It's me again. Wondering why Jackie, Nick or Alex hadn't written their stuff yet, well to be honest because my sister is doing something with the school, Nick is on the road with Aaron and Nicky and my loving hubby is in the studio, which means it leaves me alone again. But that's okay because I get to write more. Now I am trying to remember where I left off. But I'm gonna fast forward alittle more and go to where I found out I was pregnant.
It was about a year to two years since I've seen Alex. Jackie had Taylor and we were at the mall. But during that day I had wondered why I was going to the bathroom alot and throwing up. Well my sister had told me that I was pregnant. I was surprised and didn't know what to say or what to do. I was pregnant with Alex's baby and I was happy but sad at the same time. I had a live human being inside of me, growning and who will be couting on me when they grow up. But my main concern was that if I was going to tell Alex and if I had did, how is he going to react. Jackie had tried to convince me to tell him, but I didn't know what to say or do. We both knew that both AJ and Nick hung out together. She had told me to tell Alex, so he would be in the kids life. I knew who she was thinking of when she said that.
When we got the mall, there was alot of people. While there we shopped for Nicky's basketball shoes for his game the next day. Nicky was just like Nick with the basketball skills, but he had his mom's game. At his games I knew she wanted Nick to be there, but didn't know if she could ask him. When Taylor was born, she had tears in her eyes, because she came out with the blonde hair and the big bright blue eyes. But that's my sister's side of the story. Let me continue.
Like I said we were at the mall and having fun, but my stomach was so quizzy because of me being pregnant. I was thinking of Alex and how he would react if I had bumped into him and told him about the baby. I wanted to much to tell him and let him know. But I didn't know where to look. Jackie had mentioned that she talked to him just the other day and he had looked so depressed and so not him, so that I should tell him. I told her I didn't know and if I felt like telling him when I saw him I would, but in the meantime I didn't feel comfortable and she just listened to me.
Walking around the mall, I thought I felt someone watching us, but I didn't know who. I looked around and didn't find anyone, so I kept on walking. When we got to the food court, I had a craving for ice cream, burger, fries and a large drink. So Jackie went to order it, while Nicky, Taylor and I went to sit down. I had noticed Nicky looking around and saw his mom carrying the food, but Taylor had to use the bathroom and left me alone with Jackie and all the food. We were talking, when Nick and Alex came up to us. I looked in his eyes and got lost and melted. At the same time I had a human being inside of me, his child. All of a sudden I had to go throw up and went to the bathroom. I didn't know what happened until I came out. I hear someone calling me and I will be back. I guess the next person who will be writing next is Jackie or Nick. I don't know. But I will be back later with more stuff to talk about.