*~*The Boys You Don't Know *~*

I felt so guilty inside like I should have been the one to break up that fight but all that was going threw my was boy will fight. I wasn't even thinking and then the whole thing with me and nick just an hour before just blew my mind! So we took the 12 o clock plane to New York when we got there the air port was decerted I was so suprised. So we walked threw JFK I hung over Nick's shouder it was to quiet not like I objected but I felt uneasy, When we got to the hotel room I flopped down on the bed not bothering to get changed.

"SO... whats up for tomorrrow?" I said pulling the comforter over me and kicking off my shoes "I have an interveiw at VH1 and you have the Backstreet Girlfriends TV show thingie to do at MTV... all day from 12 to 5..." Nick said as he stripped and laid down next to me in his boxers "with the other girlfriends?..." I said as Nick wrapped me in his strong arms "yes with the other girlfriends and wives... more then just courtney too... they have kristen and Leighanne and Rachel... who if you don't know is howies new 'thing' " Nick said as he kissed my lips softly I was in heaven.

"Okay just make sure I'm on the end because I just might kick Kristens Ass!!" I said giggleing he kissed me again. "Oh like that would be bad those two bitches need to get dere heads in fucking check!" Nick laughted and kissed me again1 "So I have all tomorrow with out you!... I really wanted to spend time with you" I said pouting "well I can garrentee that you'll be happy that your not spending all day with me... okay" Nick kissed me again

"Okay Y?" "Not telling it's a suprise!" "Oh! I love suprises!what is it?" " I'll tell you when I have to... when I give you the suprise" Nick smirked and he licked my shoulder "hey!... down boy down!" I teased kissing his chest "don't you wanna get changed outta your jeans?" Nick said kissing me again "Actually yeah!" I the stood up and slithered out of my jeans panties shirt and bra and hopped under the covers he looked my body over "you say down boy... but thats not helping me stay down unless you mean my thoughts" he snickered and kissed me. "well.. maybe I don't want you to stay down all night!" I said as I kissed his chest. He snickered and turned off the light "lets go to sleep" "sleep is good" I said kissing him. Our bodies were pressed closly because they gave us a room with two twinbeds instead of on Full. I kissed him over and over again "shh.... don't we have to go to the different Studios tomorrow we have to go to lunch and all that good stuff.. and then we have dinner at Chez something or other " Nick said kissing me "oh so sleep would be needed" "yes sleep would be needed" he then kissed me and shortly after fell asleep

In the morning I got up on time and streched took my shower and left before Nick even woke up. All morning long was hair and makeup! I had also found out that Heather was gonna be there and I did not wanna deal with it. I was ready to leave when the told us to go on stage. I couldn't turn back they rushed me on stage and then they started to play the call and Carson started talking

"We are here with The Backstreet boys' New girlfriends Nita... being Nicks and Courtney Being AJ's.... so you too how much has your lives changed since meeting the guys?" he then put the micphone under my mouth I guess I was suppost to talk I froze for a moment and looked at the cue cards "I guess it hasn't changed a whole lot like... I guess I'm suppose to say it's more hectic but it really isn't..." I said smiling "So... it doesn't make you uncomfortable that millions of girls like you boyfriend and that the most favorite Girlfriend of all time was Heather... the one you replaced"

"Ummm... I was once one of those screaming girls ... so no I don't mind and about that last one I really don't care... if they're gonna like me there gonna like me if they don't they don't" I then smiled " so you don't mind if you get bashed like willa" "I was a willa basher so... umm.. I hope they don't but I can't really make up there minds for them..." "Okay... well now we're gonna find out the prizes that the old Girlfriends won you took our on line poll now veiw the answers for most liked theres Heather for prettiest theres amanda for nicest theres Heather and for best girlfriend that should get married theres... drum roll please.... Heather" I wanted to cry as carson said that. then Heather came out and they gave her an award and she left "... if she's so great why did Nick leave her..." I said to my self forgetting about the microphone. every one looked at me. "she left Nick" A girl in the crowed screamed... I felt so low! "So... to turn to a different subject... what is your favorite thing to do?" "I like to go to the beach and sing if I'm all by my self... and just listen to my voice and the waves harmonize" I smiled "will you sing for us?" "ummm..." I blushed

