~*~Out Of The Blue~*~

It's about time I got a chance write something. First it was my sister, then my brother and then my husband. I had called Jackie and told her that AJ and I were going to talk about how he and I got together while they talked about how they got together and she agreed. So give me about a few minutes and see where he stopped. I will be back. Ohh in case you are wondering, we just got back from visiting my sister. But give me a few minutes.

Okay I'm back. Hey that reminded me of a song from them," backstreet back's alright." Alright, I feel like a total dork. I see where my husband left off. Let me continue.

Like he said it was my sister who left us alone or told us to do something together. Which we did. It was when we got to Nick's house that same night, she was cooking some thing for dinner, while Nick and the other three were talking and she told AJ and I to peel the potatoes. I looked at her and i could've killed her. I wanted to strangle her, but I am so glad she did. That is what big sisters are for right? They look out of us smaller sisters. As we were peeling the potatoes, he and I started talking and we got to know eachother. I had found myself smiling and feeling something I never felt before. It was at that moment I knew I was falling in love with him.

But this was the first time I felt something and I didn't want to ruin it. So for awhile I had kept the way I felt inside. I looked over and my sister and gave her a look of," Thank you but you are going to die" look. Jackie knew I needed something like this to help me get over my shyness and she knew how long I've liked AJ. She knew if she had the oppurtnity she would do anything to get us together and she did. I must admit, it is her I have to thank. Because if it wasnt for her I don't think I would be with AJ or have a daughter. She was always looking out for Nicky and I, especially me when it came to guys. Deep down inside I knew she meant well and like I have siad I am so glad she did this.

Well anyways back to the story, we ended up talking all night after everyone went to bed and went home. When he was talking I looked in his eyes and got lost. There was something I was feeling and didn't know how it got there or why it was there. But I can tell you this, it was because I felt so strongly about him. When he would be talking, I could be so mesmerized by what he was saying. When he would be smiling, I smiled too. It took alot of me not to kiss him that night, but I knew I wanted to be friends first and see where it was going too. I had learned from Jackie's experience with guys and I didn't want to make the same mistake she did, but I'm glad she stood there watching me, learning from my mistake and letting me do what I needed to do.

I remember going to bed that night, actually looking up on the ceiling and thinking of him. I was thinking how he was in the next room, sleeping and wondering what he was wearing. But then again I had to stop thinking like that. I had to because it was wrong. It was wrong for me to think that. I didn't know the guy until we got to know eachother. Which I am glad we did, but there is something I want to admit. Of course with him being next door, I had wondered if he slept in the nude or boxer or sweats. I have always wanted to know that since I liked him. Is it wrong for me to wonder that? Is it so wrong for me to wonder if he slept like a baby or he slept with nothing on? The answer for me was no. Because I was going to find out a few months later. Well that is it for now. I have to put our little girl down for night because I can hear her calling us. Man, she has a set of lungs. Guys, I am so sorry that this is short, but with having a baby, I am tired. But I will add more later.