*~*The Boys You Don't Know *~*

From my point of view all this stuff that's happening with me and Courtney, it does'nt look so good . First she accused me sleeping with her best friend Nita, and then she sleeps with Nick because of her angery, now she's pregnant man what else could happen ?. I really did'nt mean to walk out on her when her friends were at our house, it just that the thought of her being pregnant and not even telling me really pisses me off. I don't even know if that's my baby that she's carrying or not, it could be Nick's, which would really make Nita really upset and then their friendship would probably be done for. Anyhow let me explain what happened right after Nick and Nita left out house. Courtney and I got into an argument and let me tell you, it wasn't a pretty site at all. But before this any of this happened like that incident at the hotel when all of us were fighting over something that was only a joke,all of this was just plain bulshit.Well let me explain what happened when me and Courtney fought. Right after Nick was done talking to me about to forgive Courtney she walked in the room, her eyes were really red from crying, she looked at me but I turned my face. I really did'nt want to look at her at that moment.

Everything inside me was building up inside me and I was about ready to punch a wall. "AJ can I please talk to you ?" courtney said looking at me sadly "Why ...right now I really don't even wanna see you at the moment" ""I wanna know why you walked away when I told you I was pregnant ?" "becuase the thought of you being pregnat and i not knowing...come on court, it might not even be my baby and you expect me to be happy about this, really..this could be Nick 's baby who knows" I didn't know what else to say" "You could at least be supportive AJ, I love you...if this is your baby what are you gonna do about it ?" I looked at courtney for a minute then I looked at her seeing that she waiting for me to speak so I walked up to her and said " I'll be it's father, but i'm warning you that if that baby is Nick's I will never forgive you ever and our relationship will be done for and you'll never see me again except for when I'm in concert or on TV" I knew that I was being a real blunt about what I was saying but I sounded like an asshole, this was'nt me at all I would never say this kinda of stuff to a woman, I then covered my face not believing at what I just said to my pregnant girlfriend. Courtney's eyes began filling with tears her eyes were turning red and water was flowing out like a waterfall from a stream, I knew this relationship was getting fucked upand soon enough in my mind I began thinking that this relationship wouldn't last very long. This was just like the relationship I had had with my other ex girlfriends.

" I don't believe your even saying this to me at all, why AJ.....why...I know that this week hasn't been too col with all this stuff that's been happening to us and I can understand how this can really upset you, especially you..but please AJ don't leave me like this even if the baby isn't yours period....." She then walks to me with the saddest eyes I've ever seen in a woman , she grabes a jacket nearest her and saids

"I'm going out for a while.maybe this will give you some time to think over all of this and as well give us both some time alone" She then left and closed the door without saying a word. Courtney drove out of the driveway in her black lexus and was gone, I saw her leave in the glass window closest to the piano. I rememeber recieving a call from Nick at his house saying that Courtney was there talking with Nita, that really did'nt surprise me at all.Nick had sad that just when he and Nita were just about get their grove one she knocks at the door with her make-up smeared and her face so sad she looked like she was about to die. Court hi what's wrong , you ok ? Nita said as she leads Courtney into the living room