"C'mon Nita sing!" Leighanne said smiling "Oh.. okay.... Looking back on the things I've done I was trying to be some one plaied my part kept you in the dark now let me show you the shape of my heart" I just let my voice flow... every one whent quiet when I finished. "WOW... you sound better then britney spears!.. Why don't you get a Record deal" "I just don't have the time... and it doesn't take much to sing better then britney!"I smiled "well I'm sure now you have the time" "no... cause I'm going to college in the fall" "Well you could do your tours during the winter and stuff..." "I can't... I wish I could but I can't" Then they whent on and talked with everyone else after ward Nick met me in the dressing room I was taking off my mascara. I was told that my popularity was nil... "I heard and I'm sorry" Nick said as he put his hand on my shoulder "S'okay it's not your fault" I then kissed him "there jus jelious cause you'v got dis fine ass and dey don... and they see you and they can't help but think I wish I looked that good" he then kissed me " I wish!" I said as I wiped my tears "C'mon lets go to dinner... my treat just me you and NO fans I promise" Nick then flashed me his you better Cheer up smile "Okay" I said reluctantly he pulled me up out of my chair picked me up and carried me like he would carry his bride to the car. we were met out side by some fans holding up posters that said "Nita, Rules"and " Nick bout Time you got a Real Woman" I was some what cheered up

When we got to the resteraunt there were fans lined up out side in backstreet boy tee shirts. Nick looked kind of angry but he didn't say anything he just got back in the car and drove to another restraunt. There were fans there too. "You know what why don't we have quiet evening in the hotel?" Nick said as he kissed me softly. "sure... why not then we can have some time to our selves" I smiled evily and we drove to the hotel. When we got there we headed straight for the lil kitchen. I started opening the cupboards to find them stocked big time. "so what do you feel like eating I can cook almost anything" I said smiling as I pulled on an apron. Nick looked over at me and smiled from the other side of the counter. "how about chicken alfrado?" Nick said looking at me as I pulled the stuff out of the cupboards I could feel his eyes on me. I didn't mind at all. "DO you need any help?" Nick said as walked over and kissed my Neck I quivered. "ummm.... no not at the moment you can go laydown if you want to" I said as I regained my composure he kissed me again then he walked to the bed area. I quickly made the chicken alfraido I looked at it for several moments before deciding to go and get Nick. I ran up the stairs only to find him dead asleep. I couldn't help looking at his buldge. "umm... Nick" I said in a soft voice as I nudged him with my foot. he didn't stir so I thought of an interesting way to wake him up. I lifted up his shirt and slid my hand under the waist band of his jeans and boxers I then slowly and softly touched his very erect... member. he instantly sat up awake. ".... oh my god." HE said as he kind of shook him self from his dream. "what?" I said as I stroked it softly.... "Um... Nothing I just had a dream..." Nick managed to groan out..." did any one ever tell you you have soft hands?" after that I smiled he continued to groan and then he bit his lip I then knew it was time to stop so I pulled my hand out he grabbed my wrist befor I got it all the way out. "oh... please dont... just finish me please" me managed to breath out he sounded like he was in pain almost "after diner... I promise it'll be something you'll never forget" I smiled and he let my hand go. he was a pinkish color and breathing deeply and when he stood up I could see a spot of pre-cum on his jeans I laughed. and we washed our hands and whent to the kitchen area to eat. while eating I kept perpusly smearing the alfrado sauce over my lips and then licking it off Nick's fork starts to shake as he watches me do this. we finished quickly.

