..i..have..fallen..
in the iris of my mind's eye
i see myself in the mirror
where have all the visions gone?
sipping tea by the moonlight
by electric-fire stars
so silent
i can hear the wheel of time turning
soon i was seated among the clouds
but now
..i..have..fallen..
and there's no way up
and there's no way down
suspended inside the abyss
by a tangled web of truth and lies and reality
monotony is sickening
and i want out.
(she would visit me by lamplight
in the clouds
but the web is forbidden to her
and she doesn't visit anymore.
i speak on a frequency
she cannot hear
and the silence it too loud
for me to bear.)