh... I know... I know." I said as I craidled her it was to much for me I wanted to cry too but I didn't "This is the last place I wanna be right now... In your arms but I would also not have it any other way" I felt so bad. We then fell asleep and we were awakened by AJ in the room "yo wake up we gotta get top the air port" AJ said waking me up Nita was still alseep "Shit now?? what time is it??" I said as I sat up being carful not to wake Nita "yeah!.. it's 9:30 in the morning! you betta get up and get showered.... or we'll leave your ass I will too remember before" AJ said as he poked Nita. SHe woke up peacefuly and walked over to the bathroom and turned on the water I rushed to join her. I stripped down and got in the shower. As the water rushed over our bodies we were silent. "Nick" Nita said breathlessly as I kissed her. "Don't say a word" I said as I kissed her callor bone she quivered.

"Nick..." she said again I couldn't stop my self before long we were fucking while standing up in the shower with water running over our bodies and she was so loud everyone probably heard us. After it Nita looked tired her eyes looked almost lifeless and she was out of breath. We showered quickly and then got out. when Nita came out she had to lean against me I felt so close to her like we were one still. "Oh Nick" she breathed against my chest. "shh... your tired now wait a minute before you talk you'll get your strength back" I smiled... I couldn't believe that I wore her out considering the fact that she seems like the energizer bunny during the day She then clung to me and kissed my chest "I whent against all my morals" She said as she tried to stand she almost fell but I caught her "Why.. did you do that... you shouldn't have then... I mean... you diplaced your self for this" I said as I sat her down on the egde of the tub.

"But I wanted to... kind of... I have always wanted to save my self for marrage you know but now I guess I can't do that... but I don't regret that" She said as she started to mess with her hands "Well I feel guilty" I said stepping away from her and pulling on my boxers "Don't.. I enjoied it" She smiled "Well that was a very prevelant fact considering that probably the little starving children in brazil proably herd you scream OH NICK" I laughted "Well.. I'm sorry... I couldn't help my self it was just... I don't know.. a reflex" she then grined widely and hopped off the edge of the tub and yanked on her bell bottoms

"Well we need to quit fooling around and get dressed" I teased after kissing her. we then dressed and walked to the bedroom Courtney and AJ were sitting on the bed "WOW" courtney said as she saw us emerge "That was the loudest sex I've ever heard" said AJ laughting Nita blushed "Not as bad as you and courtney I swear dawg... your worse then me and Nita... and it was one time with us! and I don't even wanna get into this!" I said laughing as I looked around at the room there were two suit cases on the bed. "We have to go NOW" courtney said checking her watch so we left. When we got there the other guys looked pissed. "where the fuck were you guys?" Kevin said getting loud as Nita hid her face in my arm "We got delyed alittle" AJ said as he stepped up to Kevin "Well... it was probably because of your bitches anyway" Kevin said as he smirked "What the fuck are you saying?" I said as I pushed Kevin and thats how it started in a matter of seconds we were all fighting except for the girls they were standing off to the side. Courtney then walked over to us and tried to break up the fight "hey you guys stop this isn't needed... stop" Courtney said tring to separate us just then Kevin punched her in the stomach and she fell and landed with a thud over a chair. AJ then stopped and ran over to her she was stomac down and she was crying loudly. "I think I hurt the baby" courtney said over and over again. AJ called 911 on the cell phone.

The paramedics were there in minutes and the took her to the hospital and they made me leave Nita and go because I was the father of the baby. I stood and waited for what seemed like hours in the waiting room before Nita and every one else got there. "Is she okay?" Nita said as she pouted I took her in my arms and held her "I dont know they just told me to wait out here till they come out and tell me ta come in..." I said as I stroked her hair.

After about an hour the doctors came out they had a solomn look on their faces. they told me first "Umm... she lost the baby" They said in almost a whisper Inside I didn't know weather to rejoice or to cry I was so messed up inside. "but you can come in and see her" They said then they walked away "She lost the baby" I said to everyone "but now we can come and see her" I then pulled Nita off to the side "So... how do you feel?" I asked as I stroked her hair "Really confused... I mean I wanted this but... not like this... I didn't really want it though I was just angry I guess... and now I feel really guilty" She cried we then walked in to see courtney who was all hooked up to several mechines. "are you okay?" Nita said as she ran over to her and sat down on the floor next to the bed "Yeah I'm gonna be let out in a few hours they just want me to rest..." Court said she didn't seem to be hurt by this. "okay well if you need anything let me know" Nita said as she stoode up and left I followed.