"Umm.. diner was great" Nick said kissing me I could still taste the alfrado sauce and I smiled "almost as good as my mom's chicken and noodles" Nick said as he draped his heavy arm around my shoulder and ushered me to the bedroom area. he the slowly took off his clothes till he was naked before me I was in heaven I just sat on the bed and then he walked over to me I the quickly took off my shirt and jeans nick smiled when I laid down on the bed. he crawled next to me. "you know what?" Nick said running his hand over my body "what" I said quivering "your perfect" He then kissed me. "come with me" I said as I rolled off the bed and kneeled down on the floor near the far wall facreing the balcony he followed me "now lean against the wall" I said as I watched him do this. I then smiled and Started to suck hiim. it was wonderful for me. I loved the noises he was makeing and how he had his hands in my hair just right. I took him to the edge and when I got him there I stopped and pulled my self away fighting to get my hair free from his death grip. I just looked at him he was quivering , and pinkish and his member was a lovely shade of pinkish purple. I kissed his thigh and he moaned. He was right on the edge where if almost anything touched him he would cum even if it was a soft breeze. I then whent back to it and stoped again when he was almost there he was shaking and it was throbbing visibly and his nuts were pulled up and some what swollen "Please" He said between groans "please... don't make me wait" he said biting his lip "... pleasure comes to thoughs who wait" I said grinning as I took him in my mouth again and I stopped when he was just about to cum. he was making these noises that sounded barely human and he was groaning very loudly. I then finished him off He had a BIG orgasm he was practically screaming at the top of his lungs. after I got up he stayed leaning up against the wall for a few minutes recovering slowly I then kissed him on the lips and licked his cheek. he still didn't come out of it so I pulled him over to the bed and pushed him on it and I whent to sleep curled up next to his perfect body.

I woke up next to Nicks long naked frame he looked beautiful. He was my own personal Adonis. He bearly made a sound in his slumber and I watched him for several minutes I was in love with him. My infatuation for his body had turned into a full blown love for his soul. I wanted to kiss him but at the same time I didn't want to wake him I was in bliss. he then stirred in his sleep and put his arm around my waist in his sleep. he then turned over and kissed me he was now awake. "Today I have to host a show with Samantha Mumba" Nick said as he kissed my shoulder "Ohhhh.... today? why... you don't think she's hott do you?" "Not as hott as you" Nick said kissing me again "thats good"I said nodding as I kissed his shoulder. "I'm just hosting a two hour show... thats all it goes from ten to tweleve then at one I'm gonna go see you and the rest of the BSGFs on the set and you get to go with me when I get a tattoo... you get to see me bleed" He said playfully as he kissed me. "ohh lala... what are you getting... I love all of your tattoos they make you look like a living art gallery for my viewing pleasure" I said as I kissed his arm band. "I'm getting a dolphin and shark in a circle at the base of my neck that says Nita and Nick for ever across the middle" He smiled. "is it gonna hurt?" I said kissing his arm "A little... but I've been inked up before... it doesn't hurt too bad" HE said as he kissed me and looked down on me.

