Alright I am back. It's late at night and I can't sleep. I put my two girls to bed and I am in the den. I am sitting in Nick's office looking over some stuff. On his desk is the picture of the kids, pictures of us from our wedding and one special one. It is a picture of him with the kids. Everytime I look at it I smile and realized that our life did come to a complete circle. Now it's time to continue with the story on how we life came to a complete circle. Where was I?
Ohh I remember the guys and my sister and my son had decided to pull a fast one over us. Carla, AJ and Nickolas had called the others to set us up. They had told Nick that they had a meeting at Fisherman's Warf in Ruskin. Well little did we both know that we were being set up. I had been getting ready to and we headed towards the resturant. As we pulled up I didn't know what was I thinking. " Ohh my god! This place is so beautiful. We haven't been here in a long time." I said walking around with my son in tow. We were there before the other has showed up with Nick. I looked around the placing thinking this was so perfect for him to take a date. I heard Nick coming from behind asking him what was going on. " What the hell is going on?" he asked. " We are here to set you two up." AJ said.
Before I knew it my son, sister and the other hadleft us alone. I turned around to look at him and smiled. But I knew this was awkward. I had walked towards him looking lost and probably looking for answers. I knew I was pissed at my sister for setting me up but I knew in her heart she had good intentions. I had wondered what they were doing but I knew they were laughing at our expense. " You don't want to be here do you?" I asked him. " Why waste a perfect evening on our friends?" he asked.
I looked into his blue eyes and I just melted. All I have to do is look into those eyes and I knew things were alright. I just never thought that I would be married to him. I had feelings for him but I didn't know he had feelings for me. I was quiet at the table picking up at my salad and knew he something was wrong. " Why are you so quiet?" he asked. " I hate not having someone return what I feel, I hate holding all what I feel inside. Can someone have their heart broken twice in a span of of seven months?" I asked him. " Well tell me how you feel?" he asked me. " Why does it matter? The only person I've loved doesn't feel the same way." I said and got up from the table and ended up looking out into the ocean. " How do you know he doesn't feel the same way?" " Because I can tell just by the way I kissed him tonight. He doesn't feel the same way."
We talked alittle more about the way I was feelings. I think having them set us up was a good thing. Before I knew it we were kissing. I felt his arms around my waist and his hand going up my back. He smelled like Heaven and just being with him with his lips against mines was all I dreamt about. I felt like I was floating on air, the kiss seems like it was going to last forever but it ended. I pulled away from him and smiled. " So where should we go after this?" I asked him. " Maybe we should head back to your house." he said and grabbed my hand.
About fifteen minutes later we got back to my house and everyone was there. We walked in and everyone was having fun. I looked at him and felt at ease.
Let's just say that the night ended up on a perfect note. For the first time we made love and it felt great to be with the one you love. Feeling him with his arms around me felt so much like what I expected. I watched him sleep for a while and smiled to myself. After being the best of friends since we were like two and now look at us 20 years later. I can tell you this, I love, Nickolas with all my heart. I smile whenever I see the picture of all of us together. In each of our kids I see him. I will be back, I hear, Angelia stirring.
Okay, I am back two hours later, I tried to put her to sleep, but she wouldn't. I knew there was one thing that will put her to sleep and that was her daddy. I had decided to call Nick and I knew that they were asleep because it was two am. I called and told him that his little angel wanted to hear his voice and so did I. I put the phone up to her ear and he sang her favorite song which was," Drowning." As smile came upon her face and laughed. I began to cry because I knew he missed his little angel. After the second verse she had fallen asleep. I told Nick and set her down in her crib. I took the phone and went back to our bedroom. I had realized that it was almost four and Taylor was going to be put in two hours. I said good night to him and told him I loved him. He had told me to make sure I give his two little angels a hug and kiss good night. I hung up the phone, grabbed the pillow that was next to me and hugged it. It smelled like my husband and I knew he was right there. Before turning the light off, I looked over and found our wedding picture. I picked up it up, smiled and traced my finger across his angelic smile. I finally fell asleep.