Chapter Sixteen
There was only two days until the last show of the tour and Breyana still hadn't told AJ if she was going to move in with him yet. AJ bugged her about it every minute he had. It was a hard decision for her to make. She didn't want to leave her family, best friend, and her job behind for a relationship that wasn't written in stone. Breyana came up with a plan to help her decide if moving in with AJ was a good thing to do. Her plan was to be totally cut off from AJ the next two days. She was going to go home and see if they could live without each other. She told AJ her plan and neatless to say he wasn't thrilled. "Why do you have to do this B"? he questioned. "I want to see if what I feel is really true and honest. And Alex, I want you to find out for yourself as well. I want to see if you can be trusted by yourself without me around". AJ took this as a slap in the face. "Why can't you just let the past be the past" he grumbled. AJ thought Breyana was testing him due to things that happened earlier in their relationship. "I'm not even trying to bring up the past Alex." I need to do this for myself. I need to know if I'm making the right decision here." "I can't believe we just celebrated our one year anniversary, and now your saying you need time to think if you should be with me"? AJ said with anger in his voice. "I didn't want to fight with you Alex, I just wanted to tell you that this is what I need to do in order to know if I should move in with you." "WHATEVER" AJ said as he left the room for sound check. AJ was angry with Breyana. It wasn't often they got into arguments, but this one really bothered him. Breyana in no way intended to anger AJ but she needed to do this. She needed to know for sure how she felt and how AJ felt, not to mention she did want to see if he would be faithful to her for those 2 days they would be apart.
Now that the press knew her identity it was difficult for Breyana to go anywhere un-noticed. She went outside of the venue to get some air and was mobbed by fans. "AUGH" she thought to herself. I need a couple of days away from all this. She answered questions for the fans for about 20 minutes and then she just couldn't handle it anymore. She decided to go back inside and work things out with AJ. When she got to his dressing room AJ was giving her the cold shoulder. He didn't have much to say to her and was being rather rude. "Can we talk?" Breyana asked. "Why, what would it matter, you're still gonna go right?" AJ inquired. "Why can't you just see this through my eyes Alex? This isn't by any means easy for me." Breyana shot back. "B, I really don't need to get into this with you right now. I have to be on stage in 20 minutes and I don't want to spend the entire time arguing with you." And with that AJ walked out the door to join the rest of the guys.
Breyana kept her distance as everyone got ready for the show. She didn't want to distract AJ especially before a show. Meanwhile, AJ was finding it difficult to concentrate. He was very angry and it showed in his performance. While he was on stage he was trying to think of ways to make Breyana stay. He somehow got in his head that if he flirted with another girl she would stay. While AJ was onstage he found a rather attractive girl sitting in the second row. He went out of his way to make sure that Breyana noticed what he was doing. He sang all of his parts to this girl and was constantly looking at her. As Breyana stood backstage and watched she couldn't help but get angry. She couldn't watch AJ flirt with this girl anymore so she went back to the hotel and made her plane reservations. While she was packing the rest of her stuff, she decided to sit down and write AJ a letter.
Alex,
I know you were trying to intentionally hurt me tonight. I want you to know that I understand your anger and frustration. I don't condone what you were doing tonight but I know all of it was done out of spite. Please believe I do love you with all my heart and I will see you in Orlando in 2 days. I left all the flight information for you on the nightstand next to the bed. I'm also leaving a copy with Brian considering you forget where you put things all the time. I know this will all work out Alex. Please remember, I DO LOVE YOU!!
Always,
B
AJ walked into the hotel room around 2 in the morning. "BREYANA" he yelled out and got no response. He turned on the light in the bedroom to find a note in the center of the bed with a white rose on top. AJ read the note and suddenly felt very sad. He knew what he did earlier was wrong and wanted to apologize to Breyana but she left. "At least it wasn't a goodbye for good note" he thought to himself. Just as AJ was looking over the flight plans he heard a knock on his door. He got up in a rush hoping Breyana had changed her mind and decided to stay. AJ went to answer the door with anticipation to find Brian standing on the other side..."Oh, it's just you" AJ said glumly. "I love you too AJ" Brian remarked. "I thought you were B". AJ said to Brian with sadness in his eyes. "Yeah, Leighanne gave me all her flight plans. Are you gonna be alright AJ?" Brian inquired. "I don't know. Everytime I'm away from her, I do something stupid. I'm worried." AJ retorted. "Well, I'll look out for you. It's only 2 days, what trouble can you get into in 2 days?" Brian said with a smirk on his face. "Yeah, I guess your right. Besides, I can always call her every minute of the day, that way I'll be with her." AJ said with hopefullness in his voice. "UM, sorry to break this to ya bone, but Breyana left me a letter telling me that she wanted you not to call her for 2 days". Brian said backing away from AJ. He could see the anger in his eyes and knew that he was going to blow. "What"? AJ said to Brian looking as if death had warmed over his face. "Didn't she leave it in your note also"? Brain questioned. "Nope" AJ said sharply. "Brian, I really think you need to leave now, I need to be by myself." Brian left and heard a loud smash come from AJ's room. "I hope he'll be alright" Brian said to himself.......
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