"I love you" I said as I sat up and hopped out of the bed and walked over to the bathroom. Nick followed "I love you too" He said as he kissed me right before I stripped out of my clothes and he hopped in the shower I hate hotle showers they are so small and cramped. Nick was pressed close against me I was so turned on. The inosent contact was killing me so I kissed his neck and he trembled visibly looked at him and then traced the sun he had on his back. he turned around and kissed me pressing his soapy body tightly against my body that trembled in response. "Are you ever gonna get inked?" he said as he picked up a little travel size bottle of hotel shampoo and emptied the contence into his hand and he then ran it threw his hair "yeah... I want to I love the whole idea of being tattooed I wanna get something like your shark....can I wash your hair?" I said as he had just started to work it in "sure if you can reach" he said laughing as he got on his knees in front of me and turned around I ran my hands threw his hair it even felt like silk with shampoo in it which amazed me he moaned softly as I plaied with his hair for several moments. before rinsing the shampoo out HE then stood up and kissed me. "I love your hair..." I said smiling at him and kissing his collar bone by stading on my toes "I love your's too it's so red and curly" he said as he took a ringlet from my shoulder and pulled it till it was straight. "I wish we didn't have things we have to do today... I really want to just spend the day with you" I said placing my head on his chest and kissing the flesh as we stood underneith the shower head "I do too but we have to do em... but at the end of the day there'll be a big suprise for you" HE smiled and I decied if he thinks it's good it must be big. So shortly after I got dressed and left for MTV studios in a cab. During hair and Make up I got to talk with Leighanne and Nicole. be cause our chairs were next to eachother "so whats it's like dateing the supposed wildest backstreet boy?" Leighanne said grinning "wildest how?" I said as I tried not to move my face too much as they put on my makeup "you know in bed is he as wild as they say he is?" Nicole said grining "He wasn't wild he was gental and soft about it he didn't go at me like some crazed maniac and he told me to be quiet to keep it romantic but... I couldn't" I then smiled and they said aww, "so was he that good.. I wish I had some excitement like that the only time Brian is up to doing anything wild like that is when their off tour but I heard Nick has never ending energy Heath used to go on and on about that to the point were I was annoyed with her" Leighanne said laughing. "I know! god... someone needed to shut that girl up! thats why we like you ... you never talk too much you keep the boy's secrets so far and you seem really nice and funny" Nicole said just before they called us on stage.

The show was so boring. they had me sing twice. and some fans asked us questions which we had answers to already. Then The boys showed up to take us to the tattoo parler I had my hand in Nicks as we walked to the bus. After the bus had started I had leaned against nick's long frame "I'm so tired" I said nuzzleing against him "why you didn't do anything today except sit and talk" he said playing with my hair "It was so boring it made me tired" I said as I kissed his neck "Mon ange est-il fatigué?" Nick said as he kissed me "wha??' I said as I looked up at him. " Never mind.." He then kissed me again. and we pulled up accross the street from the tattoo parler called the Freak Palace.

"SO you getting a tattoo done here.... at" I peered out the window "the freak palace" I started laughing "yes and I got my shark done here so if I wanna get the same design I gotta go here... and i really like the way the guy did the shark so.. yah know"Nick then stood up and we got out of the bus and the cameras were then turned on. When nick whent in to get his tattoo done I went and looked over at some of the designs and I had found the perfect dolphine jumping over the sun so I paid for it and got it done in the same place where Nick was getting his done. The Pain was so intence. I was crying and hollaring and I ripped the head off of the little teddy bear they had me holding. And they got it all on camera, I was in so much pain when it was over Nick wasn't done yet.

"So... how did it feel" CArson said holding the microphone in my face "Not good... I am probably never ever gonna get one done again... at least not while I'm sober" I said laughing Nick then walked out and proudly turned around to show the camera the huge bandage on his back. "Nick... look" I poked him turned around and lifeted up my hair and peeled back the bandage "oh ma gawd... Nita.. it's so beautiful... It looks just like my shark only it's a dolphin" Nick then helped my smooth the bandage back on. "So what are your plans for tonight?" Carson asked with a smile on his face as he staired at my boobs "We are gonna have a nice little evening with Howie and Nicole.... just Diner double date I guess" I said smiling "well... I hope you have fun... and I'm carson dailey and this has been... Tuseday with the Backstreet girlfriends" the camera and mic was turned off "so what are you guys really doing tonight?" "We are going to see dinner and a movie with Howie and Nicole...." I said matter of factly "yeah what ever" Carson said as he left. After we left I got showered at the hotel and dressed. My ink was stinging "Nick it burns a bit" I said when I was in the shower. Nick then popped in the bathroom and took a piss right in front of me. "ewww... I don't need to see that! I mean that thing has been inside of me and in my mouth the last thing I need to see is what else it does... ick!" I said as I whent back to washing my hair. "turn around and lift up your hair" Nick said as he zipped up his pants. I did as he said "Oh... you got shampoo on it thats gotta hurt!" Nick said as he took a wash cloth and blotted it the cool water made it feel much better. "That feels soo good" I moaned out "thats cause you got it done on your hot spot which means now it will be even more sensitive then before which means... " He pressed his cool lips against it and I quivered "please don't do that now" I said as I tried to maintain my composure "Okay hurry we gotta get outta here" He said as he kiised my shoulder and left the bathroom leaving the door open. When I was done I got dressed and pinned my hair up in a bun to show off my tattoo that had to get air. I was wearing a blue dress so it matched and nick was wearing a pair of shorts and a wife beater tee. to show off his many tattoos. "Ink boy" I said laughing as I got on my tip toes and kissed his armband. "my ink angel" he said as he pressed his lips against my tattoo.

