Rating: NC-17 - incest, abuse

Spoiler: None

Disclaimer: The characters dont belong to me, they belong to themselves and their respective companies. This is purely fiction.

Jeff sighs, it had been a long 4 years since Matt had disappeared from his life, the wwf and from the face of the earth. He had searched high and low and finally he had found him, working in a high-class gay strippers bar. Jeff gets to the door and takes a deep breath not knowing what to expect before walking in. He enters the bar area and runs a hand through his blonde hair, having took the color out of it to be able to come in here. Suddenly the lights dim and Flawless by The Ones starts.

Matt walks out onto the stage wearing a black thong covered by skin tight pants and a mesh long-sleeved top. Licking his lips provocatively he begins to dance, moving sensually to the music. His eyes scan the room, searching for the one he would have to choose tonight. He never wanted to, but had to. It was either that or get beaten and raped so badly you couldn't move for 2 weeks. Matt had learned that all to well. If you did what was required of you, you got paid and was kept warm, safe and fed. His gaze catches a blonde head, no it couldn't be, he thinks. Taking a closer look while dancing, he realizes that it is. Taking a deep breath he struggled to keep the customers happy, while shaking inside. Walking off the stage and through the curtain after his show, Matt's mind was reeling. He knew this day would come eventually, he knew Jeff would never give up. As usual his boss is sat in his room when he walks into it.

"Well? You chose someone?" Nathan asks. He watches Matt numbly shake his head, "Good. I have chosen someone for you. Catches the eye he does, I want you to bring him here. I want him to work for me. You get that Cameron?"

Matt nods wondering who this person was, and hating that he had just been told to ruin his life. Nathan switches the monitor on and points to Jeff. "I want him."

Matt struggles not to show any emotion, but his shoulders slump in defeat. He watches Nathan leave the room and after a few seconds follows him, about to face his brother for the first time since that day.

Jeff watches Matt approach him slowly, watching as the other men groped his ass as he walked by. Matt seemed oblivious to it, his gaze never shifting from Jeff's. Once Matt gets there Jeff takes a good look at him, his body was slick with sweat and baby oil, making his skin glisten. His hair was wetted down, just like he used to always have it. He looked perfect, on the outside, but his eyes seemed so different. Still the same deep brown that they had always been but looked dead on the inside, haunted. Taking a deep breath Jeff decides to break the ice, "Hey."

Matt doesn't say anything, just keeps looking at his baby brother.

"Matty?" Jeff whispers, reaching out a hand.

Matt flinches back, "Don't touch me Jeff. Not yet, you should have never come here. This isn't the place for you."

"It isn't the place for you either. Come home Matt, please? I miss you, you shouldn't be working here, you should be with me."

Matt doesn't reply again, just takes in the sight of his baby brother again, seeing how he had lost a little weight and took the color out of his hair. He feels someone grab him again and whisper into his ear, his blood running cold when he hears their voice, eyes quickly dropping Jeff's gaze.

"Cameron, I thought I said I wanted him here. You're not doing a good job of it so far. Do I need to remind you who is the boss here? Do I need to show you what I do to you if you disobey me? I thought we had got through all of this."

Matt felt a shiver pass through his spine at the though of going through it again. Trying not to flinch away from the short knife pressed into his side he replies, "Yes sir."

Jeff watches the man at Matt's side, his anger growing. How dare he touch his Matt like that! Reacting on instinct Jeff steps forward and punches him right in the jaw, grabs Matt and pulls him out of the bar.

Matt starts to shake outside. Now he was in for it. Not only had he left the bar, but Jeff had hit the boss! He was gonna get so punished for this, pulling away from Jeff he tries to go back in.

Jeff grabs him again and yanks him away, suprised when Matt starts fighting him. Something was telling him not to let Matt back in, with all his strength a backhanded Matt across the face sending him flying to the floor. Quickly bending down and scraping him off the floor Jeff bundles him into a nearby taxi takes him back to the hotel.

Matt holds the side of his face, tears forming in his eyes, not wanting to believe that Jeff had just hit him. Slowly they roll down his face, he gets transerred from one abuser to another now does he? Only this one was worse, this one could hurt him emotionally. He can't do this anymore.

Jeff drags Matt out of the car and upto the hotel room, getting them both inside and shuting the door just before Matt attacks him. Both tumble to the floor, trying to get the better of each other. Jeff finally slamming Matt's head onto the floor. Matt looks up at him with dazed eyes, his head spinning, not able to move. His lips part while he tries to breathe.

Jeff glances down at them and cannot resist slowly lowering his head he presses a kiss onto Matt, slipping his tongue inside his mouth.

Matt lets the tears fall from his eyes, having no choice but to give in to his baby brother. But knowing it was one of the worst things he could do.

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