~*~Out Of The Blue~*~

I couldn't fall back asleep after Jackie had called. Hearing her voice and singing Angelia to sleep brought a tear to my eyes. It's almost been a week or two, heck I can't remember. Let's just say its been awhile. Since I couldn't fall back asleep, I had decided to check up on Nickolas. Nickolas isn't my biological son, but spending everyday with him, he felt like he was. I'm sure you already know we have three kids. Nickolas Robert, Taylor Ryan and Angelia Renee. Let me tell you alittle bit of our kids. Before I continue the story.

Nickolas Robert Carter, isn't my biological son. Jackie had him from a previous relationship she was involved in before coming back to Florida with Carla. But spending time with that boy, Nickolas did feel like my own son. From what I know Nickolas's father, Mark wasn't Father of the Year material. When Jackie found out she was pregnant with him, she thought Mark was happy but he wasn't. He was very physically abusive and didn't want to claim Nickolas. Lucky for him, Mark gave up his rights to his son and I legally adopted him one day. But the whole adoption thing will come into play later.

Next is Taylor Ryan Carter. What can I say about my second child. Well except that she's a fiesty one. Well she gets it from me. Taylor was born when Jackie and I were seperated for about two years. It was after the last Black and Blue concert, where something happened, we broke up and didn't see eachother for almost two years. I knew that she was pregnant and saw her around town a couple of times while she was pregnant. I remember seeing her at the hospital after Taylor was born. The guys were there with Nicky and I watched her with Taylor from outside her room and began to hurt. After awhile I had decided not to try to contact her, but that all changed when I saw them at the mall. I saw my daughter for the first time with Jackie, Nicky and Carla.

Last but certainly not least is our precious little girl Angelia Renee Carter. The miracle baby for us and our last child. We call Angie or Angel for short. Actually Angel my younger sister thought of the name. Angie was born while I was on the road with the guys. But I left the concert early and headed back home. I wanted to be there for my baby to be born. I missed out on Taylor birth and I didn't want to miss out on this one. We had Nicky with us on the road and Carla had called my phone but I was in an interview. Nicky answered it and he was told that Jackie was in labor. I looked at my son and knew something was wrong. I excused myself for a second and that was when he told me. I didn't think we were going to make it because we were out in California and Jackie was in Tampa. Nicky and I took the next flight out and early that morning we were back home. My parents took Nicky and Taylor back home, so I could be there with Jackie.

It was around three am, Angelia Renee Carter had came into the world. Jackie had fallen asleep and I held my daughter for the first time. I know I said alot about our youngest. How can I not? She's the youngest and I must admit she has daddy wrapped around her finger.

I look at all three of my kids and I realize how happy my life is. I have a loving wife and three wonderful kids. I just wish everyday I could be there, but my job as a entertainer it takes me places. I'm just greatful that Jackie had let me take Nicky on tour with me this summer. It's almost six and I can't go back to bed. I have a eight am interview with Aaron. I watch my son sleep and finally realize that my life is complete and where it should be. It's with my bestfriend of over ten years and my wife. I hope she knows I love her with all my heart and soul and she'll always be the only girl in life. Well I'm going to call home, wish Taylor a good day at school and talk to my wife.