"Don't do that!" I said as we walked to the car. "Why not?" Nick said smirking as he did it again right before he got in that car. "so where are we going to dinner since you are dressed all laid back" I said as I got in the car and kissed him. "We are haveing a nice dinner and then we are going to the movies" Nick said as he screeched out of the parking lot. We pulled up in the parking lot of a small diner. There were no fans there. so hopefully we would be uninterupted for a change. We walked in to find Howie and Nicole talking and getting all romantic. "awwwe" I said as I slid in the empty half of the booth. "Oh... you ruined the mood!" Howie said joking "YEah whateva whateva.... so what we eatin?" Nick said as he took out a menu "Must your mind always be on food I mean you are here with your amore!" Howie said looking into Nicoles eyes and completely forgetting about Nick. "Well I'm huuuungry!" Nick said practically growling as he kissed me. I knew he was hungry for more then food I hate the way he gets when we're out he acts different..I think he hass control issues. "I'm not really... I'd rather just sit and stare at you all eveing long" I said smiling at him he kissed me hungrily "Are you dat inlove wit mey?" he said playing with my hair. Howie then ordered for all of us. I said I wasn'y hungry and gave Nick my food and just nibbled on some french frise now and then "SO whats my big suprise?" I said as I grinned like a child. "Oh yeah wait till after the movie!" Nick said between bites in his hamburger. It seemed like an eternity we were too wrapped up in our selves to give a damn what the other couple was doing untill me and nick got to making out and we almost ended up on the table before Nicole discreetly coughed. I was so embaressed. So as I was saying We were oblivious to each other and during the movie felt like an iternity! We saw this stupid horror film that had me in nicks arms the whole time. The Drive home from the movie was bliss Nick opened up the book of his life and looked up mandah and heather in the Index and practically read the chapters to me. "She liked to hit me when She didn't get her way even when we were fooling around and I said I didn't want to do it she's hit me she'd punch me or slap me and tell me I was nothing but a dumb piece of shit that couldn't get anyone so I had to please her because I was lucky to even be with her... and then with... well remember the mattress?.... well That happend because Mandah... well She liked blood and she would scrach into my back some times not very deep and sometimes so deep it was painful for days ao one night me and her.......... I am really uncomfortable telling this to you" HE said as he shook his head

