look about. i am a book for you. take what you may find into yourself, if you wish. it's all your choice here. all of it.
"He used to tell me,
'What good is the day?
On some hill of despair
the bonfire
you kindle can light the great sky-
though it's true, of course, to make it burn
you have to throw yourself in...' "
- Galway Kinnel
