chapter 15 and last!!

Leah rolled her groggy head over on the pillow of her bed where she had fallen asleep. She felt hands on her stomach and she lifted her head to see Jeff kneeling there. His hands didn’t have to move any clothes as she was still in her bikini. He leaned down over her and placed his lips on her sweet spot. He slowly ran his tongue over it before he sucked slowly and softly on the flesh. Leah couldn’t help but moan and arch her hips up from the bed. Nobody made her feel like this, not even Matt or Amy. She knew she loved Jeff and she knew she was in love with him.

Leah placed her hands in Jeff’s wet hair and pulled slightly as he sucked harder on her spot. Slowly Jeff pulled away from her hip and up to her lips where he kissed her softly.

“I love you Leah.”

“I love you too Jeff, but…”

“But what angel?”

“I can’t take the four of us anymore.”

“Why not?”

“Because…I’m not in love with Amy…and I’m not in love with Matt. I thought I was. I seriously did, but when I am with you, you make me feel so happy and loved, it’s not that Matt never did that it’s just with you it’s different. I do love Matt and I do love Amy but not they way a lover should love them, not they way they think I love them.”

“What about me?”

“I love you and I’m in love with you Jeff. Believe me please.” She begged him as he covered her lips with his.

“I do angel. But you have to tell them, it’s not fair.”

“I know but what do I say. I can think how to tell Amy but not Matt. I can’t exactly say ‘Matt I’m sorry I love you but I am not in love with you, I never have been. I know we have been together a while but the past couple of weeks that I have been with Jeff and I am in love with him, only him.’ I can’t say that Jeff, I can’t.”

“You just did.” Came a voice from the other side of the room.

Leah and Jeff both shot upright to see Matt and Amy standing in the doorway, both with tears in their eyes.

“Matt, I’m sorry…” Leah said as she tried to run from the room but he blocked her path.

“Don’t be. I love you Leah with all my heart but if you don’t feel the same way then we don’t have to be together, all I know is that I couldn’t stand it if you left me all together. I still want to be able to see you and hang out with you and…”

“And what Matt?” Leah asked searching his eyes.

“And hold you Leah.”

“You can do that anytime you like Matt.”

“Really?”

“Yes Matt, you are my best friend, at least I hope you still are.”

“Of course I am.”

“Then how about doing your best friend duties and give me a hug.”

Leah had hardly finished her sentence and she was wrapped in Matt’s arms. After a couple of minutes Leah pulled back.

“How do you feel about me and Jeff?”

“Ok. If you love him be with him baby. I want you two to be happy, as long as I don’t lose him.”

“You want ever lose him Matty, he loves you to much, anyway, he’s you brother, he’s stuck with you!” Leah said making the other three laugh. Leah then turned to Amy. “I’m sorry.”

“Me too.”

“I guess I was experimenting and I got carried away and I used you. I shouldn’t have. But I love you as my sister and I don’t’ want you to hate me.”

“I could never hate you. You are like a sister to me and I guess I got carried away as well. But I don’t regret it, I’m glad we have shared what we did. It made me realise a lot of things about myself.”

“Me too. I just feel bad that I have done this to you, and to you too Matt.”

“Leah, please don’t feel like that. We all love you, you know that and we could never hate you.” Matt said taking Leah’s hand in his. Amy did the same and led Leah to the bed where Jeff still sat. “But baby, you are the best female I have ever had in my bed, do I get you one more time?”

Leah smiled as Jeff pulled her down onto the bed. “I know you two aren’t in a relationship any more but we never said anything about the sex.” Jeff said with an evil grin on his face as he began to suck Leah’s neck.

“I don’t think we did.” Leah said laughing as Matt joined them on the bed. Amy turned away from them and headed to the door. “Ames, where do you think you are going?” Leah said as she quickly went over to her after pulling herself from Jeff.

“I…uh….” Amy mumbled before Leah silenced her with a small kiss. Leah took Amy’s hand and led her to the bed where the guys where already removing each other’s clothes. “You see, like me and Matt, I want you still, not in the relationship way but like this. That time we were together was amazing, I want to feel all those feelings again, and I want to feel them with you.” Leah said waiting for Amy’s reaction.

“I want you now Leah. Maybe we don’t’ make a great couple in a relationship and maybe we are bi, but maybe this is the part of each other we want, and need.”

Leah smiled as Amy kissed her and pushed her back onto the bed.

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