"Well you don't have to tell me you know" I said as I kissed his cheek "But I have to so anyway me and her were... haveing sex on the bed for a change and she decided she was gonna blow me She literally said...'Nick I wanna suck you off' and I was okay with this when I shouldn't have been... and so she got down on her knees infront of me and she started and it was good at first... and then she bit me..... and i had to be taken to a doctor I was so afraid I was gonna die from loss of blood I was bleeding all over the place... and I really did not wanna die that way I couldn't help thinking what the fans would think of me if they found out my girlfriend bit me intentionally when she was giveing me head so I just let my self go with it and I had to get seven stiches... It hurt like hell! and when they gave me the stiches it hurt more then it did when she bit me... And I whent home crying and it would bleed every single time I got.... well you know it would throbb so bad cause I couldn't do anything... and After that I still staied with her eventhough while I was ummm.... not able to proform she left me and lived with her mom.... I still staied with her..." HE trailed off and I kissed his cheek as we drove thew New York.. It had started to rain after we got out of the movies. "Why did you stay with her for so long then?" I said as I kissed him again "because she made me feel like no one else could love some one like me in any other way then just for sex... so I thought that I was lucky to have her I guess" We then pulled up at the hotel. "So do you have a scar?" I asked grinning as I laid my hand on his cock threw his shorts "yeah... and unfortunately I'll never be to forget that bitch because her fucking teeth marks will always be engraved in my goddamned cock..... and I don't think I could ever for give he" He said with a frown "So is that what made you flock to heather when she bit you and made you feel bad" I said making a face "No that what made heather flock to me... She was a friend of Mandahs and of mine I guess... we used to go places me her, her boyfriend and Mandah... and After We broke it off Heath came and flocked to me and filled my head with so much garbage it is unbelieveable... She was the type of girl Mandah was talking about... I thought She was the one... for a while then after a month or so she started talking about how she couldn't take my attitude and she would leave for a few days and go and stay with her mom or swap stories about me with Mandah and then only way I know this is because Howie caught them at the hardrock.... talking about..... Well I'll tell you later" Nick said when we were in the elevator he didn't say a single word about it again untill we got in the door and closed it.

"How... Horrible I am... in.... bed..." Nick said looking at his shoes... "But your not... trust me your not" I said as I kissed him "Thats because I am your only... so after a while it became on again off again and I got tired of it towards the end it got bad we would fight every single day and eventually I just got tired of it.... and then fate had the hotel burn down and I closed that Act of my life and opened a new one...." Nick the pulled something out of his cargo pocket. I sat on the bed and took off my shoes "what did you think of me that first night... when you were going threw my things what was going threw your mind?" I said as I smiled and peeled off my panty hose and tossed them asside "I thought you were very very feisty if not a little on the bitch side... and when I went threw your stuff I couldn't help but think that you must be a very hott girl... and you turned out to be gods most perfect creature...." he smiled as he got down on his knee and looked up at me.

"Well you know how Nicole and howie are engaged and the wedding is set for next valentines day and how AJ is thinking of asking Court and how Bri and Kevin are already married and about to start families and I Kind of really feel like I am in a relationship that could go there and beyond so I guess what I'm trying to say is ....... Nita. will you marry me?" Nick said as he opend the ring box and took out the most perfect silver ring with a dolphin on it and a diamond for the dolphins eye... and this dolphine had very BIG eyes. I was breathless I couldn't breath my heart stopped for a minute and I was stuck in shock.... "I...I...I I I I I I I I I don't know" I started crying and left all my life I had dreamed of this moment and I couldn't think of and answer so I left I put my shoes on and ran out of the hotel and down the street.

I walked for hours it seemed in the middle of the nightwearing nothing but a sundress. I wanted to go back but I knew Nick would want an answer so I just walked around a bit longer. At about five in the morning I decided to walk back. My tattoo was stinging and I wanted Nicks arms around me so badly I got to the hotel only to see it going up in flames. I was in a pannick I dropped to my knees and praied that god or who evers up there would give me a sign that Nick was alright. Just then he was wheeled by on a stretcher. I hid my face and walked quickly to The Hotle that AJ and court were staying at it was right across the street from the one Nick and I were staying in. I knocked on the door only to have courtney open it and she was cring "come in I have something to show you" She then pulled me into the room and forced me to watch a video that would change the rest of my life. It was Nick and Samantha Mumba Making out and then having sex... I stood with my mouth open "when was this?" I said as I turned my back on the tape "....yesterday well this morning... at the Show that Nick was hosting with her" Court said as she hugged me as I started to sob. "He... just asked me to marry him.... just a few hours ago... and now I come back the hotel is on fire and I find out Nick had sex with Samantha fucking Mumba! I can't take it I am gonna go fuckin Insane" I said as I left out of the door.