if i showed myself to you
would you flinch
would you run away
would you?
would you?
you know that this is all a lie
everything is a lie
you ask me if i have a name
do i?
do i?
this me beneath the skins
i am nameless in a world of names
silent
watching

woke up in a clearing
and saw the birds
should have felt whole
but i had left me
she was gone
playing with the faeries
could hear her laugh
over the hills
like silverbells
but i couldn't see the faeries
and i wasn't her
maybe she just
doesn't belong here
anymore
nothing left for me to do
but wonder
if i could shatter
the icesky
with a scream

your eye
struck me
as silent
it tore me
into pieces
clarity
hurts
more than
words
i think

let winter
come
nothing's left
to freeze